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#76
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sorry derrr think youre saying you did send it!
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#77
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I did. I'm anxious.
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#78
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I'm proud of you
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#79
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Thank you. I can't take what I wrote back but I did think awfully hard before I sent it.
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#80
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You were very brave, and thought it through very well! Now, just remember to breathe, be here now. We love you!
![]() I'm off to a movie in bed with myself - sexy ... not ... lol See you tomorrow ![]() |
#81
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Thank you so much blue! Hug!!
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#82
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No answer from him. I'm so nervous and worried and I have nothing to distract me today.
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#83
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What are your kids doing today?
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#84
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One is going to a friend's house. Other two I don't know. I'm still in bed but I'm hungry.
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#85
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Get up and eat a protein-rich breakfast, then think about facing the day.
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#86
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Going to the grocery store with my youngest. I found my resume and sent it to a craigslist ad. I called yesterday and they said they'd be looking for it.
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#87
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Moose, you ok?
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#88
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I had leftover steak and am in search for coffee.
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#89
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Ha, we posted at the same time!
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#90
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I feel like I made a mistake. I imagine he's written me off. But I don't know any of this. I'm just scared. Like in a different like that does include him at all.
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#91
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#92
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At Starbucks with my youngest.
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#93
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#94
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It was good. Now home but going out with a friend. I can't shake this anxiety.
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#95
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Don't feel so great. I'm anxious and sad and I very well may have done this all to myself.
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#96
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Moose, you did the right thing. As I believe, the letter is a litmus test. It is not kind of him to keep you in this state of anxiety - knowing you for 7 years, he can guess that you would be anxious. So you are learning something about him as time goes by, and this learning will help you make the right decision for you. Hugs!
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#97
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Do you think he's read it - like is he always checking his email sort of guy?
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#98
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The ball is in your court. I agree with Dark Heart and the others. If you know what
you want, the only way to let him know is to tell him. Be easy with yourself and your feelings, though. Genetic |
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Hi Moose! My name is Susie and I'm new. I read this thread last night and today. I don't know you or totally understand whats been happening, just what I read.
I hope your doing ok today. Not sure if this helps but....I've been married 16 yrs next month. It's been a longgg rough road, especially last year. I wasn't number one anymore and I knew he was cheating but I couldn't prove it. He was always arguing, yelling and putting me down which made me feel like crap all the time. It took me a longgg time to stand my ground with him. Way too long! We did separate a few times for months, then I'd let him come home. Finally I got the proof he cheated on me. He gave me a std which was treatable thank goodness! I was devostated, hurt, angry ect... Was definately in the gutter. I took all his belongings and put them in trash bags and dropped them off at his work in his car. I changed the locks and poof he was gone. I was definately scared but that is when I put my foot down for good this time. He came to a couple therapy sessions with me back then. I let him know under NO circumstances would I ever tolerate being treated the way he had been treating me for a long time or cheating. I waited till the first of the year and he came home. This is after he had been going to therapy, anger management ect... Another long story. I can honestly say he changed his whole way of living before he came back. He's been great to me since. But I still have a wall up and I'm not sure it's ever going to be gone totally. I'm working on it. Guess what I'm telling you is I wish I had done this a long time ago. I was not respected and life was a living hell for me and my son. I never thought it would work out last year. With alot of counseling and soul searching I finally grew balls about this. I think what made the difference is I stopped working on US and just worked on ME. It was lonely, scary and I was so depressed I stayed in the bed alot the first few weeks. I want the best for you and for you to be happy, loved and respected. I thought your letter to him was great and I'm proud of you for sending it. I know it was very hard for you to send that to him. How is it going? You doing ok today? I'm here for you. ![]() Susie |
#100
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I don't know if he's read it. He may be in Canada with his brother. I just don't know.
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