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Jan 28, 2008, 03:25 PM
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every day...
in every way... i think i've ruined my life.. ruined my chance at a good one, atleast... will i ever stop crying? i always pretend im well... only a few know...that im hurting.. that im dying inside... that i want to run... my mind tells me im not worth it... my friends tell me i am... what do you do... when u can no longer trust yourself?? ????????????????????????????????????? |
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Jan 28, 2008, 03:44 PM
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First of all, if you are here, you are well worth it. Only GOOD people are here!
WHat do you mean you cannot trust yourself?? How can I help? i would like to help. Take care. IM here.... Colleen
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Jan 29, 2008, 08:30 AM
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this is when ya listen to those around u that know the real u that know what it was u wanted b4 u forgot and lost it
(((((((((((sbsd))))))))))))))) |
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Jan 30, 2008, 04:31 AM
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yes yes yes thankyou colleen and thankyou el..
truth is i let the thoughts racing thru my mind telling me im worthless and better off gone overpower how hard im tryin to heal... and everytime that happens I HAVE HAVE HAVE to listen to my friends that can tell me its just the thoughts in my mind...and that im fighting..and that i want life so bad...and i want to heal so bad and i hate forgetting that...and i hate losing it...but i just get so overwhelmed sometimes and i lose it....i lost it the other day....but friends....El....got me back...and im so appreciative... thankyou both...thankyou everyone... so please please please please if i ever slip again..i don't want to ...but i might...please please please remind me...becasue sometimes i cna't get there...sometimes whats in my head just takes over so strongly...but there are certain ppl i trust who can break thru it...who i can trust and who i can believe....and it works it really does... and im so so lucky.. (((((((((el and colleen)))))))))))))) |
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Jan 30, 2008, 04:39 AM
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and el answered my question so well...and i belive that too..and agree..what do i do if i can't trust myself?????? i listen to someone who knows the real me...who i trust..who knows what im fighting for..who can remindme...get me safe...get me grounded...and then if if i believe someone who i trust..i will trust myself..that they are right..:-)...
so im gonna be ok...im gonna survive... and im starting therapy next week and im so relieved and i could even say im actually happy right now...coz i know there is somthing that is going to start my journey to heal.... thanks el....for gettin me thru...for helpin me get thru my days that are so hard...for believing in me... :-) hugs hugs hugs!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Jan 30, 2008, 11:33 AM
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I dont think i did too much, but im glad if it helped. Im starting to have a down day today myself so i might lean on you too. We have to. were all we have sometimes.
I get you - trust me, just having an ok time, then bam it hits you like a ton of bricks. Today is one of those days today. I just feel worthless and worried and i dont know why. Hope you are doing better today. Colleen
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#7
Jan 30, 2008, 11:57 PM
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dear SS, I used to feel a lot like what you're describing quite a bit of the time...it's awful, it seems like all you touch turns bad or that all your decisions are wrong. I don't feel that way too much anymore, but I still struggle at times to make sense of my circumstances and I too sometimes want to "run". At least you've got some supportive friends...(something I never had) I encourage you to hang in there, if for no other reason than to just see what happens next...please feel free to pm me if you like
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Feb 07, 2008, 08:12 AM
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good luck and stay strong
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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