SICK Sex Abuse - Beyond Normal

I personally experienced a similar sort of abuse throughout my childhood Rhapsody - numbers 1, 3, 4, 6, 7,9 and 10 are events I specifically relate to .... and its something I've never been really comfortable in sharing due to the sick, depravity of it all!

But ... and I mean this with all honesty and respect .... I am so ENVIOUS of your anger and hate!

As yet, I have been unable to get angry, but I have often thought that projecting this pain OUTWARD in being angry and rageful, must be alot easier to live with than having this disgust and poison projected INWARD in the form of an intense self-loathing.

But I am sorry you had to go through this Rhapsody ..... and that sometimes your rage at the world gets misinterpretted and leaves your being misunderstood by others who may not know the history.

take care xxx

((((((Carolyn)))))))
My heart aches for you, hon. I, too, have experienced some of what's on your list of horrors. You do a great job of living in the present today. You are a wonderful person.
Love,
Okie

((((((((((((((((((( Rhapsody ))))))))))))))))))))

Your strength and determination to live beyond the abuse you received is a testement to your character and beautiful soul.

I'm not so sure I would be able to show such courage each and every day as you and so many others do.

For the harmed little girl I send gentle thoughts and safe hugs. For the injured adult, I send you much respect and acceptance for who you were, who you are and who you will become along your journey through this life.

xoxoxo
sabby