I'm happily hypomanic. No irritability. No alcohol. Behaving lol. Boyfriend is stable so he helps keep an eye on me.

Thanks, Pokemon Go! I wouldn't have thought lol

[LadyShadow]

I'm feeling a bit manic, but it is one would expect for almost 4:30 am. I am kind of lonely, and would like to chat with someone but there doesn't seem to be any decent chats online tonight.

Originally Posted by ElsaMars

I got an indoor bike that does that. I can't even use it because it hurts my bum so badly. I wanted a gel seat for it, but it's an awkward shape.

I hope your butt feels better soon

Thanks

My first ride with my new bike was on flat pavement because I wanted to get used to it. No problems there. But then I went mountain biking yesterday and each bump hurt my ass more and more!

I have yet to find a gel seat for my bike, too. My seat is quite narrow, and my local bike shop only seems to sell *replacement* seats. Sporting good stores have gel seats that are sizes M, L, and XL. No smalls!

i wish i hadn't have eaten that off hamburger thee weekend

spoilt the last 2 days

i should get some groceries ordered.. thankfully my new card arived, so can set that up at some stage.

tomorrow i am having someone come to fit a new chair in my shower!. though i'm anxious about them coming (i hate people and get really anxious), this so needs to be done.. my old chair collapsed and couldn't be mended- so this is great news

[Coconutzo]

Went to bed with my boyfriend telling me that he was suicidal. It's three am and I just woke up so panicked.

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Originally Posted by bluebicycle

Had to cut my bike ride short. Only rode for 2 hours today.

Mountain biking hurts my *** with this seat I have on it. I need a different seat and/or some kind of gel cover!

Nevertheless, good ride. Nice temperature with a little breeze. Feeling a lot more relaxed, as opposed to feeling tensed up this morning.

Gel covers are a must! Congrats on your new bike!

Originally Posted by Wander

Going to stop the Prozac today. Heading into a mixed episode. VERY agitated, can't sleep. Hopefully this will settle down. Still depressed though and don't know what I'm going to do about that. Will call my pdoc tomorrow (Monday) to see what he thinks. Really low right now. Have to work today and I don't know how I'm going to get through.

How was work yesterday and how are you feeling today?

Originally Posted by Coconutzo

Went to bed with my boyfriend telling me that he was suicidal. It's three am and I just woke up so panicked.

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How are things?

Why did you go to bed if he was suicidal?

[Coconutzo]

Things are ok. We both passed out drunk. #idiots
The family that melts down together...

It kills me that he is doing so poorly. He has a lot of stress on top of a lot of substance abuse on top of depression and trauma he won't face.
(On top of a lot of love from his fairly self involved bipolar gf who is rapid cycling like a mother)

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Originally Posted by Coconutzo

Things are ok. We both passed out drunk. #idiots
The family that melts down together...

It kills me that he is doing so poorly. He has a lot of stress on top of a lot of substance abuse on top of depression and trauma he won't face.
(On top of a lot of love from his fairly self involved bipolar gf who is rapid cycling like a mother)

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Glad you all are ok

I took a PRN AP to knock me out...slept 1 hour. Still hypomanic but will try to sleep later.

I also took two mg of Klonopin. Nothing...

[hopeless2015]

Having a lazy Sunday, pdoc upped my anxiety meds when I was there on Friday and I started the upped dosage yesterday. Will see how this goes, especially tomorrow when I go back to work

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[Unrigged64072835]

Been a quiet day so far. Been cloudy, raining, and thundering so can't do too much.

[Victoria'smom]

H is still depressed but cooked me eggs I've asked for for days. I am numb still. H is bugging me. So we'll see if I snap.

Went biking despite my ass hurting from yesterday. (This time I rode with a gel seat cover...) Was very refreshing, as usual! Only did 12 miles this time, though... Was hoping to do 20, but then my ass started hurting again!

Here's a panoramic pic of my new bike on a trail... (click the pic to make it bigger)

Wow, BlueBicycle, that's a great picture! It must feel great to be immersed in nature like that! How healthy!

[Victoria'smom]

blue bicycle that's a gorgeous picture.

[hopeless2015]

Great picture Blue!!

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[Wander]

Originally Posted by rainyday107

How was work yesterday and how are you feeling today?

Thanks so much for asking Rainy. Work was extremely difficult. Before work I took 2mg of Clonazepam and it did nothing. I almost left after one hour but it was so busy and we were short staffed so I took an emergency Zyprexa and that calmed me down enough to get through. Unfortunately when I got home I drank alcohol, more than usual. However that did knock me out and I slept well for 9 hours.

Today it is Monday morning here. I am feeling hung over but ok so far. Have a busy day ahead of me. Hope I can get in contact with my pdoc.

[OctobersBlackRose]

Medication withdrawals suck like Hell!!! That is all...

[Standup2me]

Originally Posted by OctobersBlackRose

Medication withdrawals suck like Hell!!! That is all...

I hear ya on that one

[Gabyunbound]

I'm, overall, feeling better. Re-upping the Seroquel helped and because of this I think I'm learning to forgive it its many evils.

My cat (Schnookie) who has a large pancreatic tumor, has been behaving normally --except for being more of a snuggle-bunny than usual-- and I'm so grateful for this. It's hard to believe just how sick she is. But we'll enjoy each other to the hilt as long as we can...

[Wander]

Mixed. Seeing pdoc tomorrow for emergency appt. Glad he could squeeze me in The prozac sent me wild. Feeling very agitated. It is awful. Trying to study...not having much luck.

[xRavenx]

Over the past few days, I've been staying up super late, and I'm more active. My mind won't turn off. I keep hearing songs, and ideas keep going through my head. I'm a little anxious due to some upcoming plans, but I'm not irritable. I feel "up" and on the hypomanic side, but not to the extreme. Feels a lot better currently rather than being depressed like I've been, but I hope this state of mind doesn't lead to an episode.

[Coffeee]

Feeling good, had a productive day today, washed some dishes and made an amazing soup that took hours and was worth it! Still not enough energy to be hypo manic just a good day for once.