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#51
Oct 02, 2013, 09:52 PM
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The world is out to kill my heel!
Yesterday a door got it. Tonight my coffee table got the SAME one! Much worse though and sorta above but also on the last one. Later tonight my ankle AGAIN bashed the coffee table (both times while jumping to chase my cat away from something!) I have survived easily off of 3.5 hours of sleep though. Been quite high energy all day actually. Hoping that it's jsut my body rebelling after sleeping so much while sick. Hoping it's NOT going to be a hypomania right after a depression. But Operation: Sticky Note is completed. It's now a very organized DBT workbook.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#52
Oct 02, 2013, 09:56 PM
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Another uninteresting day. Very nervous about my parents going away for four days. I don't know what I would do if anything happened to them. Kind of on edge in anticipation for their trip.
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#53
Oct 02, 2013, 11:43 PM
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I feel a mixture of really happy and really depressed. I feel like I can do anything yet I'm upset? I almost feel on the verge of hypomania but am also having negative thoughts toward myself. This is a strange feeling
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| AnxietyGirl916, Phoenix_1
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#54
Oct 03, 2013, 04:01 AM
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raining today, so i'm extra happy (swear i live for the rain!)
nothing on though- just probably watch some more of my big bang theory |
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#55
Oct 03, 2013, 04:51 AM
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Feeling some of my erratic tendencies resurfacing...gotta get a grip on that.
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#56
Oct 03, 2013, 09:58 AM
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Feeling a bit anxious today. No particular reason. Took 1/2 a Klonopin. Hope it helps.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#57
Oct 03, 2013, 10:08 AM
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packing **** to Prague and studying for exam in special pedagogics, which makes me wonder who with all the dys-problems and very likely ADHD... how could I go through all the schools? Or maybe I am thinking too much back. I hated school until I gotten into HS and it became about learning not being teacher's pet and having pretty handwritting.
Apparently, all my herbals are making me so calm that I can handle political news without cursing at TV. Yay.
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#58
Oct 03, 2013, 10:22 AM
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hey anxiety girl, how was work for you in the end yesterday? did you manage to stay awake...? |
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#59
Oct 03, 2013, 11:04 AM
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#60
Oct 03, 2013, 01:07 PM
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My allergies have caused me to use some cough medicine and that is making me feel medicated and erratic....so it kinda feels freaky after being so "normal" the last 5 weeks. I don't like it but have to take the cough medicine or all I will be doing is coughing. Ugh.
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#62
Oct 03, 2013, 03:33 PM
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you found something that works at least. that's good.. |
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#63
Oct 03, 2013, 11:05 PM
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I feel like I'm in a mixed episode, wish next week (pdoc and t appt.) was sooner
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#64
Oct 03, 2013, 11:13 PM
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Not really sure what episode I'm in. Feels a bit manic, its after midnight and I'm wide awake.
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#65
Oct 03, 2013, 11:19 PM
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I'm really depressed, think it's my new medication (cymbalta) I'll have to call my doctor tomorrow. So sick of this mood, I'm always really angry or sad lately and feel so lonely. Yet I'm not in the mood to socialize
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#66
Oct 04, 2013, 02:40 AM
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Being out of one of my main meds for a week didn't help. A number of crying spells, feeling hopeless, defective and very alone on a personal level. Mostly blasé. Also angry that people don't just do the right thing. Very aggravating to deal with lying and abusive a**hats, but there's no way I can just roll over and let them get away with it. Mind loops in frustration. Many small things feeling overwhelming. Spells of moderate productivity, but no sense of accomplishment. Sleep? Not so much. 3-4. Wake up, but can't stand the thought of dealing, so can't get up.
Why does it all have to be so unrelenting? |
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#67
Oct 04, 2013, 02:48 AM
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Seems so pointless, life, everything. Cycling on a depressive/manic state. I feel like crap. I look like crap. So tired of everything
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| Moreta
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#68
Oct 04, 2013, 02:49 AM
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I feel great
 I woke up anxious again this morning, it is so annoying to wake up with it. But did the CBT and some of my therapy book and started to feel better... Then I messed up with my meds. I couldnt remember if I took the zeldox twice, right or not at all, I called in sick to work as I didnt want to spaz out there if I had taken too much or not enough. I have felt slightly tight through my body but didnt have any other effects so I think I did actually take it correctly. I just couldnt remember. I cleaned the house and got on the exercise bike, then this arvo I have done 2 hours of guided mindfulness, one of them was a yoga tape that was brilliant. Im so excited to have found something new that relaxes me. I really feel like I have taken care of myself and benefited from it today.
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#69
Oct 04, 2013, 02:51 AM
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 is there a limit on hugs here? The hug button is not showing up. Im sorry you are tired, hold out hope that it will level out again soon. |
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#70
Oct 04, 2013, 03:09 AM
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Thanks for your hugs though! I truly appreciate it I am hoping I level out soon too. I'm sitting here, I'm so tired, my mind is racing and my body is numb and I feel depressed. It is such a weird feeling. Almost like a duality.
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#71
Oct 04, 2013, 03:52 AM
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This is not easy but valid - the cycle of depression is DEPRESSED.....FEELING LIKE DOING NOTHING.......DOING NOTHING.......FEELING GUILTY AND USELESS..............MORE DEPRESSED!
And any one of the above can trigger the following state. So doing very little although you're feeling fine can lead to depression. The cycle to break it is DOING SOMETHING..........FEELING PROUD OR MORE ENERGETIC.................WANTING TO DO MORE................FEELING LESS DEPRESSED! I can't get it right yet, good luck to you, hope you went to work x |
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#72
Oct 04, 2013, 05:24 AM
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i am still feeling pretty good.
i am glad it's friday- it means takeout day 
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#73
Oct 05, 2013, 06:38 AM
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how did 1 of the most important threads in the bipolar forum get to page 2?
*wonders* feeling very annoyed at everything today- perhaps i'm finally switching |
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#74
Oct 05, 2013, 07:36 AM
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Last night I got my hair dyed! It's now much closer to being all-blonde.
I then spent a few hours playing Cards Against Humanity with some friends. I'd bought it months ago and hadn't got to play it yet - so we did. We were in hysterics. With a lot of cringes. Today is gonna kill me though - I have a lot to do. And tomorrow I HAVE to do a thorough top-to-bottom cleaning of my flat as I have someone coming over. And I am not sure how I did it but I have the majority of October totally booked up
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#75
Oct 05, 2013, 11:14 AM
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Happy today. Maybe going hypo, but I don't care. I LIKE my hypo episodes. Anyway, I'm super excited for date night with the hubby. We're going out to play some billiards.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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