I had a strange dream last night, was so real and sinister too

Hi

I am 27 years old, male, from london.

I have really had a bad time during the last few years, in 2010 my grandfather passed away unexpectedly , which caused a stir in the family. I am at an end, through a few issues I can't solve, and am really suicidal, to the point that I know I am going to do it this year, definite

I live on my own, and no one was in the flat with me last night

Last night I had one of my regular bad dreams, when as I woke up, I felt someone hugging my back, like a comforting hug, the thing is I FELT IT, REALLY FELT IT, FELT THE COVERS ASWELL, ACTUALLY FELT THE PERSONS BODY ON MY BACK, and it was like I woke up from my dream, everything looked the same, what the hell, turned over and no one was there.

I then had a few minutes lying awake thinking about things, checked my laptop, etc.

Then I went back to sleep, and had ANOTHER dream where I saw my neighbour opposite (who no one likes) go out with his mate. I then got a knock on the door, I opened it and saw who I felt to be some sort of police, but they were clad in Muslim clothes; one of them asked if they could come in, but then barged in regardless, before I could say no. They then arrested me, and started asking questions, that I can't remember. As they took me out, I saw them arresting my OTHER neighbour, but saw that it wasn't her, but some guy...but somehow I knew him. Obviously I felt some relief as I wasn't the only one being arrested

They took me down the station, where I felt everything hated me...weird...and I wanted to get out

I would like opinions as to what caused this in my mind, and the explanation for that hug I felt...starnge

Cheers

Hi, Mike, I'm so sorry you are struggling at this time with your sadness and depression.

I once had an experience like yours; I was awakened by someone getting into bed with me, I felt the bed go down when their knee took their weight to get in. Of course, there was no one there in my little efficiency flat.

I think the hug was your unconscious helping you with the dream to come, telling you it is all right to remember, think about, consider it. I am glad you realized you were not "alone" in getting arrested, I think you were arrested by your "dark"/negative/hurt side, the one that you feel "hates you" and wants to destroy you. I think that is your depression and pain speaking but the hug and realization that you were not alone are positive signs that you can make it through this.

Thanks for reply. I am in the absolute most terribel period in my life, absolute, its at the point where I feel it is impossible for ANYONE to like or want me, and I mean impossible

When I felt that "hug" I remember wanting the person to go kind of thing, yet I KNEW that the person was trying to comfort me, if that makes sense. I also thought it was imagining it was either my dad or grandad, yet my dad was at his house that night, and Grandad is dead. But I felt it, I swear

In every dream I have had for the last 12 or so years, I have felt animosity towards me from all the people in my dream, as though I have done something wrong...yet I am a confused and messed up person with lots of good feeling, its weird

Again cheers

P.S Are you in Maryland USA or Maryland UK (small town)

A police officer in muslim clothes may be a symbol for self-discipline that is too positive. Going to far with good habits.

To dream of Muslim people represents aspects of your personality that have sacrificed too much to positivity, or are too preoccupied with morality or good behaviour. A muslim in a dream reflects excessive sacrifice or cheating yourself out of happiness due to moral dogma or rigid discipline.

To dream of police officers represents discipline, intervention, and enforcement of behavior. In your waking life you may feel trying to make changes, resisting bad habits, feel like you are being forced into certain conditions, or even feel like you are facing karma. A police officer usually means you either want to change, or feel you have no choice. Police may also represent your fear of change.

Source: DreamBible.com

Near Baltimore, Maryland, USA (was in London, Stoke-on-Trent, and Lancaster/Lake District back a couple weeks in September/October).

Our dreams are our own creations so the animosity from everyone in the dreams might be animosity from yourself? You don't seem to like yourself much?