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#1
Jun 27, 2014, 06:48 PM
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I am so sick of being alive it's not funny. Why can't something or someone finally take me out of my misery?
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 Anonymous37855, BipolaRNurse, Curiosity77, Disorder7, EglantineRose, locomama1961, Mrs. Mania, Nammu, sarahblue, Skitz13, swheaton, wildflowerchild25
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#2
Jun 27, 2014, 06:56 PM
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Because your to important to others.
 Things will get better even if they get shittier first.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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 locomama1961, usehername
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#3
Jun 27, 2014, 07:00 PM
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Are you able to find anything to distract your mind? Music ? Meditation? Mindfulness? Bipolar is shifty, moods and feels can turn on a dime ..
Stay safe
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| locomama1961, pawn78, usehername
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#4
Jun 27, 2014, 09:25 PM
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being dead aint all that.
BEing aLive can be hard, but it can also be exciting and amazing. Your mood will eventually spring up, and you will move on with your life. It gets better! You are just at a really low point right now, rock bottom, its only UP from here! 
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Bipolar 1 ~ 300mg Lamictal, 4mg Ativan
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| locomama1961, usehername
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#5
Jun 27, 2014, 09:37 PM
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I pray it gets better for you because I know exactly how you feel.
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| locomama1961
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#6
Jun 27, 2014, 09:42 PM
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Hello. I know that feeling very well. I felt that way nearly every day for years. I am so sorry you are going through this. I know that when you feel depressed that life can seem very bleak, but life can and will get better- it takes time, but I promise you that one day you will feel happy again. I hope things get better for you.
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“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson Depression/Anxiety disorder(s) Cipralex |
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#7
Jun 27, 2014, 09:44 PM
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I've been there soooo many times. Sometimes life sucks. But just keep breathing and eventually it gets better. It's a roller coaster, I know.
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| locomama1961
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Jun 27, 2014, 10:31 PM
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Keep plugging along. You are important...
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Perception isn't everything 
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#9
Jun 29, 2014, 05:49 AM
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Right there with ya.
So incredibly over my life. Hoping tomorrow is a better day for both of us.
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| locomama1961
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#10
Jun 29, 2014, 08:47 AM
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Because you still have a purpose. God has your date, right now He wants you to go to him.
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I asked God to keep me safe from my enemies, now half my friends are gone. ----------------------------------------------------------------- Bipolar I MDD -------------------------------------------------------------------- Lamictal-100mg Effexor-225mg Trazodone-100mg propranolol 80mg |
| locomama1961
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#11
Jun 29, 2014, 09:22 AM
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I'm sorry you're feeling depressed today
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bipolar II meds: Lamictal Zoloft |
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#12
Jun 29, 2014, 12:01 PM
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You matter. Two days ago you were helping ME despite being in your own pain. I'll never forget that.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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#13
Jun 29, 2014, 02:11 PM
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Someone on this forum said, don't think in days, think in hours.
Meaning just make it through the next hour ..then I know I can handle the next..and the next And it all makes so much sense to me |
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Jun 29, 2014, 02:49 PM
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There is a reason you are on this earth. Life is full of ups and downs, and sometimes more downs than ups. You just have to take on day at a time and distract yourself
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"The two most important days in your life are the day you were born.... and the day you find out why" ~ Mark Twain |
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Jun 29, 2014, 07:17 PM
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Quote:
The lyrics to Metallica - "One" probably would explain it much better than I can. |
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Jun 29, 2014, 07:26 PM
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Quote:
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Bipolar II and GAD Venlafaxine, Lamotragine, Buspirone, Risperidone |
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Jun 29, 2014, 07:35 PM
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Well, let me blow your wig off with this one. I'm not really focusing on the past, not in my mind so to speak. There is no future for me. If you anything about American History, back in the day when this country built the railroads, when a man got sick, he stuck it out until he died, and then they dug a hole and buried them right next to the tracks. I'm an ole blue collar worker at heart and soul. I worked my *** off and never had time to take care of myself. Now I unable to work at the moment, so what I really want is my hole to be dug because I'm ready for it.
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| BipolaRNurse, Nammu
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Jun 29, 2014, 07:53 PM
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list 3 things that are good about you ..
Like empathy toward others Taking care of a family member. Being aware that you need additional helps with medications .. Just to name a few .
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Jun 29, 2014, 08:01 PM
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I feel for you. Good luck with SSDI!
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Bipolar II and GAD Venlafaxine, Lamotragine, Buspirone, Risperidone |
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Jun 30, 2014, 07:35 AM
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Lmciyah, that's the depression talking. And your past. A lot of us grew up in "survivor mode". It doesn't have to be this way. You're an adult now. You can take control.
When I'm this down, I try to remind myself of the wonderful moments in my life, both big and small. My daughter being born. Smelling a rose. Things that I would miss if I wasn't here. There may be crap days, but there are also good experiences too. You're more than your job. Just because you're not working does not mean that you are worthless and deserve to go in a hole. Take good care of yourself.
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Jun 30, 2014, 11:37 AM
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Well put sarahblue.
I certainly grew up in "survivor mode" and that's part the problem now. |
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#22
Jun 30, 2014, 01:25 PM
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Lmciyah, that's the depression talking. And your past.
I agree with this. IMO changing this may take time and allot of effort to move past "survivor" mode of thinking..
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#23
Jul 01, 2014, 09:43 AM
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I'm on the OP's train right now. I'm sick of breathing, sick of looking out the window, sick of inane crap on TV. Life ain't worth it.
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| Disorder7
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