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Default Mar 13, 2021 at 09:46 PM
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I had a major panic attack w/ some dissociation feeling and some other concerning things that were causing me anxiety today

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I'm relaxed today.

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Default Mar 14, 2021 at 02:47 PM
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I’m still doing the 2mil Xanax split up into 4’s. It’s still working great. I didn’t really have any anxiety today.

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Help Mar 14, 2021 at 03:13 PM
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5 out of 10....i am more indecisive than stressed. Been stuck in a procrastination time period lately. . No motivation just trapped of a tradmill

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Default Mar 15, 2021 at 11:35 AM
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I'm feeling a little anxious.

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Default Mar 15, 2021 at 07:20 PM
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I took a .5 Xanax just now because my anxiety was weird. I took my 2 mil cut into 4’s but that last one didn’t do anything. I drank 10oz of water with this .5 so I’m hoping to feel some relief soon.

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Most of the day my anxiety was put away.

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I feel calm at the moment.

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Ok now, relaxing and listening to classical music. Need to go to sleep soon.
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I was kind of anxious this morning from all the caffeine I had to try to help me get rid of my severe drowsiness from a med. I took 1.5 mil of Xanax around noon so right now my anxiety isn’t too bad. I have one more .5 to take later tonight.

I am not having any existential crisis type anxiety about my old therapist today. Basically it’s just med and caffeine related.

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I had a lot of anxiety earlier but I'm fine now. Maybe I'm thinking differently than I was before.

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I have an appointment today, so I'm pretty anxious.

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I had too much caffeine this morning for no reason. I just had a Mountain Dew craving. Then some other stuff happened and I then tried going out of my house and that just caused issues. I ended up taking 3mil of Xanax. I am worried because I don’t have many .5s left and if I take 3 of the 1mil when I’m only prescribed 2 a day, I’m gonna run out eventually of everything and possibly early. Which will turn into a huge issue.

But I am so chilled out right now and in a decent mood as a result of all the Xanax.

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Default Mar 17, 2021 at 07:25 PM
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5 out of 10 anxiety scale wise. Did have a less stressful date at work and went out afterwards

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I have another appointment today. So I'm anxious about that.

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I got rid of all my personal Mountain Dew since it was causing so many issues. Especially yesterday. My brother still has his stash though and I need to not sneak any. I gave the soda to the food pantry. I am sure someone will be very excited about it. There’s a few seasonal kinds, the new watermelon one, and a few cases of a discontinued one that was always hard to find. But today my anxiety wasn’t too bad.

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Default Mar 19, 2021 at 12:11 AM
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Today is another appointment. I'm anxious. But I need this appointment so I will do it. I'm trying to get dressed early and it's stressing me out.

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My anxiety is pretty good today. Tuesdays and Wednesdays seem to be the most difficult for me. At least this week they were tough. This morning I was wondering how to do some stuff with my mom in the house. But she luckily got a call saying some stuff she had ordered was ready. So she was gone for an hour and I was able to get my issues situated before she came home.

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Default Mar 20, 2021 at 01:43 PM
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I'm a little anxious this afternoon. I'm waiting on my mom to drop by to pick something up. I'm not exactly sure when she'll come by. I hope it's soon. I want to take a nap.

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Default Mar 20, 2021 at 02:18 PM
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I had an espresso coffee this morning which caused huge anxiety. I lost track of how many Xanax I’ve taken. I think it’s 2.5.mil. They aren’t working. I wish I could kick the caffeine habit but I often feel sick and irritable if I don’t have caffeine. At least I’m not crabby today.

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