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Old Jun 06, 2005, 08:28 AM
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its ok - no need for reply-
this was before i caved in and took the seroquel finally last night- "I" did not "mean" to bring back this thread (yet I also did so part of me meant it)
some things just require compromise and i know i need to take meds to keep stable-
I did not want to become "dull" if i took them but its a compromise with the illness- hopefully meds makes the brain run smooth enough and still allows for creativity and mental energy. . .either way i cant just let myself crash and burn by refusing to see that its necessary to be "on" medication to have any sort of functional life. thanks. . .

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Old Jun 06, 2005, 01:30 PM
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Understood. I myself made choices yesterday to not crash and burn also, took needed meds.

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Old Jun 06, 2005, 02:29 PM
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ahhhh ok i think this from the start of it (im afrais to look ) should not have been here as it is ugly and "stinks" or smells up the place . .im trying to shut it up and shut it out but it doesnt stay SHUT so where do "they" go to scream? rhetorical dont answer- the more i try to "correct" my self the worse ill make it.
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Old Jun 06, 2005, 02:38 PM
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ugly horible pictures(((((((((((((((Kathyanita)))))))))))) ugly horible pictures

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Old Jun 30, 2005, 09:13 PM
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Old Jun 30, 2005, 09:58 PM
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polishing the sword in the cellar

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Petunia takes the sword from KA and throws it in the fire. They watch it twist and melt and scream in agony.

"Here," Petunia says and hands the warrior a new sword. A smaller weapon indeed, yet more powerful.

"Let your tears fall on it, not your soul. Free your highly-polished words and let them shine."

"This silver pen will pulverize and mash. They can't take the words away. They can't say it never happened."

The warrior records the crimes with a quick silver slash.
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Old Jun 30, 2005, 10:10 PM
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it doesnt matter how many words they dont add up
they dont make a story
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Old Jun 30, 2005, 11:02 PM
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Old Jul 01, 2005, 11:03 AM
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Ok. np The brain doesn't always give back what we actually see or go through. The images might be symbolic only. The brain is trying to work though memories, imo, but might not have all the information correct. ugly horible pictures
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Old Jul 01, 2005, 10:21 PM
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you have no idea . . .
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Old Jul 01, 2005, 10:36 PM
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((((safe hugs)))))
I just had a hypnogogic nightmare ... horrifyingly real feeling.. of course the brain has it wrong but how would it even create something like that?
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Old Jul 01, 2005, 10:43 PM
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as a survvviver??? of ra sa sadistivc mind control programing etc i resectfully requesty no feedback that will add more pictures . thank you.
i welcome the hugs.
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