daily check in for women

@StreetcarBlanche I have thyroid issues as well. I always feel terrible when my thyroid is off. I hope you are able to get it sorted and to feel better soon.

@Deilla

I am feeling pretty good this morning. I made a list of some things to do and I plan to stick to it.

I have thyroid issues too. But whenever I get tested, my levels are generally fine. Why do I still have problems???

I'm struggling tonight. I feel sad and lonely. I don't know what to do with myself. I tried to color in one of my books. I couldn't get into it. I feel all alone and misunderstood.

@giddykitty That stinks you still have thyroid problems.

@Deilla Sorry I am just seeing this now. Are you feeling any better today? Thinking of you.

I am doing alright. I am slightly overthinking things though. I've been pondering the meaning of life for no apparent reason. I think the problem is I have too much time to think. Perhaps I need to try to get back into another hobby.

Thank you! I'm doing a little better today. I was able to do some art work. Tonight I will go to bed soon. Hope you are well and are able to find a hobby you love!

I actually meant problems in general. Like, these could be mental health problems. Ya know?

@Deilla I'm glad you are doing a little better. And thank you!

@giddykitty Oh okay.

I am doing well today. I volunteered and talked to a friend. Later today my mentor from disability services comes which should be helpful.

Had a very stressful day today. At least physically I felt better.

@Deilla I'm sorry to hear you had a stressful day. I hope you are able to relax this weekend.

I had a decent day. I had two cups of tea which was lovely.

@88Butterfly88, thank you! Glad you had a nice day. Drinking tea or coffee is very relaxing. I know I like my Cappuccino's.

I'm feeling better this morning. I put up 7 gigs on Fiverr.com. I decided it's time to sell some services. I'm feeling really hopeful. My services include game play, art work and coaching advice. Lol! I've got a hand in a variety of areas. When my status improves, I'll offer software skills.

I have been feeling very ill and very suicidal. it's not really helping my situation that my treatment team don't care (they have toldm e they don't care, and that they are dealing with other people and more serious cases). I have had several panic attacks too which in turn has made my fibro pain worse. ugg it's not good over here

I did however order a shower sticker this week. it's a new sticker they are selling to make more people aware of breast cancer. figured that would be something useful to have around.

but yeah I've not been feeling good. no use even pretending I have. it sucks

I'm tired today. I've been busy this morning with chores. Now it's time for meditation and a nap.

Hugs, raging vortex.

@raging vortex, how are you doing today? I hope you are feeling better. Is there something fun you can do to help you feel better? Sending good thoughts your way.

@Dellia Good luck with Fiverr! I hope you were able to take a nap.

@raging vortex I'm sorry to hear you are feeling down and that your treatment team doesn't care. You can look for crisis resources here should you need them:
Befrienders Worldwide | Emotional support to prevent suicide worldwide

I am doing alright. I was a little grumpy this morning and also realized I missed a dose of Propranolol. I'm not sure if the two are related or not but I feel better now.

@88Butterfly88, thanks! I got really nervous about my Fiverr gigs and took them down. I don't understand me. Some days I feel brave. Other days I feel scared to death. I guess I just need more recovery time.

Today has been sort of sad going. I didn't have much peace. I just feel too anxious. I hope everyone is doing well.

@Deilla Oh okay, maybe one day you will be able to repost them.

I am doing okay today. I was able to get to the pet store to get my dog some treats. Now I am just relaxing. I feel a tad down though.

Just checking in. Making my way around the forums. Hope everyone is hanging in there. I'm mixed. I feel generally good, but then I get upset or frustrated with things too. I dunno. Don't wanna say too much now because I need to get to bed.

I had a rough night last night but I am feeling okay now.

@88Butterfly88, sorry you had a rough night. Glad you feel better now.

I am doing Okay. Been working on my art. I decided to set up an Etsy store. I feel excited about that and like I can handle that much. Hope all of you are doing well.

Doing okay today. Made a tasty dinner today with the help of my hubby. That's always nice. Umm...found my psych eval results docs that I had forgotten where I put, so thats good too. Little anxious about my upcoming appointment with my GP because I need to talk about some of my issues and my relationship issues and the topic of therapy and couples therapy might come up again and that's a hot button issue for my husband. Sigh! But generally things are ok...even the relationship stuff might be better...some days. I dunno.

@Deilla Thank you. Good luck with your Etsy shop!

@giddykitty I hope your appointment goes well.

I slept okay, but I am not feeling rested. I guess I will try to catch a nap later. Otherwise, I am okay.

Thank you @88Butterfly88 ! It's not for another 2 weeks about, so I'll likely be stressing for awhile (until or unless I get my list of thoughts for doc together to which I'm putting off. Don't know why)

Anyway, well, it's a little early for a daily assessment (just woke up). But I woke up a little early today because of hunger. Why is it that when I eat right before bed I tend to wake up hungrier and sooner than when I eat a couple hours before bed? Makes zero sense to me!

so, update. i went back to sleep fro 2 more hours today waking up at 2pm. Still felt like sleeping, but i got up and had coffee and have been productive since, Also, im super stoked because a celebrity liked my reply to their tweet and it was a joke! like, i love when people appreciate my jokes!

@giddykitty I hope you were able to get decent sleep since you last posted.

I am doing alright. I went to a new doctor yesterday and that went well. Today I got some things done and also got a chance to relax a little. So I can't complain really.