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#526
Nov 02, 2013, 09:31 PM
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Went out to see Bad Grandpa at the movies and laughed out loud a little, gotta love Johnny Knoxville. I'd been looking forward to seeing it and yes I do have a goofy sense of humor, I was raised on mtv's jacka$$ and wildboys shows with my sons, watching their crazy stunts. The first night in a while that I actually enjoyed myself. Lets hope for a string of them.
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#528
Nov 03, 2013, 08:47 AM
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Feeling really sad and defeated this morning, the depression lingers. Am determined to go to the Y to swim with my husband, walk the dogs and perhaps make some beef stew.
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#531
Nov 03, 2013, 12:41 PM
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I woke up this morning in a panic.. I jumped in the shower to get ready for my T appt, only to realize that I missed my certification! I was in a panic then I realized this is Sunday not Monday!
 Now I'm sitting on the couch eating homemade Chex Mix and drinking a coke. I have the jitters and they won't go away! At least it's Sunday and I got certified!
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Renji Dx: Bipolar I and PTSD Rx: Bupropion 200mg 2x Gabapentin 300mg 3x Levothyroxin 75mcg 1x Quetiapine 50mg 1x Reminder: You are not a tree |
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#532
Nov 03, 2013, 02:16 PM
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I'm still depressed. I got up at 11 again. But I did take a shower and I am going to Safeway for groceries and to get my 100 AirMiles. I missed out last month because I didn't go on the right day. I also need to go to Walmart and buy some ankle weights to do exercises for physiotherapy - I'm about 2 weeks late buying those. My physiotherapist will probably yell at me on Wednesday for not doing the exercises but oh well. That's the way it goes these days.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin  |
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#533
Nov 03, 2013, 02:46 PM
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I'm at starbucks with my friend. He won't be around tomorrow. I've blogged. I have to get the kids later. Yuck. I just don't know the way. My ex is at the hospital with his wife. I hate not knowing where I'm going.
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#534
Nov 03, 2013, 03:37 PM
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I think I may be taking a break from here, just until the weekend. I need some time to get stable again.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#535
Nov 03, 2013, 08:13 PM
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Woke up incredibly anxious from a dumb Game of Thrones nightmare - I am hating my friend more and more for making me watch it!!
But mood is stable, and has been for the week. This is even the first bad anxiety I have had in a little while too (I am annoyed because it is self inflicted both from watching the stupid show to start with, to going back to sleep after my partner left for work). The OCD has not been nearly as bad this week, it is such a relief. I am trying to figure out why its not so bad this week but the only change I noticed is my change in mood (which is related to hormones not BP)... I did work the horse on the weekend, and today I am supposed to be going for a ride. But the spewy anxiety is not leaving me, I think the nightmare started it and the nervousness about riding a horse who hasnt been ridden in months is continuing it, along with the having to go to a very anxiety provoking place this afternoon (it is very rare I get out of there without a panic attack). So I dont know if riding will be a good or a bad thing. Logically probably good, but on the other hand I do not want to be so wiped out tonight that I end up sick again... Ugh maybe I just need someone to give me a kick up the bum. My pdoc said I have to give myself a break but when my mood is stable I feel I am just being lazy when I do not make the most of it (regardless of annoying anxiety). Bluebird, I hope you can get your elevated mood under control. I look forward to your posts, you have a positivity about you that makes me smile. Look after yourself 
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#536
Nov 03, 2013, 08:22 PM
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Supanova your post reminded me of me. I dont have a horse but just the way you wrote.
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#537
Nov 04, 2013, 10:19 AM
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Doing ok. This is my 2nd to last Monday at work. Only 11 days left and I'm free! Looking for a part-time gig right now. I'm holding out for the right job though. I plan on enjoying my time off, working on my jewelry.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#538
Nov 04, 2013, 06:03 PM
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I'm ok! I got a lot accomplished today:
I had Therapy My T called to verify I am stable enough to get into Vocational Rehab I went to the HD and got a yearly (haven't had one since 2007!) Got on BC (Depo) Straightened the living room (kinda) And I'm about to go to a Support Group (DBSA) I think that's a win for today! 
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Renji Dx: Bipolar I and PTSD Rx: Bupropion 200mg 2x Gabapentin 300mg 3x Levothyroxin 75mcg 1x Quetiapine 50mg 1x Reminder: You are not a tree |
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#539
Nov 04, 2013, 08:06 PM
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BP-wise it was a good day. I was quite pleased with how I am adjusting back to day shift.
My thoughts arent racing as much and not even all that hypo anymore. I am looking forward to getting regual sleep on a regular basis. Plus I have a happy heart again...something I have not had in years! |
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#540
Nov 04, 2013, 08:15 PM
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I see pdoc tomorrow. Nothing is really going on BP wise so it should be short and sweet. We shall see.
Except I did copy my entire blog by hand tonight into a word doc. Lol
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#542
Nov 04, 2013, 08:45 PM
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Back much earlier than I thought, was actually able to get my meds adjusted today instead of later this week thankfully. I'm finally able to get some sleep! Now I just have to fix when I sleep. I've been on a bizarre sleep schedule (sleeping during the day different times, up all night) and I know that's not really healthy.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by Blue_Bird; Nov 04, 2013 at 09:55 PM. |
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#544
Nov 05, 2013, 05:18 AM
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Hear you on the sleep, Blue_Bird. Mine's been "bad" for quite some time (up most of the night, no day sleep). Psych and BF are both on me about it. Sort of trying, but it's my mind's prime time! Then the Catch-22. With 3-4 hours, I'm fine energy-wise, but stability-wise(??) But even to get to sleep for that much (like right now, 2 am and not tired at all), I have to take something. Which makes it really hard to get up in the morning.
 Only cried all of lunch time (at work, but in car). Sadly, that's an improvement. Cooked a real dinner though. That's good. |
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#545
Nov 05, 2013, 10:56 AM
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family and personal illness during the last week, exacerbating everything! sorrow at loss of beloved kitty "Sweetie", who lived long and well, but has just faded out! Heart really hurting today, lots of confusion bout lots of stuff, and way behind on everything from this last week! Ready to pick self up again, keep moving forward! The best to all!
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#546
Nov 05, 2013, 11:06 AM
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I'm ok today. Not looking forward to work. I'm the officer of the day on Tuesdays which means I have to stay in the office ALL DAY in case of an emergency. No fun. I'm caught up on my work, so that means I don't have much to do. This is going to be a LONG day.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#547
Nov 05, 2013, 11:09 AM
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Just found out i have schizoaffective bipolar type.
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#548
Nov 05, 2013, 12:04 PM
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Doing ok today. Mama called me last night and asked if I'd come stay with Daddy today and tomorrow (she came home last night to find him in an awful state. She thinks he had been that way half the day). I don't know anything about changing his Ileoscopy bag! But I'm packing a bag... not really how I want to spend my birthday (tomorrow), but then again I guess neither does Daddy.
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#549
Nov 05, 2013, 01:59 PM
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No sleep last night so now I am running on coffee. Which is giving me a stomachache. I did get the grocery shopping done so that is one thing off my list.
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#550
Nov 05, 2013, 02:03 PM
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I'm flyin... not sure if its my mood or the coffee.
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