Daily "Drop Off Your Anxious Thought"

I am still really worried about my mom. Don't know what is wrong...

And in all my panic and fear, I believe I have really screwed things up with my husband. He says he wishes he could just quit... but not his job. So our marriage or life are the only other logical choices in my mind...

He told me he is not sick or going to die, which have had me terrified. And he tells me there is no one else...

I told him, if whatever is going on isn't one ne those then what could possiblely be so bad he can tell me.

I can't fathom anything being that bad..

drugs... i don't think so, but there is help available... i just can't understand....

I want to leave all of it here, but not sure I have to strenghth to today...

((((SL))))

I'm anxious about work tomorrow. I'll deal with that tomorrow.

May I leave my "everything I do is terrible" worry here so I can at least get my homework done on time?

Cyran0, this is wonderful.
My daily anxious thought is what am I going to do with my life after graduation?
And since I have not slept for an entire night in weeks, I'm leaving this frightening thought with this thread, because I don't need it right now.
Thank you, -Missy.

I am trying so hard to change, to become a more effective person, with my own convictions. My own voice. What if I cannot break free? What if I cannot change? What if it takes too long? What if my anger consumes me and I crawl into these shaddows and disappear?

I am still worried about my mom. And about what kind of damage I have done to my marriage by saying so much wrong yesterday at like 2 in the morning to him.

My roommate is making me SO ANXIOUS. I wish there were a third party here who could hear all our conversations and tell me if it's her or me. I can literally hear my blood pumping in my ears right now.

That I was a little too honest with someone recently and may have pushed them away.

If a person has her college degree is it weird to seek a job at the local supermarket? I am so tired of my weird relationship with work. Everyone else gets it but I don't. Every job is the the same to me. Hours taken from my life that I can never have back. Does it really matter where I do that?

Boy I know that feeling all to well... Hope it is just a temporary push...Good luck!

Gotta go back to talk to doctor tomorrow about my some test results that they told me by phone were.....OK. Now my mind is going crazy wondering what "OK" means....

That one of these days my conscious mind will snap like a twig and that will be the end of me.

I just feel strange tonight!

That something is physically wrong with me.

That T really thinks I'm disgusting because of the secrets I told him lately, even though he said he doesn't think that

Anxious about health issues effecting a loved one, and about the inevitability of pain, loss, dying and death

Anxious for no reason and running out of meds, gotta hang in there!

Thoughts come into my head out of nowhere, on Friday my new dept manager was being kind of bossy to me, and now I am worried about it. I imagined the worse about the situation and my rational mind knows that it is nothing. It was Saturday afternoon when the thought took over and turned it from worry into fear and now Sunday evening I realized I spent the whole weekend letting this paralyze me, and steal my joy and peace. I am sitting here with knots in my stomach and no one to listen or understand.

Is this part of my depression or part of my personality which I must carry with me the rest of my life. Fear of people and circumstances have caused me a wonderful career, and retirement. It is stealing my peace and my joy. Will it ever stop?

That I can't change fast enough.
That I will never know the feeling of having a good salary.

I so understand what you are talking about... is is so hard to tell the irrational part of your brain to "shut up"... I do it far too much, but meds are helping me with my anxiety.

Just kinda the usual...will my husband ever give us a chance to either rekindle our marriare, or my latest suggestion to him, that we stop trying to rebuild, but maybe just start fresh and try to make a new beginning for ourselves. So far I just don't seem to see any hope for that, even though I want it so bad, but I also am still working very hard to give him space.......it is just so freakin' hard to do.

That my grades will be even worse this semester.

That I will always be a mess.

That no matter what decision I make, it will be the wrong one.

I'm going to fail my exam tomorrow.