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Though maybe having a thread for people having a tough time around the holidays.
Maybe it will offer alot of support to everyone?
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great idea!!
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So my wife and kids are leaving after Christmas due to my bipolar issues! That's ok - it gives me more time with my girlfriend. See what I mean. I'm so screwed up.
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![]() bluemountains, Goldcrest, Hopeful Camel, ~Christina
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I'm sorry. Didn't mean to hijack the thread. But it feels good to put it down in writing and get it off my chest.
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Your not highjacking I made this thread for anyone to dump there holiday troubles here , and I think yours fit here. ![]() Welcome to PC
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My family lives far away, so I don't see them
I can't afford the airfare, so it is a solid guaranteed way to not have to go We don't buy gifts, but buy for the food bank instead. Really, it is just another day
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First time I'll see my parents after telling them just how bad my bipolar is and informing them my son has "light" autism. I'm excited to see them though.
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This is the first time EVER in my almost-fifty-six years on this planet that I haven't been able to buy gifts. It'll also be the first time I won't receive gifts either. Hubby and I came thisclose to being homeless---we have a place now and will be moving New Year's weekend, and all our (limited) funds have to go toward deposits, moving truck etc. Thank God for the friend who set up a GoFundMe account for us; we've received almost $1600 in donations. Still, I wish I could spend some of that on gifts, even though we really need it for moving and as a cushion once we get settled in and have to figure out how to make $679 (hubby's Social Security) last us all month.
We're going to keep up a couple of our old traditions: go to Mass on Christmas Eve and then come home and watch National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation (My favorite holiday movie ever.) with hot cocoa and popcorn. This year we'll go to our youngest son's place on Christmas morning and they're going to take us out to dinner in the afternoon. At least they have lights and a Christmas tree (we didn't decorate this year because we knew we were going to be evicted), and dinner out is a real treat. ![]()
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I made a similar thread a few hours ago. Stress is getting to me at times, overall I am coping but not able to be productive.
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I'm fighting with dealing with the fact that I'm so far away from my family on Christmas since we just moved to Tx. And now In addition to baby girl having a cold, I have it too.
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Really rough time here. I'm trying to get thru today and tomorrow morning at work and head over to spend time with family for christmas. This depression has zapped all of my energy.
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Seeing my parents for the first time in a year on Christmas Day, and I'm terrified. It probably won't be as bad as I imagine, but knowing they may criticize me really scares me. That's why I broke off contact with them in the first place!
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I'm all alone in a freezing apartment. A cluttered and horrible apartment. Unable to quit smoking with copd and crippling back pain. Just saying.
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I'm currently stressing about the fact that I don't want to go to my friend's for Christmas dinner. I said I would, and it's just her, her husband and me... but I don't want to go anymore. I'm just having a lot of anxiety around it and I don't want to.
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Bummed out that this interminable depressive phase will impact my ability to last into the evening on Christmas Eve. I've been having to go up to bed at 7 or 8 - - just to lay down, not to sleep - - because I'm so exhausted I can't even watch t.v. anymore. I'm going to tell my husband's family that I don't feel well and have to leave when I'm too tired, which is partly true since I think my early evening fatigue is due to depression. I just hope next Christmas is better . . .
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I hate the holidays.. On new years eve, i have to sit hours in a room full of people (family and friends from my family..) i think it will be horrible.
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not sure this is right ,its my first time on this site. Christmas is so awful at my house. My husband has never liked it , now our sixteen year old son says he hates it, while our 14 year old just doesn't have a opinion anything that isn't video game related. We have been married for 19 years and the best Christmas was 2 year ago when my husband and oldest son went to visit his family out of town for Christmas
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deffenetly rough holiday here.
not looking forward to it at all |
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I'm sorry your in a struggle , But maybe knowing your not alone with the holidays bringing many other people down ![]()
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My struggle is that I have no extended family to celebrate the holidays with. It will just be my husband and children, a blessing I know, but I still miss that big Christmases that we celebrated when my mother was alive. Since she passed away 9 years ago, my siblings and I very seldom see each other.
Also, I am in the middle of med changes-not a great time for the stress of the holidays! Bluemountains |
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not much into this holiday due to work and mood. This past few weeks without sun had me very down. And depressed. Now I had a fe days fo sun here and there and wow, manic as heck! This is just messed up. I sorry so many are having a hard time this holiday and I don't want to be adding to it so I would like to say that this too shall pass and I hope all will have a peaceful day with some friends and support in their lives.
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I've been going through a mixed episode for about 8 weeks now. Quit my job, been isolating, panic attacks, depression, etc. I'm a single mom and both my kids have had the flu for over a week. My relatives are in town from overseas right now and we haven't even seen them due to all this. Honestly I don't know if I want to see them at all because I will be unable to hide my misery. To say I'm completely overwhelmed is an understatement. Oh, and I also recently relapsed on alcohol after 7 months of sobriety.
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I am disgusted with what Christmas means now
Spend. Spend. Spend It seems sad
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First day of sun for over a week so that is good. Intermittent tears for no reason, so that is bad. We celebrate christmas with my husband's side (i am Jewish) and last night ended up being fine but I had to take a xanax and give myself a pep talk. My daughter woke up at 5am trowing up so I was able to avoid a family brunch.
I don';t think it's the holidays getting me down, maybe the weather? All I know is that after severe depression the last 6 weeks have been a flurry of painting and home improvements and as soon as I was done my mood went down the toilet
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your signature quote is my favorite quote ever
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