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She's not there
![]() I can't help but keep remembering memories from my childhood. They were repressed...but they keep surfacing. I don't want to remember anymore. I wish my cousins never touched me...ever...I can't stand being touched anymore...even though we were little it still hurt and made me uncomfortable...just don't like it. It upsets my littles ![]() How did I get trapped into this family? This family built on abuse after abuse...just not necessary...a family shouldn't have this..
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The most dangerous enemy is the one in your head telling you what you do and don't deserve. ~~unknown~~ http://capp.psychcentral.net |
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(((RedBalloons))
I feel your sadness, it is so hard. I wish my memories would stop surfacing too. I wish I was lost too, because I don't think I will like who I see when I know the details of who she is. Sorry I can't help, because I feel the same way. ![]() |
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I'm sorry 99.....
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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red, i hope you have a T to discuss this with. if the memories are surfacing you will need emotional guidance to deal with them. those of us who have experienced similar violations can understand your pain. these violations can make us distrustful of everyone. with help you can regain "self" and live again as all of god's children deserve to live.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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