My dream diary

I'm not taking any psychiatric meds since 2013, I have these kind of dreams since I can remember.

You may be in a real life situation where you feel people are accusing you. Also the dreams may show you are to hard on yourself. You may want to run away from the situation.

Yesterday I saw a dream about walking on Victoria's Secret fashion show. Wow! It was like a dream come true! And then...Well, I was walking...walking...nowhere...like a running track
I wonder what does this mean in my subconscious?

You feel you are not making any progress on the track to chosen to walk, in real life.

I dreamed about going back to our old family house that I hated living in. It was dirty and smelly and both my mother and her mother were forcing me to paint it and live in it again and I wanted to run away as fast as possible and I was in a great suffering. Both of them were extremely critical towards me as they were in a real life in the past. Then some young woman came with a small child and she kind of let me out. She said they cannot do this to me, its terrible and she cut off my mother's hand. Then she said it's all fine now.

Hi,
During a dream we are simulating or actually making the movements the dream suggests! During a deep sleep,the movements may only be a small twitch or tremble, nearer waking more pronounced.
Your hand was hurting, especially your wrist perhaps you were lyind on it or you over used it during your work.
The above quote indicates that it was indeed your hand hurting! The Reason your subconscious transposed the hurt to your mum is because you're not sympathetic to her pain and during the sleep you do not feel your own pain.

This dream shows a break from your past and from being dependent on your mother. The young woman is your new self, with new ideas and feelings.

Gojamadar, actually, yesterday I have encountered a very sexually intrusive guy who's behaviour was extremely upsetting to me and I was scared of him and also angry that my mother did not teach me how to be assertive in such situations and that I have to behave differently that I used to. I don't believe there can be any psychanalisis made based purely on dreams because no one does that anymore yet the dreams are there to relieve the tension and all kinds of emotions. It's not a Bible, still. And yes, my wrist was overused because of my job but not yesterday but a long time ago and I'm not sleeping on it.

Hi,
I agree that dreams don't help with psychoanilis, however the post and style of writing the post gives away a few clues about the dreamer.
Dreams are dreamt to do tasks during sleep, and generally keep the sleeper alive. Dreams make the sleeper move, change sleeping position and wake him/her when necessary or when had enough sleep. All without any fuss!
Occasionally the dream, especially a nightmare hints at the cause. Apart from that dreams have a structure and form. Like a drama or a film.

I had a dream about being in a room with a group of people, part of them were some unfriendly soldiers. I had to decide whether I will shoot someone with the gun they gave me or whether I want to be shot myself. At first I decided I want to be shot and gave the person very clear clues to aim for either the heart or the brain and asked them to do it with precision. Before that I was also learning how to use the gun. Then I actually kept wondering if I shouldn't choose to shot the other person and what the consequences would be.

I also had another dream where I had this memory of riding on a bike through the whole country and was wondering if I really did that or if it's a false memory.

You were deciding to shoot for the heart or the mind in this dream. The consequences of that. The bike dream may mean traveling through life.