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Apr 26, 2012, 03:03 AM
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Hi. I just wanted to introduce myself to this forum. I was going to talk about my current issues, but I think I'll put it off and for now just say hello...
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Apr 26, 2012, 06:43 AM
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Hello and welcome!
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
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Apr 26, 2012, 10:55 AM
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Hi Chibi, welcome to PC. I'm ready to listen when you are ready.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Apr 26, 2012, 02:31 PM
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Thank for the warm welcome...
I guess this may be the wrong forum for me though, considering even though I was abused...I'm not dealing necessarily with that so much as with the problems I have now...I do feel like what I'm deal with is directly related to those things, especially the fact that I'm having to relive and go through my experiences again...I'm trying to get back into college. I am transferring to a local community college from an online school after losing my job...I have already been to a local tech school and the online school who accepted my independent status, but this school wants documents I cannot provide. Throughout my life the abuse I experienced has been denied...By professionals, by family, pretty much everyone, even though my mother would beat me 'till I bruised or bleed. It just feels like another form of denial. Even though I lived in a shelter for the last few years I was a minor...There ****ing schools don't give a **** about me. They just want me to give them as much money as I possibly can...XP On top of this I am super depressed, hopeless, gaining a lot of weight since I became unemployed...I normally just do it anymore, I persevere, but I have no faith things will ever get better. I put my all into my last job and they treated me like garbage, I no longer even like my chosen career path, like I once did....I just can't look forward anymore...I keep tell myself I give up. I don't have the resources to get better emotionally, and I'm just not the right person to live in a world like this... |
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Apr 26, 2012, 04:19 PM
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I know I posted a reply earlier but it's not here now. And now I'm not in the mood to talk at length like I had. I have so many things going on in my life right now and I just can't put one foot in front of another anymore. When I was young it was easier to work hard because it was the only way to avoid the abuse, but not anymore. Now it's just day to day life and I'm no longer strong, nor can I keep looking forward. It's over for me, I'm sure...
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#6
Apr 26, 2012, 09:10 PM
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((((Chibi)))),
I am sorry that you are struggling so much right now. Please don't give up, you CAN work through this. You have a difficult past and have done a lot in spite of it. You CAN get through this. Do you have a therapist to work with? That is really what you need, someone who can validate you, listen and help you through this. I have a T myself, took me time to find one that I could afford. But it really helps. Welcome to PC. Keep coming and sharing, we are all struggling as well, and there are good people here that are very kind and supportive. ((((Hugs))) Open Eyes |
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Apr 27, 2012, 09:16 AM
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This is the correct forum for you since you have suffered from abuse. I'm sorry that you are hopeless. Have you talked to someone at the school about the documents?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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