[ktp]

T. (The mother) came to see me today.

I hate her.

She brought my neice with her because she knew I wouldn't say anything negative in front of her. She even had the nerve to kiss my cheek. Way beyond control with this. Shocked. Haven't seen her in over 3 months and was finally FINALLY getting comfortable and happy.

Why can't she just leave me alone?
She has no conscience. She never apologizes. She doesn't care. She just wants to drive me crazy. I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I'm not even sure shes a human being.

Sorry all...

hope youre taking care.

hugs,
Kimberly

Kimberly,

Wow. What needed expression!! I am glad you have this place to come to and unload such stuff. If I had to walk around with that I'd be bonkers!

I am very sorry this is your reality. Keep yourself safe as you can and those boundaries firm. (no one expects a peck on the cheek so who could have seen that coming?!!)

Keep talking and telling us more. If you need to post how much you hate her a thousand times then do.

Take care of you as you are so very special and important to so many.

Kimberly, you are a wonderful woman who happened to spring from the belly of an apparant android. We all know you're good peeps.

Vent away about ma here. That's why we're here.

((((Kimberly)))) I wish I could change today for you.

Kimberly, I know you're feeling really rough right now. The nerve of her to kiss you! And manipulators/controllers always set up meetings in a way that they won't be confronted. That is their M.O.......I'm sorry you had to go through that....xoxoxo Pat

[Kalamity]

I'm sorry for what you are experiencing and can relate 100%.

[kittykat_kezzz_purrr_meow]

Hey Kimberley. Hope you r feeling better by this time. The feeling HATE is so destructive you know & is no good for you at all. Along with hate is anger which left dwelleth within you, those feelings can overcome you & make you really sick. What has this person done to you to make you feel that way about her?. Haven't been around psych central that long so don't know why. Am curious now but...Take care......
Kezzz

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**ZH** I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your response to this. You have helped me so much and I just want you to know that I think you're wonderful too. the part about the android made me laugh. Seems about right tho

I'm feeling somewhat better today. Actually I think I'm in denial or dissociated a bit. I just don't want her to come back. That's my thing right now. When will she pop up next ?

Take care of you.
hugs,
Kimberly.

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(((((((Pat)))))))

I happen to agree with you dear. The thing with her is, she could take that whole situation yesterday and convince everyone around that I upset HER. She's very good at what she does, with people who dont know exactly how fake she really is.

I appreciate you so much.

Much love,
Kimberly.

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Kalamity:

I'm so sorry that you can relate. It's not a nice place to be.

Take care,
hugs,
Kimberly.

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Kezzz:

I agree -- anger is destructive -- I think as long as I'm not associated with her or associating with her, I am fine. The anger begins to dissipate and I can get in touch with myself. When she's around, it's always about her.

A little background:
I was abandoned as a child. She left me for another man and her drugs. She was a drug addict and alcoholic most of my life. I didn't see her until I was 8 years old, when the parents divorced. She lost custody completely at this time but did get visitation. She was mentally and physically abusive to me. I wanted a mother so badly that I let her without telling. She chased me with a knife when I was 14 years old. If I hadn't kicked her in the gut she would've stabbed me. I know it. I saw it in her eyes. Ofcourse, that was my fault too, for making her mad. *****The following has bigtime possible triggers*****

She tried to kiss my husband, she climbed into the bed with me completely naked when I was 17 years old and newly married. I had to call her husband to come get her. What's bad is my 10 year old baby brother was in the room and saw the whole thing

I was sick the end of last year. I had a life threatening illness. She came to sit with me. I started having alot of difficulty breathing. My daughter was there (age 11) as well, I started having a bad coughing fit (thought I was dying) had nurses and doctors and everything in there and I looked at her and she just looked at me, turned and walked away. She would've left me there to die by myself with my 11 year old watching. That's just the tip of the iceberg. It's a long and sordid story.

Sorry if this is too much guys.

Take care,
Kimberly.

[nothemama8]

Kimberly, you never know how close your life is to mine, the woman who gave birth to me, tried to give me to her husband said it was ok because we looked so much alike, thank God her Mother (my Grandma) raised me and I only went through 2 months of horror with her
I'am here for you when you need to talk
Angie

[SweetCrusader]

Kimberly, sweetheart,

I am so very sorry all this happened to you. I don't know what else to say right now, and I'm sorry about that. I just want you to know how dearly you are loved

Angela

Kimberly, I am so sorry that you've endured so much at this woman's hand. If I could, I'd bring my special cookies and tea and we would just sit and eat and sign and swing and be content......xoxoxox pat

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((((((((((angie))))))))))

I'm sorry you went through that, even if it was just two months. One minute is too long. I appreciate your response. It means alot to me. You're so very sweet and much loved.

Take care,
Kimberly.

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((((((((((((((((((Angela))))))))))))))))))))

It's okay hon. I really don't know what to say either. I don't know what to think. I just wish she'd never have came to my home. I hope you're feeling okay. I've been worried about you lately.

Hugs,
Kimberly.

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((((((((((((Pat)))))))))))

Sounds heavenly! Thanks so much.

Many blessings dear,
Kimberly.

[MacD]

((((((((Kimberly))))))))))
love Grace

[vacantangel]

Kimberly, I can't even imagine having to live through all that horror. You didn't deserve that then, nor do you deserve it now. I'm sorry that you ever had to go through all that very frightening stuff and for other small children to have to witness things that children should never be subjected to. My heart breaks for you. Please find comfort where you can now and be safe. ((((((( Kimberly ))))))))

[vacantangel]

Kalamity, I'm sorry that you can relate to Kimberley's experiences. (((((((((( Kalamity ))))))))

[vacantangel]

Angie, I'm so sorry for what your mother and her husband put you through. Two months? Once would've been too much. What is wrong with some people. (((((((((( Angie ))))))))

[Kathyanita]

whatss wrong with some people is there socopaths and mind Controll they KNOEw what to do to plant the Trigger!

[Kathyanita]

theres PEOPLE like this ther mothers and They look REAL to everyone else it has been hapening for all time!

[Kathyanita]

and THEY are EVIL like i said

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Kathyanita:

I agree with you. The first thing I think when I think of my mother is that I know a true sociopath, and she knows just when to plant the trigger, when I least expect it. And I think you're right -- people like that are evil -- but even that word isn't bad enough to describe them. I hope you're taking care sweetie. I know you've been having a rough time of it.

Thanks for your reply.

Much love,
Kimberly.

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(((((((((((((((((((AG))))))))))))))))))))

Thanks so much for your reply. I know you've been struggling lately too. I hope you're doing okay.

Much love,
Kimberly.

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(((((((((((((((Grace)))))))))))))))))

Thanks for the hugs sweetie

Many blessings,
Kimberly.