[ShineYourLight]

yes I HAVE completely overcome bi-polar. I was diagnossed 4 years ago with bi-polarII. 4 years of hell and i still refused to believe i was bi-polar

BE4 i start i dont want you to think you dont need to take meds or that your not bi-polar.

Everyday i was struggling with suicidal thoughts/physcotic thoughts/SEVERE DEPRESSION/sleeping a lot/AWKWARD social life/i even had an episode! (so what the doctors called it). Anyways after 4 years of this i started to look deep down inside myself to find the things that were broken inside of me. I started to break these things down. I STARTED TO NOT GIVE A F***....When i learned that i problems with basically being "crazy" my deep deep emotional bond to myself was the thought that i was crazy. a crazy person. yes your reading this thinking he doesnt sound crazy, well i thought i was. Even just typing this back then i would think maybe i shoulda said that, are they going to judgme me on this, what if facebook friends find this, what if what if what if.....anyways when i finally came to terms and said you know what IM CRAZY....muahhah.....and accepted the fact that yea, im crazy!!!! THE DEPRESSION LIFTED AND IT WAS GONE.....its so frightening to say that its gone because i dont want it to evver come back.....Sometimes back then i use to think it was gone. but a few days later itd come back. ITS BE 4 MONTHS. and never felt this GOOOOOD in sooooooooooooooo long. ITs crazy..



for those of you who are bi-polar.....Do you really believe it? What about people back in the day? 1890's were they bi-polar....i think a lot of us need to work on self-esteem!!!!!! CONFIDENCE!!!! with ourselves and the people around us <3

p.s. look at my bear lol

[Ocean Swimmer]

I've been ok for years when I had a lover.
But kinda manic.
Last 2 years I've been sick though.
If you've managed to overcome the chemical imbalance in your brain, congratulations to you. I'm happy for you. Thanks for posting.

[raspberrytorte]

I don't know. I've finally believed my diagnosis. I consider myself a crazy. It hasn't made my symptoms go away.

Congratulations; you're very lucky. Four months isn't long; beware a relapse. If you trend hypomanic first, it will be very difficult to objectively self-diagnose.

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by raspberrytorte

I don't know. I've finally believed my diagnosis. I consider myself a crazy. It hasn't made my symptoms go away.

not everyone is the same maybe you should start believing your normal instead of crazy. Me i had to believe i am crazy or what this world called "crazy" we all live in OUR OWN WORLDS. we have to stop living in other peoples worlds as well

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman

Congratulations; you're very lucky. Four months isn't long; beware a relapse. If you trend hypomanic first, it will be very difficult to objectively self-diagnose.

please dont put "beware of relapse" in my head see thats where we as people ESPECIALLY the sick need to stop focusing their attention on. LET me ask you this? HAVe you been free for 4 months? Dont focus on negatives that will only hurt the people not bring them up

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by Ocean Swimmer

I've been ok for years when I had a lover.
But kinda manic.
Last 2 years I've been sick though.
If you've managed to overcome the chemical imbalance in your brain, congratulations to you. I'm happy for you. Thanks for posting.

no problem....

Apologies, then, and congratulations.

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman

Apologies, then, and congratulations.

dont need to appologize my friend im only here to help now and give back to people becuase i know how it feels

[jacky8807]

I'm so happy you found peace!!! I have read many stories of success and I believe it is possible!
As far as bipolar in the 1890s yeah they recorded it way before that calling it "circular insanity". It's always been around

[Nammu]

bipolar symptoms have been noted as far back as ancient Greece. Lithium waters has been noted to help with mania and depression since the ancient times as well.

[cashart10]

You are very blessed to have overcome it!

I once was in remission for almost 8 years and then it came back with a vengence; during those 8 years I felt that I had either been healed or was never sick. After those 8 years, I had a psychotic break. Now, 3 1/2 years later, I still suffer greatly. I am bipolar 1 with psychotic features. I don't intend to discourage you but I just want you to be careful of the possibility and danger of another episode. Self-awareness is a treasure in this illness. My therapist, who I care about a lot, made it clear to me that she will see me only if I am medicated. She says that too many people believe they are well and then have a psychotic break after stopping meds.

I wish you well!
Sarah

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by Nammu

bipolar symptoms have been noted as far back as ancient Greece. Lithium waters has been noted to help with mania and depression since the ancient times as well.

the mind is a VERY VERY VERY powerful tool. Im not trying to say its false, im trying to say anyone can believe whatever they want to believe. How can a group of men (cult) be in a circle and drink poison to get to a place that no one has herd of. millions of muslims believe that 72 virgins are waiting for them. Christians believe that there is a heaven and Jesus is here for everyone. Everyone has different beliefs and we all live in our own world inside ourselves

[RisuNeko]

So you are equating thinking-that-bipolar-disorder-exists with being in a cult?

