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#527
Jun 30, 2018, 03:30 AM
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yesterday my anxiety was really bad
so I ran from my bedroom screaming because I thought their was a wasp in their (and I didn't want to go in to anathalapctic shock) well, it turns out, that their really wasn't any flying insect at all. the buzzing I heard (and asumed to be a wasp) was actually my dvd player buzzing to cool itself down- a sound I live with every single day and I'm fine with usually not sure why my anxiety was so high about it. possibly a flashback? or possibly I was just anxious in general... bad day I mean I am fine now |
 mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#528
Jun 30, 2018, 07:35 AM
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I'm going to lose this bet
it's so not fair. it's so, so so not fair the wait time for what we're betting on is all ready 130 minits |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#529
Jun 30, 2018, 01:16 PM
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Husband is okay now.
Kids seem to be doing okay. Daughter's boyfriend has decided to take his mattress after all because he has enough room. One less thing we have to get rid of. Daughter has calmed down for the moment. We haven't told the kids that we're not moving next year yet. My husband wants to wait until after they move out. I guess one stressor at a time. I'm doing better. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#530
Jun 30, 2018, 02:42 PM
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lost the bet.
major ugg ugg ugg ugg |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#532
Jun 30, 2018, 05:52 PM
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My anxiety was really bad this morning around 5. I’ve taken 3 Ativan this week. I wanted to work this anxiety out on my own. I randomly felt much better around 9. Work turned out to be pretty good and I did get stuff done even though I was just working with one other coworker. I actually really interacted with my coworkers for once. Honestly I’d never admit it aloud, but it felt good to socialize and I’m wondering if that’s why my anxiety went away. The rest of the day I felt fine. I’m glad I was able to wait it out without taking an Ativan.
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| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#534
Jul 01, 2018, 08:56 AM
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mostly okay, though I keep thinking someone (a certain person) is on here as a member reading my posts- or as a guest
I made the mistake of telling her I posted here and she's like oh... I wouldn't mind signing up, giving it a look, so I don't know. nothing suspicious so far |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#535
Jul 01, 2018, 01:25 PM
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Feeling sick physically. Did a lot of housework and paying for it.
Other than that I'm okay. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#537
Jul 01, 2018, 03:56 PM
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It's evening and now I'm good. I'm suspecting that this daily mood and anxiety swings may be a sign of upcoming burn out. Or depression. My girlfriend is also starting to notice changing behavior.
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| Anonymous32451, mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#538
Jul 02, 2018, 05:49 AM
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my anxiety is quite low at the moment.
a little high because I know I need to order something I've run out of (some shower stuff), but it's only monday- and I don't shower until friday, so I have plenty of time |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#539
Jul 02, 2018, 05:50 AM
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re that person I was worried about reading my posts, she said she signed up but not been online yet
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| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#540
Jul 02, 2018, 02:27 PM
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Think my daughter and her boyfriend will be breaking up soon. He's looking for another car and she's staying at their friend's house.
Sigh. I kind of knew this was going to happen at least a month ago, maybe sooner. She and their friends kept dogging him, and he's at the point of not caring anymore. She's looking for a smaller apartment and I hope they're able to break the old lease without a problem. I feel bad for him, too, though. He's a good guy, but he moves at his own pace. Just anxious about how this is going to go down, since they're still staying in our house. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#542
Jul 02, 2018, 08:13 PM
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Tapering off my anxiety meds. So far so good.
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| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#543
Jul 02, 2018, 08:15 PM
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Kind of bad today. But not horrible. Probably about a 4. I’m worried about my weird hours tomorrow, and this wedding I have to go to on the weekend. Plus we are going on vacation in 3 weeks, and my mom keeps procrastinating on making reservations. This weekend is going to be really busy with the wedding. We are having company over tonight and tomorrow. So I don’t know when we are going to make the reservations. Plus we have no definite plans. We sort of know what we are doing, but not really. I’m actually pretty frustrated more then anxious.
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| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#544
Jul 03, 2018, 05:21 AM
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a little anxious because mother's being threatening by email.
I doubt I'm in too much danger yet.. we're in diffrent countries- though she has threatened to come over here |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#545
Jul 03, 2018, 06:34 PM
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My daughter and her boyfriend broke up. He took his stuff and went back to his parents.
Daughter is truly heartbroken. It's all really sad. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#546
Jul 03, 2018, 09:53 PM
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This morning I had a large iced coffee and an iced tea. I felt fine. I ate some pizza that had been out all night. I eat raw bloody steak, runny eggs, and really odd combinations like chocolate pancakes and French fries with ketchup, without any issues. My mom says I have a cast iron stomach.
Anyways, I started getting bad stomach cramps immediately after the pizza. I wanted to use the bathroom so badly. I had to work though and I didn’t want to have a bunch of diarrhea and then go to work. I was really distressed and anxious because of it. I took an Ativan and made some pasta. I was hoping the Ativan and then a Ton Of carbs would help. At first it didn’t help. I knew I’d feel better if I just use the bathroom. But work went fine. I’m wondering if it would have been fine if I didn’t take the Ativan. I finally used the bathroom tonight. The stomach cramps didn’t go away for another hour, but they finally did, and I feel a lot better physically and mentally now. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#547
Jul 04, 2018, 01:09 AM
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Yesterday - cast into the pit of MI hell. Today - managed to climb back out, or at least half way up the side. Grateful. Hope everyone is going okay today, as well.
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| Sunflower123
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#548
Jul 04, 2018, 12:59 PM
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We went out of town for a break. Saw a nearby zoo, but had to leave early because it was too hot with all the humidity. People keep asking if we're seeing fireworks, but it'll still be roasting. We'll probably eat the buffet at the hotel, run across the street to get Starbucks, and call it a night. We have to return home early tomorrow so that'll be fun.
Daughter seems to be doing okay. Sent her pics from the zoo and she was happy with that. I'm sweaty and tired, but otherwise okay. |
| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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#549
Jul 04, 2018, 02:19 PM
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A bit upset because I call my doctor office for a refill and told me there's new regulations. I pay out of pocket so I don't know to call again tomorrow or wait until the person that sees me they will be back on Monday.
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| mote.of.soul, Sunflower123
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