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Mar 26, 2008, 04:56 AM
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get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body get off my body....where's my mum to help me???????????????????
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Mar 26, 2008, 07:23 AM
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if ok...((((((((((somebody))))))))))
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Mar 26, 2008, 07:52 AM
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((((((((somebody)))))))) hope you feel safe enuff to talk to us a bit more soon coz we all wanna help  
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Mar 26, 2008, 01:08 PM
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how are you now?...lyn
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Mar 27, 2008, 02:36 AM
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soooooooo what's goin on? breathe and see if you can try to talk with your body... sometimes it has things to tell us too... we just have to hear it.
=( kiya
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Mar 27, 2008, 10:15 PM
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I think i completely flipped out....i don't remember writing this...but i do remember the feeling...because it is all to familiar....and i felt like i couldn't get back inside my body to stop anything from happening to me...i felt like i was just watching myself as a child be abused and i couldn't fight because i wasn't with my body...i know this sounds insane...and maybe i am crazy..but if feels so real when it happnes....i feel like i take myself away from the situation so i don't have to feel it..i can't feel any of the abuse.....but then sometimes i can see myself there and i just watch and cry....but i can't feel it..i just feel bad that it is happening to me..but like im looking at someone else who is me..and feeling bad for them....and i just watch...scared..not knowing what to do..but knowing im not feeling the pain....
crazy?? im so confused right now...i don't know why my mind is playing tricks on me... i don't want to go to bed by myself at the moment coz i feel unsafe and scared...i feel like im going to be hurt...and i don't know why..coz it's irrational...i don't know if i should tell anyone of not..but i feel detached from my body..and it's not going away... don't know what to do..and freakin out?? |
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Mar 27, 2008, 10:20 PM
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get off my body...is what i would say over and over and over and over in my mind as it was happening, when i was a little kid.....but no words would ever come out...ever...and there is so much guilt wrapped up inside me for never saying stop or no or get off....and just being a rag doll limp and helpless....why wasn't i strong...why didn't i just get back inside my body and do something...why did my mind take me so far away...so i could just watch...it was like watching from behind glass that i could see through..but no one could see me...
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#8
Mar 27, 2008, 10:45 PM
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(((((((((somebodysomeday ))))))))))))))))))
Because thats how your mind coped at the time Not your fault You are strong your here You matter Please keep fighting for you muffy |
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