I guess you could call believing in what science tells us, being in a cult, but that's a very strange use of the word 'cult'. If rational observation of notable patterns of thought and behavior across the span of human history is like being in a cult, then that's a cult I am happy to be a part of.

Bipolar disorder (assuming it exists), is a cyclical disorder. Yes, it can be managed, but the cycling never stops forever (until you die). Like someone above explained, you can be fine for 8 years and then start cycling again. Just watch out for that. Honestly from your writing you seem a little hypomanic. You mentioned that you feel extremely good, and better than you've ever felt. That's not exactly normal. I'm not trying to rain on your parade, I'm just trying to be the voice of reason/science here.

Also, I've embraced that I'm crazy and my symptoms have not disappeared either. I don't think that's how it works. Just an observation.

OP,

Make sure you aren't getting delusional.

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by RisuNeko

So you are equating thinking-that-bipolar-disorder-exists with being in a cult?

I guess you could call believing in what science tells us, being in a cult, but that's a very strange use of the word 'cult'. If rational observation of notable patterns of thought and behavior across the span of human history is like being in a cult, then that's a cult I am happy to be a part of.

Bipolar disorder (assuming it exists), is a cyclical disorder. Yes, it can be managed, but the cycling never stops forever (until you die). Like someone above explained, you can be fine for 8 years and then start cycling again. Just watch out for that. Honestly from your writing you seem a little hypomanic. You mentioned that you feel extremely good, and better than you've ever felt. That's not exactly normal. I'm not trying to rain on your parade, I'm just trying to be the voice of reason/science here.

Also, I've embraced that I'm crazy and my symptoms have not disappeared either. I don't think that's how it works. Just an observation.

It's okay If i fall I fall, Then I will choose to get back up again I have felt more normal then I have in four years. I am sleeping regulary, I have no HIGHS, and im completely stable all the time..(well who in this life is completely stable all the time)...im not here to argue and not here to push aside the fact that bi-polar doesnt exist. YOU HAVE ME ALL WRONG. im only here on this forum to help everyone so please dont push me away

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by RisuNeko

So you are equating thinking-that-bipolar-disorder-exists with being in a cult?

I guess you could call believing in what science tells us, being in a cult, but that's a very strange use of the word 'cult'. If rational observation of notable patterns of thought and behavior across the span of human history is like being in a cult, then that's a cult I am happy to be a part of.

Bipolar disorder (assuming it exists), is a cyclical disorder. Yes, it can be managed, but the cycling never stops forever (until you die). Like someone above explained, you can be fine for 8 years and then start cycling again. Just watch out for that. Honestly from your writing you seem a little hypomanic. You mentioned that you feel extremely good, and better than you've ever felt. That's not exactly normal. I'm not trying to rain on your parade, I'm just trying to be the voice of reason/science here.

Also, I've embraced that I'm crazy and my symptoms have not disappeared either. I don't think that's how it works. Just an observation.

just remember...is it better to bring someone up then to bring someone down hence (question them)...Where this society is going we don't need advice anymore. We can google it lol. WE NEED ENCOURAGEMENT.

[RisuNeko]

I agree that this should be a place of encouragement. And I'm not trying to bring you down or push you away. I want the best for you. I just wanted to bring some rationality to the table. A rational human perspective on your unique life situation is not really something you can just google. That's part of why this place exists. So that people who have had similar life experiences can share their ideas with you.

I know rationality often comes off as cold-hearted (hence the phrases "cold hard truth", and "cold rationality"), but I think it's still an important thing to have in your life. Self-knowledge, rationality, and an objective perspective are very valuable tools for anyone, but especially valuable for anyone who has ever lost all rational connection to the world (i.e. become psychotic), or has become depressed, or manic.

Also, questioning someone does not equate with "bringing someone down". They're just two different things. So I'm confused about your point there.

Anyway, I'm glad you're feeling well. I hope you stay well for as long as possible. Good luck!

[jacky8807]

In her defense guys it's not true you have to "cycle till u die" many many ppl go on lithium and remain episode free the rest of their life. Some ppl stay off meds and only cycle +5 years at a Time in between episodes
It holds no value to think u will always be sick and I think it even becomes a crutch for some ppl
That being said many ppl can't stop meds cycle on meds cycle in and out of hospital. Some never DO get better.....the list goes on. Bipolar is different for everyone
But staying positive (and I struggle with this) is a good idea!

