First time here

I'm a little nervous and hope I'm doing the right thing, after last night in general forum I opened up and now am having mixed emotions, thought it would trigger me but everything was fine last night, but now Marie has been screaming in my head, she really wants to talk to IG for insulting everyone and says I should never have exposed myself for the slob i'am , her words not mine
Hope this is just last today
I want to thank everyone for the support they gave my last night
Beautimus Fluffy Angie

I don't think you're a slob. I think you're great. Maybe Marie is angry that IG hurt your feelings?

(((((Angie))))))

You're great! Big, little, happy, sad, short, tall, or miniature.

(((((1dayatatime2)))))))) your wonderful
She's made that he hurt Septembemorn and all of you not just me, she's never been protective of outsiders until now, I think she's growing in her own why since we've come to the forum
Angie

Angie, I thought it was really courageous of you to say all that you said in response to IG. I'm sorry Marie's upset about it. Is there any way she can express her anger other than in a self-harming manner?

She just wants to meet IG
Angie

Angie,

Marie is a protector and she is GOOD at what she does. She wants to defend you and she wants to keep you from getting hurt.

I know sometimes it is hard, but I'm going to ask you to think about even Marie calling you a "slob" in terms of protection. Protection is Marie's job and the vast majority of what she does is geared toward that goal. When Marie calls you a "slob" or tells you that people don't care about you, she does it because she doesn't want you to make yourself vulnerable. It was VERY vulnerable for you to share what you shared, and that's taking a risk. Marie doesn't want you to take those risks, because she is supposed to protect you from getting hurt. So she'll do whatever she can to make sure nobody inside gets hurt.

I think it's also WONDERFUL of Marie to care about protecting outsiders, too. I told you she had good intentions!!

Marie is a very important part of your little group, sweetie.

I hope you are starting to feel better now that you see we all love you, and don't think bad of you at all.


Angela

(((((((((((((((((((((( angie )))))))))))))))))))))))) our protector not only protects us, but those we care about so it's understandable that she's reacting right now. also, the protector here don't like me revealing things to a large extent and gets mad at me for doing it it's another form of protection i guess.

mine (tracy) gives me more hell than she does anyone else cause i've always talked too much.

i hope things calm down for you really soon, hon.

I just want to let you know that I care for all of you. I really do. I think you are all wonderful.

I see a beauty in you that is really exceptional! A marvelous beauty that only special kind people like you have. I am glad that I have crossed your path to be able to see such a beautiful rainbow of colors in you.

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love you
nightdream

Thanks for the talk last night Angela it really helped , I was able to cry last night and papa held me
{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}
Angie

{{{{{{Kimmy}}}}} thanks for the kind words, we have had so much going on here on the forum and then here at the center one of the ladies got into a yelling match with the group on politics, I wish I had Downsolong here to shut her up, but am doing better now had talk with SC and feel better
Love
Angie

{{{{{{{Nightdream}}}}}} you are so sweet thank you
Last night it felt like my rainbow was all foggy gray, but this morning waking up to your words I'm feeling all my colors boldly shining through, Iam so glad we have each other, your poetry has helped me get to know you
OMG How I LOVE each and everyone of you ppl here
Angie

((((((((((((Angie))))))))))))))

You are special - all of you

You are always around with your big heart !

Purple Poppet

Thank you Purple Poppet People
I love ya big much
Angie