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Jul 25, 2012, 10:16 AM
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I got triggered at a party on saturday and I can't remember if what I'm pissed about is real or not. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I have DID so therein lies the problem.
Why couldn't the adults in my life 1. Not emotionally abuse me 2. Not physically abuse me 3. Grandfather not sexually abuse me 4. Father not sexually abuse me 5. Mother not sexually abuse me Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? I want to throw myself on the floor and just bang and I can't because it's 114hrs and my children are in bed and my husband is in bed. Why did I have to be triggered now? I feel as though I'm going to vomit. It just sucks
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Jul 25, 2012, 11:19 AM
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Im so sorry lou, i know how hard this can be. I dont know if we will ever know all the whys. Be gentle with yourself, try to write a journal maybe and leave it in the journal, you can vent as much as you want in there and when youre done writing, push it from your mind until you see t.
Wish i knew how to fix this for you, but i cant even fix myself. Things will get better, just hang in there |
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Jul 25, 2012, 11:22 AM
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Why? Because they were very dysfunctional.
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Jul 25, 2012, 04:44 PM
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Sannah there has to be more. Why did they think it was okay to do it to me? Because it did happen to all of them when they were kids?
I have never even considered or thought about doing that to a child and I have 3 kids. Dysfunctional while it is a good descriptive word is not enough. Grandfather has been dead for 5 years, can't confront him Both parents, may have symptoms of mental illnesses but have had no treatment. I have a mental illness and I don't think that having one means that your less in society and because I have a level of control on myself I can't see how having a mental illness would predispose you to being an animal to a child. Hey Sannah I also noticed that you've done the MBTI so have I. I'm a ISTJ at work and an ISFJ at home, maybe its the DID that gives me two. Who knows...
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Jul 25, 2012, 05:46 PM
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Yes, a lot of abused people would never abuse another human being but there are those who have been abused who go on to repeat it.
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