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Old May 29, 2008, 05:32 PM
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ONLY READ IF YOU FEEL SAFE AND ARE IN A GOOD PLACE !!!!!!!!!!!!!





What was it that drove your need?

Was my mother not enough for your greed?

To see a small girl hands over her face

to see the lines her tears had traced?

did you feel good when she trembled unable to fight?

when your six foot frame crushed all of those nights?

She was always so slight, fragile afraid,

did you feel good at the lies you made?

did you feel good cheating on mum

with her eight year old daughter so young?

Did you love ruining all of our lives

and how many other daughters and wives?

How many abortions did you perform

no skills, young flesh so torn....

i was 16 when you gave me that pill

you thought it was yours? you murdered at will!

too early for the knife you said

so i lost your badness in my bed.

Weak and scared, poison gone

the black sky prevailed where the sun once shone.

No one knows this nightmare til now

just had to rid my mind somehow.........

Kez

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Old May 29, 2008, 05:36 PM
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Safe hugs if you want (((((((((( Jinny ))))))))))
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Wish I had wise words to help you.
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Old May 29, 2008, 05:42 PM
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((((((((((((((((((Griffe))))))))))))))

knowing you are here as a friend is enough, thankyou for the hugs

love you sweetie, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Old May 29, 2008, 07:30 PM
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WOW! That is a very powerful writing you did! I hope you feel better having gotten it out. I am so sorry you had to go through so much so young. I am very proud of you for being able to get it out and also, I feel honored that you felt safe enough to share here.

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Old May 29, 2008, 08:56 PM
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Jinnyann, Jinnyann: a big hug for you, powerful, powerful writing (as usual) . . .
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Old May 29, 2008, 10:38 PM
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