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#1
Sep 23, 2013, 11:28 AM
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I am a malfunction....
I confuse helping others with helping me ...and I need help such an emotional gap like a personal chasm I hate being worse the delicate and wonderful love from others just hurts me more... a maximum illness is a reality for me... I suffer in extremes I am sorry if I hurt anybody here |
 99 FAIRIES, Anonymous45023, Morigan, NWgirl2013
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Sep 23, 2013, 12:16 PM
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Hi
Feel better soon. Remember you are not alone.
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Sep 23, 2013, 12:18 PM
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Are you on medication?
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Breakfast: Lamictin 100mg Dinner: Epilim 500mg Rivotril 0.5mg Serdep 50mg
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Sep 23, 2013, 12:44 PM
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Hi
Yes malfunction I feel this too. Kindness does hurt I think it makes us feel the real fabric of life and heightens our perception of somehow we don't belong. It's crap it is this way, what brings us out gasping for breath on the other side I am not sure. If i had something in me to stop this I would sorry you are the way it is. I guess cling on to the rocks t' il they are soft warm sand. |
| dubblemonkey, NWgirl2013
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Sep 23, 2013, 12:52 PM
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that is beautiful
such a surprise! thankyou |
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Sep 23, 2013, 01:20 PM
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| NWgirl2013
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Sep 23, 2013, 01:56 PM
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DM,
 Other than meds are you getting any other services? You sound like your so sad. Remember I'm always here if/when you need me. MM
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Sep 23, 2013, 02:02 PM
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I am not well |
| NWgirl2013, Victoria'smom
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Sep 23, 2013, 02:17 PM
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You are in my thoughts
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Sep 23, 2013, 02:57 PM
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I try to make out I understand things but even though I have seen everything I still don't get it....I am too emotional yes I am sad... |
| Anonymous45023, kindachaotic, Victoria'smom, ~Christina
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Sep 23, 2013, 05:41 PM
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hang in there, buddy, and keep trying! We all hurt each other from time to time. Apologies followed up by actions and adherence to guidelines help. I see you making an effort. Take care, hope pain gets better!
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| dubblemonkey
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Sep 23, 2013, 05:57 PM
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My life has been a mistake... everytime I write I panic.... because I am an alien. I am better at being everyone else than being me.... I am mentally ill I am deeply ashamed of this because I see the expanse of life and I cannot find my way there I see me and I know I can activate my emotions but I am so seriously damaged I can't even die it's so confusing! I don't even like what holds me together the shame is intense I am a corpse in the daylight |
| anneo59, Anonymous45023, greylove
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Sep 23, 2013, 06:49 PM
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DubbleMonkey, I always enjoy your posts. They are like sweet bipolar poetry to me. I am sorry you are sad. I hope you are not feeling alone in your sadness. Most people on this forum understand your pain and have suffered right along beside you.
I hope the dark clouds part just a little and let a tiny bit of light in.... |
| dubblemonkey
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Sep 23, 2013, 06:55 PM
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You are not a mistake, you are not an alien. We all are mentally ill here in different degrees but all of us struggle to maintain what we have. You are struggling mightier than many of us right now, HOLD ON! You have nothing to be ashamed of, you have done nothing wrong. HOLD ON,to these people here who care about you, who have been with you for so long. HOLD ON TIGHT!
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Sep 23, 2013, 07:34 PM
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I am scared to give it I don't feel qualified....but I feel it so it seems I have no choice
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| anneo59
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Sep 24, 2013, 03:51 AM
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James, here is an air hug for you.
From someone who cares. |
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Sep 24, 2013, 10:29 PM
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You are qualified to love & give love. You're doing it well. Youre intense & full of love.
I think you know how i feel. I'm stuck flat in bed like iron blanket on me, I'm isolating, I'll be able to give back more soon too. I'm sorry I'm not a better friend lately. |
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