Inner child work

So my T called me.......doing the happy dance here!!! He is back!! I no longer have the other T that had been here for 2 weeks, wondering where my caring T dissappeared to.

He apologized for such a crappy session 2 weeks ago, said he was feeling frustrated and worried about me, and felt that his methods were not working or helping me. He was burned out, we talked about abandonment issues and rejection that I have right now. He told me he isn't going to leave me, he is with me to the end, but he has to offer another therapist if he feels he isn't helping me. He said he hates to see me in so much pain and not feel like anything he is doing helps.

I told him that I still want him as my T, that may change down the road, and I don't want to make him uncomfortable working on this inner child work if he feels that way. He said it isn't a matter of being uncomfortable it is a matter of me getting better and feeling safe!

I am so happy to have him back on my side!!!!!! I know one thing we will need to work on is my abandonment and rejection issues I have.

He knows I am trying, and he said I have never not done any of his suggestions, I always do what he asks me to try, it may take me a few days or week to do it, but I always do. I always show for my appt and he says I am doing so much to help myself that he feels he has to give it his all also.............I could hug him!!!!!!!!