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by RisuNeko

I agree that this should be a place of encouragement. And I'm not trying to bring you down or push you away. I want the best for you. I just wanted to bring some rationality to the table. A rational human perspective on your unique life situation is not really something you can just google. That's part of why this place exists. So that people who have had similar life experiences can share their ideas with you.

I know rationality often comes off as cold-hearted (hence the phrases "cold hard truth", and "cold rationality"), but I think it's still an important thing to have in your life. Self-knowledge, rationality, and an objective perspective are very valuable tools for anyone, but especially valuable for anyone who has ever lost all rational connection to the world (i.e. become psychotic), or has become depressed, or manic.

Also, questioning someone does not equate with "bringing someone down". They're just two different things. So I'm confused about your point there.

Anyway, I'm glad you're feeling well. I hope you stay well for as long as possible. Good luck!

Im sorry but if you really want to chat about it some more you can message me. I didnt finish reading your post because i knew where it was leading. Best of luck to you also <3

Originally Posted by jacky8807

I'm so happy you found peace!!! I have read many stories of success and I believe it is possible!
As far as bipolar in the 1890s yeah they recorded it way before that calling it "circular insanity". It's always been around

We should definitely bring back "circular insanity". That has a real ring to it. I'm not bipolar or manic depressive, I'm circularly insane.

[jacky8807]

Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman

We should definitely bring back "circular insanity". That has a real ring to it. I'm not bipolar or manic depressive, I'm circularly insane.

Agreed!!!!!! Describes it so well lol

[intergalactictraveler]

I'm not Keith Richards, who could go for seven or eight days without sleep, being in a recording studio, alone, working on new music or out partying, non-stop. He truly is bullet proof. I'm not. Maybe you have found the 'key' and I'm not going to dismiss you or throw cold water on your recovery. I didn't buy into anyone's diagnosis. I've had mood problems all my life and after my dad died, the intensity of my mood swings gradually and dangerously increased; suicidal three days, unable to sleep and hypomanic/hypersexual three days.

Your almost euphoric enthusiasm sounds like hypomania. Just my opinion, having been there way too many times. I do hope I'm wrong and that you remain healthy and functioning. But for every 'remission' there are probably 50 or more people who will remain ill and will see their quality of life decline over the years. I don't believe that the whole psychiatric profession and the pharmaceutical companies are manipulating patients with BP or any other serious psych illness in order to keep themselves employed or to increase profits.

Do keep posting and be as objective as you can when you assess your mood and functioning. I deeply hope that you get your life back and never have to deal with this miserable, life robbing illness, anymore.

[intergalactictraveler]

And a follow up. I was in remission for 14 years. I worked full time in a highly stressful profession, had a gf(now my wife), we had a social life, I slept every night, I was working on writing projects and generally, it was a good life. Then, in 2004, my sleep began to become unstable and irregular, my mood swings began to re-emerge and by the end of that year, I could no longer work. I found less stressful part time work, was working with a psychiatrist, back on medication roulette, the marriage became more stressful as I started to withdraw from life(and my wife never wanted to learn about bipolar) and the decline, both mental and physical, continues.

[jacky8807]

Originally Posted by intergalactictraveler

I'm not Keith Richards, who could go for seven or eight days without sleep, being in a recording studio, alone, working on new music or out partying, non-stop. He truly is bullet proof. I'm not. Maybe you have found the 'key' and I'm not going to dismiss you or throw cold water on your recovery. I didn't buy into anyone's diagnosis. I've had mood problems all my life and after my dad died, the intensity of my mood swings gradually and dangerously increased; suicidal three days, unable to sleep and hypomanic/hypersexual three days.

Your almost euphoric enthusiasm sounds like hypomania. Just my opinion, having been there way too many times. I do hope I'm wrong and that you remain healthy and functioning. But for every 'remission' there are probably 50 or more people who will remain ill and will see their quality of life decline over the years. I don't believe that the whole psychiatric profession and the pharmaceutical companies are manipulating patients with BP or any other serious psych illness in order to keep themselves employed or to increase profits.

Do keep posting and be as objective as you can when you assess your mood and functioning. I deeply hope that you get your life back and never have to deal with this miserable, life robbing illness, anymore.

Only thing I disagree with you is pharm companies do capitalise on illness and work to decrease what defines an illness so more ppl qualify for the said medication. It's naive to think anything else