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#1
Feb 01, 2013, 11:00 AM
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...I don't want to be well F---k that!
so invalidate all this crap I'm going through which is the tiniest thing compared to all the crap I forgot I went through to get me to this crap!? please don't tell me I'm getting better yet! I'm not finished being sick!... and it just might take me to die to get better! suddenly sick and forever better just don't fit together.... don't take what I know away from me... I hurt for both of us... when you think that way |
 Anonymous32897, Anonymous45023, Darth Bane, faerie_moon_x
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#2
Feb 01, 2013, 11:03 AM
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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous |
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:16 AM
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It's neither healthy nor fair to ask to remain sick.
How does remaining sick "prove" anyone's struggle?
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:19 AM
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...how does getting better ignore the reasons we got there?
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:25 AM
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ok...that last one was just for you.
no I am not finished with being "sick" because it's all I know... whatever I do I am sick about it...whatever I think I am sick about it "apparently" and not just that! it's a fact...apparently to think ...imagine wonderfully insane 'feel' there is a wonderland of peace outside these bipolar walls? perhaps? I will have to self destruct much more than I naturally do to believe that I'm making a mistake everytime I open my mentally ill eyes every day |
| Anonymous32897, chronicallyconfused
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:32 AM
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James you make a lot of sense! Not through being sick either! Cause even I I where well how would that do any good with how I got in this mess in the first place. I got into a mess kinda like you did well to be honest not as bad but either way the bp me got me here.
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:35 AM
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love you buddy...little dude!
hell you might be big...HUGE even? but our problems are all the same size... thats what you meant yeah? smart man 
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:36 AM
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| Anonymous32912
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Feb 01, 2013, 11:39 AM
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What if we are not ready to move on? What of we like sloshing around in the muck of our minds cause it's all we know. Yep that's how I sees it.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
| Anonymous32912
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#10
Feb 01, 2013, 02:46 PM
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James, I completely understand. Stable or not you still have BP. I know that's not comforting and damn scary to change who we feel we are. It's not fair to us for others to want to "fix" us. That said it's in our best interest to temper ourselves be it meds, therapy, diet, schedule, exercise or a combination. You have to look at what BP has/will take away from you and decide if saying f--k it is worth it. I know your frustrated but just think about it.
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Feb 01, 2013, 03:13 PM
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I will...try to think..
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#12
Feb 01, 2013, 03:14 PM
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I think I like to indulge in my emotions...I think everyone should be depressed sometimes if they are at all aware of things. I have no idea if it's right or wrong, seems right for me though. If I'm sad, I just go into it, like really feel it until something happens and my body processes it or something. Wasn't it Clint said other day, "healing hurts" ? It sure can. So sometimes I do feel sick mentally and need to just indulge it. Sorry if that made no sense.
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Feb 01, 2013, 03:19 PM
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it's weird this far into a thread like a crazy beautiful mind can adapt to anything beyond the instantaneous and it can I guess it can and it does it often does I think so anyway.
like by now I could have solved my problem and mastered the indifferent psychology deep within my dysfunction? you made sense C... it aint cool to be well if it aint real ..at the time whatever the time and everytime... cos life does not work that way cos life to me? life is sick too! I'm hardly anywhere as sick as this life is! so I better catch up huh? |
| Anonymous45023, BlueInanna
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Feb 01, 2013, 03:22 PM
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I find that when I don't feel like getting better, it's because I wrongly believe that future mental health would make my past mental pain insignificant. We deserve to be happy and healthy, and we also have a right to have the difficulty of our past acknowledged. Health is not denial of past illness.
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Feb 01, 2013, 09:54 PM
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