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#776
Dec 06, 2013, 12:37 AM
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Up, up and…...
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The universe is a symphony of strings, and the mind of God that Einstein eloquently wrote about for thirty years would be cosmic music resonating through eleven-dimensional hyper space. Michio Kaku Truth is treason in the empire of lies. -Dr. Ron Paul |
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#777
Dec 06, 2013, 06:42 AM
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I'm kinda depressed. My husband found out that he's probably going to lose his job at the end of the month, so I'll also lose my health insurance. We can't afford that. The out of pocket costs for my meds is around $3500 a month.
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| Alokin, Andysmom, Anonymous37807, gayleggg
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#778
Dec 06, 2013, 07:43 AM
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I had 9 days with very mild symptoms, barely noticeable. Today it came back with full force. At least I'm gonna be me again - feeling normal was way too weird.
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| Alokin
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#779
Dec 06, 2013, 11:23 AM
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Feel encouraged that a staffing agency I registered with last week already has a possible part-time, temp to perm job for me. It doesn't sound like my dream job, but at least it would get me out of the house, make me feel more productive and bring in a little cash!
I know this isn't the Spirituality forum, but I do believe everything is exactly the way it's supposed to be. And I'm applying that principle to this potential job. 
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 Alokin, Blue_Bird, Phoenix_1, thickntired
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#780
Dec 06, 2013, 11:15 PM
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Quote:
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The universe is a symphony of strings, and the mind of God that Einstein eloquently wrote about for thirty years would be cosmic music resonating through eleven-dimensional hyper space. Michio Kaku Truth is treason in the empire of lies. -Dr. Ron Paul |
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#781
Dec 07, 2013, 06:24 PM
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All I can think is please let the next few days go by quick so it can be Thursday when I see my therapist, I really need help with everything that's been going on.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Anonymous100210, Anonymous200280, Cyclowolf, Moose72
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#782
Dec 07, 2013, 08:04 PM
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Hi all. I'mßokay. Trying to keep it together all month. My pdoc's nurse called yesterday to see how I'm doing as they noticed that I'd cancelled my appointgment for next week. Well I'd rescheduled it, more properly, for beginning of January when my insurance will pay again. I'm doing okay. Feeling fine. Ijust hope I can hold out. Nothing bad happening. I guess I'm high risk right now, according to the nurse. I just can't afford $300 to see pdoc out of pocket.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
| Alokin, Anonymous100104, Anonymous100210, Anonymous200280, Anonymous37807, Cyclowolf, MoonOwl
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#783
Dec 08, 2013, 05:18 AM
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waiting for an email back from a website i'm on- apparently, my email address does now not exist in their data base (and i have a feeling that either the site deleted my acount) which is highly unlikely, or someone logged in and changed things- or, they have an error.
i hope today's better all round really.. yesterday was just 1 thing after another and i ended up snapping at everyone though i did cut today! (i didn't yesterdaay) so not a great start |
| Alokin, Cyclowolf
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#784
Dec 08, 2013, 11:10 AM
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Still feeling OK. I hope this lasts. I see my pdoc on Tuesday.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin  |
| Cyclowolf
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#785
Dec 08, 2013, 01:00 PM
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I'm so tired today. I really need to do some things today, but I just want to nap. I have to call on Monday to schedule a sleep study. Maybe they'll figure out what's going on.
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| Cyclowolf
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#786
Dec 08, 2013, 11:02 PM
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Doing alright. We're having a bad cold snap though, and it's really getting old. Aside from a bit of helping a neighbor whose pipes froze, haven't done anything today but loop around computer. Not depressed really, but BF's been sleeping all day and it just gets way too quiet for me to not get… subdued. It does make me sad to spend my time away from work like this. And I really don't need any help on the sad front, as tomorrow itself depresses the f*** out of me.
I'd be inclined to just go to bed, but then it will be tomorrow. And we can't have that. On a more practical (than wishing the stoppage of planetary rotation) note, the neighbor whose pipes froze is bringing over dishes to wash, so I have to stay up. Better figure out a show to watch on the computer or something... |
| Anonymous200280, Cyclowolf
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#788
Dec 09, 2013, 12:27 AM
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Weird couple of days, for the past 3 days I haven't been sleeping well and when I wake up, I'm shaking from the nightmares I had. Yesterday I went on a cleaning spree and cleaned all my baseboards, the kitchen and the bathroom. I don't know what to think. I've had bad anxiety the past 3 days too, which I don't usually have if I'm in a manic cleaning spree mode, I'm usually very jokey and out going not paranoid about who's watching me. Well Pdoc's appointment is in the first week of January so if it keeps up we'll have something to talk about.
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#789
Dec 09, 2013, 05:46 AM
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I can't sleep. There are sleepy lines in my face because of it and.I.swear I look at least 5 years older.
 Can't think it's just like my brain is.regurgitating random blurbs of thoughts. Oh fiddlesticks.Now I'm starting to feel like I'm dreaming. Like what if nothing is what it seems? I'm not losing my grip I just can't stay grounded.
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#790
Dec 09, 2013, 09:49 AM
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I'm feeling really lost and depressed. Alot to do with finances and choosing which insurance plan to choose from the marketplace. It is so confusing with what will be the best finacially. Also, seeing the hematologist today and worried he will admit me to the hopistal since my blood clot hasn't gone down any in the last three months. And without insurance this terrifies me and I hate hospitals. I just have to stay calm until this afternoon to find out what he is going to do.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
| Anonymous45023, Ash89, tigersassy
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#791
Dec 09, 2013, 10:00 AM
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Yesterday was kind of strange. I was feeling pretty normal until I went to the grocery store. I became consumed with sadness and despair. Then when I returned to the casa I felt normal again…...
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The universe is a symphony of strings, and the mind of God that Einstein eloquently wrote about for thirty years would be cosmic music resonating through eleven-dimensional hyper space. Michio Kaku Truth is treason in the empire of lies. -Dr. Ron Paul |
| Anonymous45023, Ash89, Cyclowolf
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#792
Dec 09, 2013, 01:47 PM
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Feeling sluggish and lazy. This has been going on for a week and a half. I don't like it
. Plus finals are coming....
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| Alokin, Ash89, Cyclowolf
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#793
Dec 10, 2013, 11:49 AM
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Today I feel numb. I see my pdoc this afternoon and he'll be increasing the lamictal. I hope it helps. I had 2 really good days last week then back to zero.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin |
| Cyclowolf
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#794
Dec 10, 2013, 06:49 PM
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Tense as can be. I'm soo sick of calling things only to be on hold for a hour!
    
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Cyclowolf Sometimes A Good Howl Is All You Need! |
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#795
Dec 10, 2013, 07:21 PM
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alone.......
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| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#796
Dec 10, 2013, 07:24 PM
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Slept a good 16 hrs and ready for bed again.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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| Cyclowolf
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#798
Dec 10, 2013, 10:14 PM
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Doing well still. I do still have some hypo days, but happy that the depression portion of this illness is under control!
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#799
Dec 11, 2013, 02:58 AM
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Mood-wise, ok. Emotionally, kind of sad and detached. Desperately in need of things (emotional, not material) that just aren't happening. I am so very patient. But sometimes it really gets to me.
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#800
Dec 11, 2013, 05:17 AM
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I am 100% exhausted but haven't been able to sleep lately. I've worked the past 7 days. Tomorrow I only have a 2 hour work meeting and then I finally get to relax some.
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