 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#802
Mar 28, 2013, 07:52 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I'm in day three of med change, feeling weird but a bit less frazzled
    please, please, let this be progress!!!
__________________
roads & Charlie |
 Anonymous45023, Anonymous53876, gillgirl, kindachaotic, ~Christina
|
|
#804
Mar 29, 2013, 01:21 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
After many a good day strung together, I have started back on the downward spiral...at least I am aware of it and (hopefully) can keep myself from any further destructive behavior.
How the hell do you maintain a relationship like this? (not that I have one to maintain, just sayin). Looking forward to my next hypo/up time...it's nice to feel that way sometimes but losing track of the reality doesn't always work out very well. 
|
|
#805
Mar 29, 2013, 02:27 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I'm right in the middle of a med change--seemed to turn the corner and begin to find some balance ...
but tonight I can't sleep, night meds aren't doing a thing ... what was seeming progress seems to come to a screaming halt I'm full of anxiety, fearful of caring for a cat ... no faith I can care for myself
__________________
roads & Charlie |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous53876, kindachaotic, ~Christina
|
|
#806
Mar 29, 2013, 05:00 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Roadie, deep breathe
 You are going to be okay, you know that these med changes takes days or even a few weeks to smooth out. You can do anything you set your mind too ... Don't doubt that, ever 
__________________
Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
|
#807
Mar 29, 2013, 05:39 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
even after I saw biggest dark cloud ever swoop so fast, I swerved to avoid speed bump? flat tire, something popped off bottom of car--and this in broad daylight. God knows what car repairs will costs--I shouldn't be driving already. I'm know even sure that I didn't black out briefly.
Now I'm really scared. Is this med mix or am I losing the ability to cope with BPII? I'm supposed to be better!!
__________________
roads & Charlie |
| ~Christina
|
|
#808
Mar 30, 2013, 01:15 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Oh damn , sorry about that ... I think its a combo of everything that is just sitting on you all at once. you know meds take time to become effective ... Just breathe ans let me know how your meeting goes tomorrow
__________________
Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
|
#809
Mar 30, 2013, 09:50 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
I'm on new meds. Feeling good, not too high not too low.
That mixed state really kicked my butt. Hopefully I will be able to maintain stability. I'm not gonna mess with my meds, not this time unless I'm cleared by doc. |
|
#810
Mar 30, 2013, 09:58 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
I'm on new meds. Feeling good, not too high not too low.
That mixed state really kicked my butt. Hopefully I will be able to maintain stability. I'm not gonna mess with my meds, not this time unless I'm cleared by doc. |
|
#811
Mar 30, 2013, 10:03 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Couldn't sleep last night. Not even sure which swing I'm in because it feels like both. At least I'm a little more focused than yesterday?
|
| Anonymous53876, gillgirl
|
|
#813
Mar 31, 2013, 03:29 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
So far my day has been relaxing. Stayed home from church, washed laundry and washed dishes. I've been watching tv and planning things for the week.
__________________
#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
|
#814
Mar 31, 2013, 03:37 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
Doing good just a little bored. Staying home today had easter celebration yesterday with family. Son is still sleeping, he needs to change schedule soon.....or I'm taking his tablet.
|
|
#815
Mar 31, 2013, 03:59 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Haven't had any face to face contact with anyone in almost 3 days. Breaks suck for that. At least I'm actually kinda stable, but I'm paying for the two days of mostly mania, but thankfully only with achy muscles and a bad taste in my mouth that won't seem to go away.
|
|
#816
Mar 31, 2013, 06:12 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
This afternoonI had a crushing depression wave come over me. I was feeling like I was just going to bust out crying but it just wouldnt or didnt release. I am very depressed now, feeling worthless again. All good things must come to an end for a while I suppose. I had a great run of up days, now a couple of mostly down days are upon me.
|
|
#819
Mar 31, 2013, 09:06 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Mildly Sui and stick. Want to sleep forever.
__________________
Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
|
#820
Apr 01, 2013, 12:37 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I thought I was done with this crap stupid hypo-mania. I need sleep!
__________________
Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
|
#822
Apr 01, 2013, 04:34 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
deep dark depression continues for the 3rd week straight ...have been trying to implement all the good advice i've been given, but i "cant". I can eat junk, watch junk, sleep, wake up....but can't put into practice the steps needed to get out of this deep dark hole.
|
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous53876, gillgirl, Victoria'smom
|
| Closed Thread |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
