Im 15 & have bipolar (help)

ok so i am 15 and was diagnosed with bipolar at 12 but i stopped going to school in 6th grade im now in 10th and still dont go i argue with my mom and usually stay up all night and play xbox or sleep all day... i have had a lot of med ajustments but am now on 50 mg seroquel in mor&night and trileptal 300mg in mornig and 900mg at night but i had to go to court plenty of times and will probaly have to go agin this school year but i can be crazy like i only shower usually twice IN 2 WEEKS i fight bad with my mom ex. throw stuff curse bang on doors ive been to pess many of time PSYCHIATRIC EMERGENCY SCREENING SERVICES (PESS) and cops called btw i live in NJ i would love to come off my meds becuse in sept. 2012 i was in 7th grade and didnt take any psych meds and went to school for 2 1/2 months last year in 9th i went for 3days ;( and this year have not gone at all what do you guys think?

I'm not sure what is it that you're asking..?

im asking has anyone ever wnet off there meds? and succeded?

I think you should go to school.

Me neither

im asking has anyone stop taking there meds and succeded everytime i post s freaking message it takes 3+ hours to go through

How can we help you? Do you have a question or did you just need to vent?

I thinking he's asking should he come off his meds. I think you will be worse off coming off your meds

If it is about the meds, I also believe you should stay on the meds and maybe even talk to a pdoc about some changes (if this is what you choose). Believe me I am not poking fun at you, but read your post again. You bounced from one subject to another and the whole paragraph was one sentence. The reason I point this out, is for me personally when I'm hypo manic or manic this is how my brain works. Maybe you are different than me, and this is just you, if that makes any sense at all. I wish you the best.

Are you thinking your medication is causing you to be unable to go to school? Are you taking your medication the way youre supposed to? Not skipping days or anything like that?

Have you tried therapy, they can teach you coping skills. I agree stay on your meds but talk to your pdoc about what is going on.

I was thinking the same thing. Your paragraph makes me think your really anxious and pressured. It also reminds me of how I've felt.

I had my first major breakdown at 14. I DID go to school for the most part, but I had to leave early on a pretty much daily basis because of either delusions or panic attacks. My sophomore year was the same. I was finally missing and leaving early so often that I was pulled from school and home schooled through a "home hospital" school program (I believe it was state offered). Can you talk to your mom and school counselor to see if something like that is available for you? Someone from the school came to my home and schooled me only twice per week and it was just up to me to read and do assignments. The work load and expectations were, however, geared towards someone who was not as able to function as other students. I ended up passing 10th grade (with good grades actually) only because of this. I went to a specialized school my junior and senior years. It is so hard to be so young and so debilitated by this illness. Please come here as often as you need for support and encouragement.

yea but im really messed up cause im in 10th grade and still havenot gone since 6th somtimes i just wanna stop taking my pills i think they help (partially) but i dont like it going in my bosdy, nd head

Keep keeping on. Get on the right meds and it may help. Hope you fid the right cocktail. Always be honest to your pdoc and your mom. She's your only hope...

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It is tough and I know taking the meds can suck, but if they find the right ones for you they can make your life so much better. That is why it is good to keep communicating, sometimes it takes a while to figure it out. I have been relatively stable for a few years now. I know it is because my meds so I take them daily. I really encourage you to talk to your mom and pdoc about seeing a therapist.

I have a son a little younger then you that struggles. I remember being like you stuggling. I stayed in in-school suspension until I dropped out. NJ has public virtual school. It'll let you catch up and graduate on time. They didn't have anything like that when I got my GED. Getting a GED or Graduating is the most important job you have. Besides keeping yourself alive. which is extremely hard at times.

You have a heads up. You know what you're dealing with. Do you have a child therapist? is there an intensive out patient program for kids in your area? How often do you see your psychiatrist? I know you don't attend school but can you do a community sport, hang out at a community center, library, co-op, volunteer, just something to get out of the house and give both you and your mom a break?

Bed at 11 pm no matter what take yourself to bed. Sleep is crucial for us. Meds are difficult. If you learn what will aggravate you and how to pre-empt it you'll be on less meds. Taking the meds on time is just as important. What meds / doses are you on?

Hasn't the state gotten involved if you haven't gone to school in 4 years? If your mom isn't helping you I am surprised a social worker hasn't been for a visit (although I am aware that that doesn't always help).

If your meds are prescribed from a doctor and you are advised to take them, going off them will not be beneficial to you.

I am sorry you are not getting the correct support that you need. I suffered sever depression in high school but was lucky enough to have people around to help me. Your life won't always be this way. Hang in there.

You have a lot of love coming your way from this forum. Hope things will get better soon!

My first episode was at 13. I know how tough it could be, but you should try to go back. Usually, you can get accomidations on comming late, and leaving early if needed.
Maybe you need a med change, I know how depression can be and doing nothing all day, but television and video games, as well as sleeping all day.

A start would be exercising, and healthy eating.

Keep your head up kid

History says going off meds is foolish. Records indicate you will most likely fall back into that same old hole. Studies point out the meds taken along with alcohol, and or drugs, will void any good your meds are intended for. No school, no education over time will separate you from any chances of over coming hard ships in the future. People do not get jobs these days just because they like you.