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My wife left abruptly and took the kids with her...without my consent.
It hurts that she left so suddenly, but I can live with it. What really hurts is that my kids are no longer living with me, and it wasn't my choice. All I can do now is freeze my heart into a block of ice, so I don't feel too much pain. I can't afford a depressive episode right now. ![]()
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be strong, im pretty much in the same boat. when you are ready look at at the circumstances that led to this. you can try to piece together what went wrong. do not blame yourself or your partner. look objectively. to leave with the kids is a big hard decision so something is not working. when you can try and make sense of what is happening come up with a plan to talk to your partner when you are calm and collected. also make a plan of what to do if you become angry or sad when you two are talking how will you handle those emotions so they do not intrude into your conversation.
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Have you had any dialogue about a visitation schedule?
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Yes, I am visting the kids. But they are little, one is 6, and one is only 18 months! I want them in my home everyday! My wife is living in a freinds house with our kids!
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I was supposed to take my oldest daughter to an amusement park vacation this weekend, but my wife has brain-washed her into not wanting to go with me. I am giving her full custody and all my money. **** it. I am just a mentally ill loser. I'll just give up my kids and wife and everything. I don't deserve it.
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I am not going to kill myself. but if I die, I don't care. at all.
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I'm going through a divorce now and it really sucks. When I was in the early stages of separation, it really aggravated my bipolar symptoms and led to me being hospitalized.
Did your ex provide you with a reason? Has she stated if she will file? Most states do have a preference towards 50/50 custody. I'd start to lawyer up. Also- goes without saying but I would get a new bank account and consult with an attorney before providing financial support to your ex. Keep us posted! You may want to set up an appointment with your pdoc and see if adjustments can be made your medicine. Keep us updated!
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Thank you. I am extremely intelligent. I am practically a lawyer myself. I am separating bank accounts this week. I am drawing up a legal separation agreement also. I will give my wife full custody. I will pay child support and see them on a limted basis. I really am ****ed up, I am bipolar type 1, and my moods are outrageous. I don't deserve to be around my kids much. I guess I am bad temepered and ****ed up. The only thing I am good at is making money and I am a genius and creative. So I can provide for my kids. Emotionally though, I might as well be dead. I will get a lawyer soon, a top one. Jusr like my pdoc, I only want the cream of the crop.
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There is reason my avatar is Anikan Skywalker/Darth Vader.
On one hand, I am amazing and gifted far beyond normal, like Anikan Skywalker. On the other hand, I am evil, and my heart is encased in a steel machine, like Darth Vader.
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I cancelled the trip. The hotel and tickets are non-refundable. so I just burned $255. I told my wife to tell my little girl that I am very sad, and I am very sick, and I can't see her because I am too sick right now. (bipolar sucks)
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I am cutting my wife off. Closing all bank accounts, shutting down our cellphones, everything. She doesn't appreciate or car about the fact that I have supported her and the kids for 6 years, while she hasn't worked at all.
She is cut off, she can go live in a ****ing box for all I care.
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I'm really sorry to read about this. I know I don't know you, but my heart goes out to you during this extremely difficult time. I know there's nothing that can be said to make you feel better, but I wish the best for you out of this horrible situation. You're not alone on these forums, for what it's worth.
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I'd really caution you to retain an attorney ASAP- particularly one with experience with mental health and custody issues. Make sure you get that cream of the crop- you are going through a major game changer right now.
Take care of yourself! I can tell from your other postings- you have a big heart with others- just not for yourself. Keep us posted on how you're feeling- there's a number of people here who can listen to you and help you get through this situation. I'm also going through a support group- DivorceCares. It's at a local church so there is some religion sprinkled into it- but it may help you to be around people facing similar challenges.
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Dear pawn, I'm rather new here, but want to say how sorry I am about your situation. Please don't harden your heart! Your kids need your love for their whole life. My sister divorced her husband after 22 years of a dysfunctional marriage. Her two kids are now almost 40. The husband has worked hard to alienate their boys. But she still has a relationship to them. She loves them, and they love her. It's been rocky for all of them, but she has stuck by her sons. My sister and I have finally appreciated all our own parents did for us, after their deaths from old age. It would have helped if my parents had been open and willing to discuss parenting with me -- then I could have appreciated them more when they were alive. So that's my story, if it's any help. I just think hardening one's heart is very sad, and I hope you can love again.
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Well, my wife finally came to her senses today, she realized it is cruel to use the little kids as an emotional weapon.
She is letting me take my daughter to the amusement park. She has warmed up a little. My heart has thawed a little.
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That's good news!!
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That IS good news! I agree to stay as close to your kids as you can. They do need a father.
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Hey everyone! I am at the amusement park with my daughter and we are having a blast!
My wife and I have even been behaving civilly and warmish to eachother. Even used the "L-word" on the phone tonight. My wife is staying at our house again, at least while I am out of town. I hope the warm and civil behavior continues between us, and she moves back in. I know you guys are pulling for me! I am not religious, but you religious people on the forum can say a prayer for my marraige. All the support is greatly appreciated! Thank you all.
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Got my fingers crossed for you!
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That's so awesome! Sending the positive vibes your way that things will keep on the upswing!
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I'm sorry that you are going through this pawn. I think your BP symptoms have greatly interfered with your marriage. You went through quite a bad hypo episode and really clouded your judgement as it does with all of us.
I was very concerned when you started posting about having a mistress and was worried that it might come to this. Perhaps you should seek marriage counceling as well as ramping your own personal counceling as well. I can say from personal experience that hypo episodes can be a marriage killer. Due to extra marital affairs my marriage ended as well. I sympathize with you. My thoughts are with you pawn ![]() ![]()
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