Anxiety Daily Check-In Point #3

I'm getting sick of this anxiety. First of all, it's incredibly rude to call someone and after they've already said hello, the caller is still talking and laughing with other people while you're waiting for the caller to remember they called you and say whatever it is they're calling to say.

Second, how many times will stress force me to the bathroom! I'm so tired of it.

Third, I don't know if I can go to these tests. The only reason I'm going is that the doctor will be mad at me if I don't. :/

I canceled the one tomorrow. I'll have to call them back and find out about the one on Friday. I don't know how I'm going to face the doctor.

Not a check in, and I don't have real anxiety, but it's the closest description to what I experience.

I've noticed that disagreement makes me scared as hell. I was involved in some internet discussions lately and one that really...unnerved me the person and I agreed to disagree. She said she respected my opinion and left it at that. For some reason, even remembering that just twists me up internally.

For some reason I read this coldness and disgust between the lines of her post. I don't know if they're real, or if she really thought less of me for my fear on the subject. I'm almost certain of it and it terrified me. Not enough to change my views, that will take time if it happens at all. This feeling has happened before, too, when I suspect someone is angry with me, or disagrees with me. I don't know what it is I think is going to happen that's so terrible. I know I'm a little afraid of this user now because of our disagreement. Again, it's irrational, but so ingrained I can't seem to think my way out of it.

My anxiety was higher earlier, but has calmed down since then. Hopefully it stays that way through the night.

My anxiety is terrible. Obsessive thoughts. My IBS is flaring up. I'm scared.

I feel ok. Just tired

anxiety today is mainly about my room and how i'm ever going to get it clean! there's still so much to do. i'm overwhelmed.

also didn't know anxiety can cause 'bathroom problems' until recently... explains a lot.

Still listening to music and making art for the heck of it. Moved all the holiday decorating stuff so it's ready for Friday. About to bounce off the walls!

I feel alright anxiety-wise. Depressed mood seems to have the upperhand.

Anxiety pretty bad all day. Yesterday too, everyday.

I went over to my step grandpa's house for Thanksgiving. Although I was highly anxious and nauseous at time, I did stick with it.

Anxiety is high, has been for most of today. Hopefully it'll lessen as the night goes on.

Feeling alright today. Thankful for that

Anxiety has been awful lately. I believe I had a panic attack the other day. It was a very scary experience, and has left me shaken up.

Well so far this morning isn't going so well. I'm trying to get ready to go for the test but my body just won't cooperate.

Things are getting worse with the preparations and my back just hurts too much to be able to adequately do what I need to do.

I cancelled two very important things yesterday. I was anxious about attending but also very anxious about driving

Anxiety is too high. Shaky and on edge. Chest hurts.

My anxiety has been bad lately and I don't know what, if anything, I can do for it. Nothing seems to make a dent in it.

I don't know if maybe my Synthroid is too high? I just don't know why I can't be OK.

Very bad today. Had courage to go out and be in public. That came to a screeching halt, within 1/2 hour of being out.
*sigh*

i am so anxious today again too. hypothyroidism may be the cause from taking my synthroid and with all the other 7 meds i'm on don't work today.

I saw my family today.

I was in the car questioning my anxiety. Why do I need to live with you? Rarely do you benefit me. You make everything much more difficult than it needs to be. You make my stomach twist. You make me try to clear my throat with no result. You make me gag. You make me physically and mentally sick. What purpose do you have other than to make my day to day life harder than it needs to be? I would have done much better without you ever interfering with me.

Stressed and really anxious about family drama. I had a panic attack at work this morning just thinking about it. Starting to feel trapped and want to hide