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Well, I had visitors and so had to put the cleaning on hold for a while. Its nearly 11pm, and everything's finally clean,including ME! Took some Tremadol bcoz I can feel my back's gonna flare up,and can't miss work tomorrow, gawd fibro sucks!! Very proud of myself tho, did a much better job than I expected
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Kitten ? umm no advice , sorry .
Fibro pain..yeah you will learn what will flare it up.. but if your like me you will just go ahead and do it anyway because " it has to be done, dammit ! " Enjoy the clean home ! ![]()
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Have you given warm formula in bottle, warm water bottle, wind up clock? (((((((Trippin2 ![]() |
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Christina I will definitly enjoy! And yes, I'm the push thru type
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well..... we're both not doing what we were meant to be doing... depression has hit me bad- and so i'm not listening to the christmas novelty thing.... funny how moods can just " come on " like that |
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![]() Check in is... very slow start, in bed most of day so very very over it all and of being majorly insufficient. Relatively ok now, but still supremely unmotivated. If I could kick myself in the *** enough to do so much as bake up that chicken in the fridge... We'll see. Edited to correct. Not even relatively. Last edited by Anonymous45023; Dec 23, 2012 at 06:45 PM. |
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I'm in the obsession faze of the bipolar. Just answered a thread on fixations. Anyone go through this? Like get something stuck in your head and it just takes over your whole life for like a day?
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#133
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I get that way if there is something I think I did, or know I did, or have the answer to...
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I designed a bead necklace yesterday and started stringing but did not finish, leaving everything on my special bead tray on the dinner table.
This morning I realized that the cats must have jumped on the table - everything is on the floor, in disarray. Now I am berating myself for stupidly leaving the design on the table, without thinking of the danger that comes from having cats. |
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Yessss! Huge part of my hypomania is research obsessionsg which can last a day, or a few, or as long as the mood... Altho... I also am dxd with Pure OCD so my thought patterns do run on the Obsessisve end, a new one daily... Obsession of the day? LIGHTENING!!!
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I was urged toward research since I was in fifth grade in school ... Pulled out of regular classes at that point, in fact. Always as library research as a course from then through senior yr hi school. Were OCD tendencies showing, & they developed that? Or was it the late 50s & we were in the Space Race, I was a decent student, so they pushed me that way?
It's the old nurture/nature thing. We'll never know ... but yes, I can be fascinated by something ad infinitum. I'll stay up all night tracking down something on the internet. Everything in this whole d@¥n cosmos fascinates me, to some degree. I've never been bored in my life. |
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Roadie absolutely everything fascinates me too, and my research obsessions started when I was 7 years old
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Yep.....I experience those too. So does my 24-year-old son, who's also BP. When he was a kid, I used to really worry about that; it never occurred to me that I did the same thing. Then again, I was totally myopic about all this until I was diagnosed last winter, so what did I know?
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I am very grateful for the internet.... I use to have to lug around encyclopedias and spend 6 days a week at the library....
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And having to wait for the library to be open so as to clear all the books off the shelf pertaining to the interest du jour... (Got that chicken in. Mainly 'cause I was hungry. Still, good to get it done.) |
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I have 4 computers ... and work in a library. In college I'd let them lock me in on purpose ... now of course university libraries are 24/7 ... oh my, be still my heart ... !!
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YAY for the chicken !!! Ohhhh thanks for the reminder, I haven't eaten today
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My obsession today was black mold, had to research all about it... lovely right?
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feeling absolutely numb today.
could quite happily lie in bed all day- tv on low, doing absolutely nothing |
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Had another manic weekend. Starting on new medication but little symptom relief. Lamictal 25 mg for 2 weeks, then 50, the 100. Risperdal 1 mg. I need something MORE and FASTER. I drank yesterday to slow things down in my mind. There goes 6 months sobriety. Pdoc just doesn't seem to get it. What am I suppose to do until meds kick in? I started trying to do yoga and meditating to help quiet the mind. Some relief I suppose. Better than nothing.
Today I really hate my job. I know I should be grateful that I even have a job. Would have loved to have today and Christmas off. I get so crazy at work...lots of pressures from management to other staff. |
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Tired, but lurking. Not nervous even though I should be. My son seem to slowly grow a hard knot in his neck. So we're @ the children's hospital for Xmas.
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It's christmas eve. I don't do the holidays so my wife does all the shopping. Less stress for me. I am feeling pretty good today. Just got back to gym. Going to train jiu jitsu later this morning and then time hang with family. Tomorrow is a busy day and not happy I have to go spend time with mother in law but oh well.
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today I feel stuffy... lol...only difference is I feel like I'm actually alright today... besides feeling sick, I'm happy, looking forward to my day, and I slept in till 7 and all last week I was up before 6!
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I now feel AWESOME!!!! I gotta see a doc today and found out its just my asthma acting horrid from a cold I have, and tomorrow I get to watch my babygirl open all her gifts!
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