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May 19, 2009, 09:04 AM
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As I child, I said throughout other threads, I used to pray for friends.
As an Adult I used to say "I want my Mommie" - I didn't have one. I had one only as I exited the channel. No father - Until I turned 40 the contact we had he wanted Me to Be His MATE!!! The step fathers were my abusers all forms. As well as Judy the 'mom'. She allowed. I never could understand why I couldn't Please her, though so much I wanted her love. Even to this day - she continues her way - But I gave her up years ago.... BUT still she triggers me There are four of we sisters ALL have been abused. All of us she kept alienated from one another growing up in the same house. We were never able to bond. Abuse was different, our memories are different, - and if she did show any 'type' of caring she would do it for only one, one at a time, if any! 40 years later we have re-united, why because someone ignorant, but a Blessing from God, told her I was dead. It hit the family telephone line and behold my sisters and I have been brought together - OH, THAT IS 'NOT' what she EVER EXPECTED ............ Though each of us have our individual childhood issues and are leary of each ofter, because what is safe being brought up by her to be against each other..... We are now BONDED.... THE BOND SHALL NEVER BREAK.....! I'm sorry but BLOOD in her cause is thinner than water - she is a lost soul, a demon, a devils pawn, who continues to TRY and stir the pot, create drama.... BUT IT NO LONGER WORKS. PRAISE THE LORD. |
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May 19, 2009, 10:31 AM
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I am glad that you have reunited with your sisters!
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May 19, 2009, 10:38 AM
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((((((((((starlite)))))))))))
I am glad too, starlite. Good for you!!! 
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May 19, 2009, 07:37 PM
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I am so glad you have reunited wiht your sisters - that is great!
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts  its how many times you get back up!   (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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May 19, 2009, 07:41 PM
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Hey,
Not only do I have my grown childrens names tattooed on me several times. P.S. Last year the Bond became as I had all three of my sisters names tattooed on me as well!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to add it to my house site in my albums right now! |
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May 19, 2009, 07:44 PM
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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