Anxiety Daily Check-In point #5

It’s debilitating today. I took two Ativan and nothing is working. I honestly don’t know what’s going on or how to fix it.

Saw the ENT doc. He said one of my salivary glands is partially blocked. Six weeks of sour candy and hot compresses to try and clear it up. If that doesn't work then I'll have to see another specialist to unblock the tube. At least I wasn't making it up.

Daughter's friend is here again. Three more weeks until they leave. Another load of anxiety gone.

anxiety is good today.

spent some of today out at the park helping out a mother and her little girl

it was nice.. just listening to the kids play

it got too much when the park started filling up, but I knew my limits and left

Daughter's cat is fine. She's getting ear drops as a preventative. She's really going to hate it.

I still have a headache that a large dose of Advil isn't helping. Not much I can do but wait it out.

Anxiety is down for the moment.

Sorry for the late reply. Rarely check this thread.

You probably have watched it. It was Jurassic World, cliché, but still nice to watch.

I don't know why, but lately I feel terrible during nights. Anxiety and thoughts of suicide keep going back and forth during night, before I fall asleep. Strangely, I'm ok during the day, no anxiety unless external pressures. And, it won't come when I take a nap during the day. It has been like this for almost two months.

anxiety is a bit high/ out of control today.

just some financial stuff going on that I don't really understand (never been one for understanding that crap )

Bad anxiety, shaky have wedding today (not mine). Major social anxiety

Doing okay now. Did a lot of housework and picked up groceries.

Anxiety ok for now. I'm still ill. Headache. Stressful times are ahead.

Shaky as hell but man this place helps

We are so on edge because the youngest boy is quite a handful. Can be loudly excitable or loudly crying, and the most anxious causing crying is the cry of death. He's just fussy, but if we're in another room, we've no idea. That and anxious over how I can help out. It's getting better, but boy does it all wear me out. Glad we can have some fun times though, like hugs and playing ball outside and eating delicious food!

A little concerned with this twitch of my ankle. Well not quite a twitch, but it keeps flexing. Hard to explain. But it tends to happen when I'm straining to much or using that side of my body. It's only one side. Just another thing to observe. Annoying and tiring.

still have financial anxiety and it's really high

I also almost chucked my phone at the wall today.

because I couldn't turn the ****er off.

I hate my phone. it's just so difficult to use sometimes. it won't do what I want it to

I don't really post my anxiety struggles much as it's just a broken record to me. But okay, had yet another awful time with it today. Very, very awful and I'll be spending the rest of the evening trying to restore a sense of hope and determination within myself.

we all care

it doesn't matter if it's a " stuck record"

we'll never invalidate you

Thank you, raging vortex. You're right, and it's nice of you to say.

Had a panic attack yesterday, and the day before.. I feel like my anxiety has reached new levels lol

feeling great today, excited for tomorrow.

anxiety is feeling less this afternoon

which is good.

was high this morning

back to feeling high anxiety

this time over someone who called me happy, and who i'd love to just give a peace of my mind to

Did a few things to keep physically and mentally active today but feeling quite empty as if part of me can't be bothered to mask over my true feelings anymore, or maybe I'm just drained. Anyway, doctors this Thursday which I'm kind of looking forward to. I have a new doctor now who really seems to be on the same page as me in terms of what my needs are.

Thinking about nerve damage in my hands. It's pretty weird that I am not even an adult yet and I have literally every nerve cell damaged in me. It triggered my daydreaming and now I wonder how can I be a surgeon or complete med school at all.

Hello,
I am currently participating in this forum for school to see how people in these groups interact with one another. I personally have struggle with anxiety for years. Some days are better than others, but last week I reached a very low point. My brother ended up in the hospital which caused me to feel very anxious along with my current job. This week I am feeling better and hoping that staying positive will improve the way I feel.

Major setback today. Very unhappy and nervous.