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Sep 11, 2004, 04:13 AM
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Sorry, really bad night. I crave sleep I fear closing my eyes I would love to fall in deep But I am afraid of the inaudible cries Each time I lay in bed eyes closed My imagination creates terrible scenarios Each worse than the night before Causing me to awaken in fear So I find I can't sleep anymore If you don't mind tonight I need you to be a dear Just hold me tight and fight away the monsters in my head Tonight I need a knight to help me fight away this nightmare So promise me sweet dreams and let me rest my head. I really don't talk about this. Its one of those things that happened so long ago yet feels so darn close. This one I run away from. I know I shouldnt but I just can't go there. Seems okay when I am awake, its the night that it just plays over and over in my mind. I hate it and wish it would go away. I hate him, I truly do. I don't understand why, how could one do such a crime? Ha, don't even understand myself. Hurts too much to think, really physically hurts. These headaches, I can't take it. Why can't my head just turn the hell off?? Sorry for the racing thoughts tonight. Thanks everyone.  justy
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Sep 11, 2004, 04:00 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Justy))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Sep 13, 2004, 06:07 PM
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aw, ((((justy)))) so much pain, you are in! so many things to deal with. i'm just so sorry.
Angela
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