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Old Jul 27, 2012, 11:55 PM
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sorry derrr think youre saying you did send it!

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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:12 AM
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I did. I'm anxious.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:20 AM
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:29 AM
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I'm proud of you
Thank you. I can't take what I wrote back but I did think awfully hard before I sent it.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:35 AM
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You were very brave, and thought it through very well! Now, just remember to breathe, be here now. We love you!
I'm off to a movie in bed with myself - sexy ... not ... lol
See you tomorrow
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:36 AM
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Thank you so much blue! Hug!!
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 10:41 AM
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No answer from him. I'm so nervous and worried and I have nothing to distract me today.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 10:42 AM
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What are your kids doing today?
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:05 AM
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One is going to a friend's house. Other two I don't know. I'm still in bed but I'm hungry.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:07 AM
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Get up and eat a protein-rich breakfast, then think about facing the day.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:46 AM
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Going to the grocery store with my youngest. I found my resume and sent it to a craigslist ad. I called yesterday and they said they'd be looking for it.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:47 AM
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:47 AM
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I had leftover steak and am in search for coffee.
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Ha, we posted at the same time!
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:49 AM
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Moose, you ok?
I feel like I made a mistake. I imagine he's written me off. But I don't know any of this. I'm just scared. Like in a different like that does include him at all.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 11:52 AM
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Ha, we posted at the same time!
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:13 PM
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At Starbucks with my youngest.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 12:36 PM
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 01:42 PM
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It was good. Now home but going out with a friend. I can't shake this anxiety.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 02:12 PM
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Don't feel so great. I'm anxious and sad and I very well may have done this all to myself.
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 02:44 PM
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Moose, you did the right thing. As I believe, the letter is a litmus test. It is not kind of him to keep you in this state of anxiety - knowing you for 7 years, he can guess that you would be anxious. So you are learning something about him as time goes by, and this learning will help you make the right decision for you. Hugs!
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 02:57 PM
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Do you think he's read it - like is he always checking his email sort of guy?
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 03:27 PM
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The ball is in your court. I agree with Dark Heart and the others. If you know what
you want, the only way to let him know is to tell him.

Be easy with yourself and your feelings, though.

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Old Jul 28, 2012, 07:02 PM
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Hi Moose! My name is Susie and I'm new. I read this thread last night and today. I don't know you or totally understand whats been happening, just what I read.

I hope your doing ok today. Not sure if this helps but....I've been married 16 yrs next month. It's been a longgg rough road, especially last year. I wasn't number one anymore and I knew he was cheating but I couldn't prove it.

He was always arguing, yelling and putting me down which made me feel like crap all the time. It took me a longgg time to stand my ground with him. Way too long!

We did separate a few times for months, then I'd let him come home. Finally I got the proof he cheated on me. He gave me a std which was treatable thank goodness! I was devostated, hurt, angry ect... Was definately in the gutter.

I took all his belongings and put them in trash bags and dropped them off at his work in his car. I changed the locks and poof he was gone. I was definately scared but that is when I put my foot down for good this time.

He came to a couple therapy sessions with me back then. I let him know under NO circumstances would I ever tolerate being treated the way he had been treating me for a long time or cheating. I waited till the first of the year and he came home. This is after he had been going to therapy, anger management ect... Another long story.

I can honestly say he changed his whole way of living before he came back. He's been great to me since. But I still have a wall up and I'm not sure it's ever going to be gone totally. I'm working on it.

Guess what I'm telling you is I wish I had done this a long time ago. I was not respected and life was a living hell for me and my son. I never thought it would work out last year. With alot of counseling and soul searching I finally grew balls about this.

I think what made the difference is I stopped working on US and just worked on ME. It was lonely, scary and I was so depressed I stayed in the bed alot the first few weeks.

I want the best for you and for you to be happy, loved and respected. I thought your letter to him was great and I'm proud of you for sending it. I know it was very hard for you to send that to him.

How is it going? You doing ok today? I'm here for you.

Susie
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Old Jul 28, 2012, 07:03 PM
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I don't know if he's read it. He may be in Canada with his brother. I just don't know.
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