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May 24, 2009, 06:08 PM
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today is bad..... things are bad... im ok - I just want to disapear... but its ok - im ok - just need to... dunno - crawl under the covers and not come out for a while...
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May 24, 2009, 07:47 PM
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Or not! I haven't gotten out of bed for two days, 'course the flu has something to do with that... But triggers/flashbacks can be triggest by the weirdest things and if There's anything I can do to help, friend, I would be glad to help.
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May 24, 2009, 07:50 PM
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Oh, Phoenix, I hope yr appt w yr new T goes well. I've always had better luck w/males, but that's me. I did have one female shrink who was Very helpful.
Never forget how worthwhile you are!
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May 25, 2009, 09:09 AM
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(((((((((((phoenix)))))))))))
Good luck with your new T. 
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May 25, 2009, 11:02 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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May 29, 2009, 01:05 AM
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Phoenix,
You know I love you and think you are great. I am having avery rough time,too,tho I do not have to deal with a new T I have other MD troubles....If I can do it...you can do IT! All my hopes, yr friend, Lynn novawryter@att.net
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#32
May 29, 2009, 02:28 AM
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(((((((((((((Phoenix)))))))))))))))))
I'd rather hide in bed than deal with my therapist sometimes. I'd also rather hide in bed sometimes than remember the bad stuff that's happened in the past or deal with the flashbacks and all of that other nasty stuff. I understand. Let us know how the appointment goes, ok?
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May 29, 2009, 02:50 AM
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Im mainly staying away from the boards at the moment - too triggery - but I wanted to let you know that I wrote to an old T of mine - the one who had been sick and he said he would see me for 12 sessions with medicare - reduced rates and a co-payment of about $30 that I can afford
Had my first session today - he is very good at getting stuff out of me - which is a bit scary  but he doesnt think I am disgusting or dirty  he thinks the child was innocent and not to blame and he has me 75% believing him! he has done so much for me in one session - he is brilliant!!!!I am so lucky he has agreed to see me he makes me feel safe and I havnt felt safe in such a long time - I told him I didnt want to talk about the SA because I would lose the only safe place I had - his office and that he would not want to see me anymore - but we talked about it and I still have a safe place and a safe T I have been SIing lately quite badly and today before the session I was so agitated and anxious and now I feel calm and have no SI urges - Yeah for T and yeah for me I am so lucky he is seeing me again ooooh he just rang to see how I was WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooo lucky I will be thinking of you all - but I just cant be here for a while - sorry - please take care o yourselves - you are all kind wonderful people
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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May 29, 2009, 11:18 AM
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YAY! ((((((((((((Phoenix))))))))))))))
 Your T sounds fantastically awesome!! I'm glad he's willing to see you and I hope that helps. It's great when we connect so well with a therapist
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