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#26
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its ok - no need for reply-
this was before i caved in and took the seroquel finally last night- "I" did not "mean" to bring back this thread (yet I also did so part of me meant it) some things just require compromise and i know i need to take meds to keep stable- I did not want to become "dull" if i took them but its a compromise with the illness- hopefully meds makes the brain run smooth enough and still allows for creativity and mental energy. . .either way i cant just let myself crash and burn by refusing to see that its necessary to be "on" medication to have any sort of functional life. thanks. . . |
#27
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Understood. I myself made choices yesterday to not crash and burn also, took needed meds.
Hugs to you and best wishes, Sarah
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#28
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ahhhh ok i think this from the start of it (im afrais to look ) should not have been here as it is ugly and "stinks" or smells up the place . .im trying to shut it up and shut it out but it doesnt stay SHUT so where do "they" go to scream? rhetorical dont answer- the more i try to "correct" my self the worse ill make it.
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#29
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Just because I care!
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#30
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and this ones mine
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
polishing the sword in the cellar </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Petunia takes the sword from KA and throws it in the fire. They watch it twist and melt and scream in agony. "Here," Petunia says and hands the warrior a new sword. A smaller weapon indeed, yet more powerful. "Let your tears fall on it, not your soul. Free your highly-polished words and let them shine." "This silver pen will pulverize and mash. They can't take the words away. They can't say it never happened." The warrior records the crimes with a quick silver slash. |
#32
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it doesnt matter how many words they dont add up
they dont make a story |
#33
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if i go we ALL go!
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#34
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Ok. np The brain doesn't always give back what we actually see or go through. The images might be symbolic only. The brain is trying to work though memories, imo, but might not have all the information correct.
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#35
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you have no idea . . .
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#36
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((((safe hugs)))))
I just had a hypnogogic nightmare ... horrifyingly real feeling.. of course the brain has it wrong but how would it even create something like that?
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#37
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as a survvviver??? of ra sa sadistivc mind control programing etc i resectfully requesty no feedback that will add more pictures . thank you.
i welcome the hugs. |
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