What do I even tell my career counselor this week?

]I was supposed to meet up with her a while back, but ( trigger box here for some reason it went at the beginning if mods can arrange using trigger box on phone is a bytch and a half) so that got scheduled. Right now I’m still thinking about it. I’m so working is probably gonna be hard but maybe good for me right now. Only one way to find out.

Do I just be straight up honest with her? I feel like she’ll call an ambulance if I do that but t I feel like if I’m not she won’t be able to be in any remotely possible way helpful.

“Yo, let’s keep this on the DL, but I’m talking to you to look like I’m working on goals in front of my case manager I’m hoping my soul is separated from my body this time next week. Wanna see a funny pic of my cat?”

Nahh, gotta keep the mask up for her too I spose

I don’t even want to go now. I want to go and tell her yeah, Im unsure of my alive status this time next month , gonna hold off on getting a job handling psycho dogs.