Daily "Drop Off Your Anxious Thought"

Seems like people don't like me. Then it seems like maybe they do. Then they find something out, and it seems like they don't again.

My parents are fighting and my dad broke the grandfather clock.
I juries Friday.
I have exams next week.
I have to move out of my dorm next week.
I have to go back home... with those friends and that area without a car so I'm stuck at home... and I have to find a job so I can save for a car.

I'm terrified that my CVS episodes are going to return. I had the first "true" episode I have had in a very long time. It put me in the ER.
I'm terrified that the pattern will start again.
I'm terrified that I will end up losing this job.
I'm terrified that I really don't want to work here forever and am still not settled.
I'm terrified that my husband won't find a job before we have financial issues.

I'm terrified of being sick again.......

The work anxiety has kicked in again! Week 2........worried I won't make it through another week!

I like you HalfSwede! You are a great support!

Being jobless with no income this summer

I worry if this is the end between my best friend and I forever..

That work will continue to be incredibly demanding this week.

Even though I though I thought I was getting better, I am scared that I'm not and that I will never be able to be the person I want to be. And because I am such a mess that my marriage will never be good again. I can't make my husband change and I feel like it is my fault that he is unhappy.

That I will tell T EVERYTHING this week, it will make her uncomfortable, it will push her away and it will ruin our rapport. Or, alternatively, that I won't tell her, we'll have a disappointing session, and I'll leave angry with myself. Again.

I really love this, that I can put down my thoughts and no one will judge me.
But I'm worried about quite a few things like always.
I'm worried that i'll never get a job, i keep applying and getting interviews, but not hired and i feel like giving up but i know i cant.
I'm worried that im too worried about my weight,because i keep thinking im gaining it.
I'm worried that my boyfriends hiding something from me or that hes lied about something that i havent found out yet.
I'm worried about my future, and not being happy.
Whenever I drive i'm worried someones going to crash into me, even though im so cautious of my surroundings.

Worst of all, i'm worried that ill never stop worrying so bad about everything. I'm worried that the constant butterflies in my stomach will never go away.

It's summer now. The semester is over. He barely texted me today. My mind is thinking everything bad that could happen. I can't handle this.

I am just wishing I could leave my creative and wild imagination here for a while, I try to leave the anxiety, but can't seem to do that very well at times and they just do not go together very well.

Just sent out 1 resume after forcing myself to do it.
The idea of a job makes me want to throw up.
What is WRONG with me?!?
I used to hold it together.
The rest of life takes so much of my energy now that the idea of learning a new job drives me up the wall. Want to hide. Want to not be found.
Lord, help me hang on...

Such a good idea for a thread!

I'm worried about the hot weather. I've started self harming, and I have scars on my arm from the first time I did it. I don't want anyone to find out, and I'll look so werid in a hoodie all summer. I'm also very stressed

Anxiety makes me a sad, confused person. Why do I let that happen? I use to be happy.

I worry that I will feel like this forever, that there will be no end, there will never be peace.

Ugh. I'm super stressed right now. Finals are coming up this week. I have a paper to write that's due Tuesday, five online bio assignments, a psych final on Tuesday, a final tomorrow, and I have to finish moving all of my stuff out of my dorm.

Try not to worry too much. These are fairly common. I have them, friends I know have them. I had always thought they had something to do with aging, but I read recently they can form from an injury to the breast tissue. You know we've all had bumps, bruises, whatever. But they do like to keep tract that they don't get any larger. Hope this helps. I've been called back several times and I freak out also.

thanks muncie, I did find out that they are indeed nothing to worry about... I am very PMS feeling today, and I am dealing with huge feelings of jealousy today. My husband won't stay off of his phone in front of me today and it is driving me to near insanity. I can't lose it today. My son is graduating in a little while and it just is not the time to lose control.

Ok, I'm going to dump off all the general paralysing unease I feel, so that I can get on with my day and be productive. As suggested, I'll come pick it up later!

Must have good ideas to get over the anxiety. Always have hope for tomorrow.

I overslept and called in to work today I am very responsible and rarely have problems with oversleeping. I'm one of those people who goes to work even if I'm still puking in a trash can 3 minutes before I have to clock in. I feel ashamed of myself for calling in today. I've tried to view it as if my close friend told me she had overslept and called in. What would I say to her? I'd say something to extent of, "It's a mistake, it happens. Learn what you can from it, maybe you need two alarms? Enjoy the free time for now and go in tomorrow ready to work." Why I can't I be this forgiving and compassionate with myself?

In nervous about going to the dentist and people thinking im rude or weird because im too quiet

maxierebecca- people tend to think I'm weird, rude, and/or stuck up because I'm quiet. I know how you feel. And sometimes when I'm around other people who are quiet, I wonder if they are feeling the same way...