Being picked on

I'm a waste case
so I've been told
heres a story
I'll share
Been picked one by others
because of my size
By talls ones who would critize
Yep, inside this one cries
with no where can she hide
they would pick me up
at school try stuffing me in trash can \
making me feel like a fool
To me thats not cool
Too afraid to make a stand
Looking for a helping hand
Been picked on by those oh so smart ones
because I wasn't too smart
Degraded my grammer
Just some words people made up
Would like to smash the dictionary
with a hammer
I'm a person just like you
thanks to them
making me feel so blue
Praying to God he'll bless them too

<font color="purple">I wish I could be as forgiving as you, even though I'm an open heart for the vast majority of people, I'm still pretty bitter over the treatment I was subjected to as a kid from bullies. I have forgiven one- a girl who was so nasty to me for no apparent reason, because she was bipolar and a side effect of her new meds made her "really mean" but otherwise they all strike me as people who make/made me suffer just because they're twister and take a heck of alot of pleasure from stuff like that. I'm sure they have their reasons for lashing out, but I can't really see them.</font>

I'm in the same boat Kaika. I know I should forgive, and I try to, but these people are still in my head. They tortured me, physically and verbally. So moonlite, I connected with so much of what you wrote but in the end it just left me jealous. I hope to one day get to that point of forgiveness.

Thanks for sharing that, by the way.

Cyran0

laughed at me for my grammer(Action)
to get a thrill
No wonder why so many need a pill
I'm out of here
I'll go chill....