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#1
Sep 17, 2016, 05:09 AM
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is it possible that i am actually just psychic and magical and that the doctors did steal my powers from me and that they do want to hurt me and that maybe i should stop taking the medication. i really dont know what to think today and i just i cant i dont feel like i can trust anyone and i am trying really hard but i just i am scared the bad spirits have been around lately and i dont know what to do i am supposed to see my normal psychiatrist soon but i dont know if i should tell him all this or if i should tell my case worker i dont know i want to scream.
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 anon12516, Homeira
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#2
Sep 17, 2016, 05:13 AM
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no eden. it's not. I promise that you're not magical. no one on this forum is magical and doctors can not steal powers they can't steal magic powers from you, because you don't have magic powers in the first place |
 Trippin2.0, whoamihere
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#3
Sep 17, 2016, 05:13 AM
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You need to keep taking your meds. From what you are saying you need them more now than ever. Do you think it's all delusions your having?
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#4
Sep 17, 2016, 07:02 AM
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No Eden. You suffer from psychosis. Let them know what you are thinking so they can continue to help you find some stability grounded in reality. It took years to get to this point. It is going to take time until you get better.
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| Trippin2.0
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#5
Sep 17, 2016, 07:23 AM
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No Eden its simply not possible.
You are not magical, you are mentally ill. That's why there are doctors instead of Voldemort, and even Voldemort can't steal magic.
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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#6
Sep 17, 2016, 07:56 AM
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i am scared to tell them though i just got out of the hospital what if ugh i dont know i just need i cant think my head wont stop and i just i dont know if i should trust them i thought i could ignore all of this but i was wrong i cant ignore it it is too strong i do think i am psychic though i know that much cause well at least i cant explain it. i dont feel good. i feel like that is because of the medication that it is hurting me.
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| anon12516, Homeira
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#7
Sep 17, 2016, 08:16 AM
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Tell them what is going on. Sounds like they may need to adjust meds a bit. If you will be honest and let them know as soon as you start feeling changes, they can help you proactively before things get out of control again. The medicine isn't hurting you, but it does sound like it may need adjusting. That is normal. Meds often need to be adjusted as our bodies get used to them and dosages often have to be increased a few times.
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#8
Sep 17, 2016, 11:37 AM
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| anon12516, BipolaRNurse, HALLIEBETH87, OctobersBlackRose
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#9
Sep 17, 2016, 11:46 AM
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Starving yourself and not taking your meds will both land you back in the hospital.
So who's really out to get you here? The bad spirits who are forcing you back to hospital or the doctors who were doing everything they can to get you better and back home? The doctors have better things to do than give themselves more work. Keeping you sick doesn't benefit them, it makes their jobs harder. So no, they are not out to get you, they really want to help you.
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| BipolaRNurse, bizi
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#10
Sep 17, 2016, 02:18 PM
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Eden try to eat and take the meds. Trippin is right doctors don't want to hurt you and you can't listen to the spirits or you'll end up back in the hospital.
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Sep 17, 2016, 03:53 PM
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Please keep eating and take your meds. The Drs don't want to hurt you, they want to help.you.
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#12
Sep 17, 2016, 04:14 PM
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Eden, in my humble opinion, you are experiencing paranoia. As others have said, the docs aren't trying to hurt you or take away your character. They just want you to feel stable.
Others may laugh, but I consider myself to be very intuitive, but not magical! I love to do Tarot readings, and though my interpretations are not always hitting the nail on the head, I can see later what they referred to. It's a learning experience for me. I do consider myself stable; my meds excellent, my therapist and doctor only wanting to help me. But magical??? That's pushing the envelope and sounds pretty manic to me. But that's only my opinion! Last edited by Hawk Heart; Sep 17, 2016 at 04:36 PM. |
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#13
Sep 17, 2016, 05:33 PM
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I want to cry I can't keep doing this I am not as magical anymore that is the problem they took it and now they are throwing me back in the hole again I just can't make it stop everything inside me is screaming and it hurts so much. I am trying but I just I don't know if I can anymore I am so tired and I just the bad spirits are trying to get inside me again and I can't I just I can't do this.
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| anon12516, Homeira
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Sep 17, 2016, 06:39 PM
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do you have any support people in your life?
bizi
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Sep 17, 2016, 08:52 PM
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| anon12516, bizi, Victoria'smom
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#16
Sep 17, 2016, 09:27 PM
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you need to trust the people in your life.
reach out to them. If they love you then they want to help you. good luck with your appointments tomorrow. bizi
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#17
Sep 18, 2016, 12:15 AM
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I know how it is hard to put trust in people, but in this case, you need to in order to get well. Like others said, the doctors and professionals are there to help you, not harm you. When I started putting trust in doctors and my family once again, my life improved and I no longer felt paranoid all the time when I let the doctors help me. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I'm wishing you the best. Hugs.
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Sep 18, 2016, 12:53 AM
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Eden: please eat and take your meds. If you can't manage both of these, eat your meds.
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Sep 18, 2016, 03:50 AM
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i am trying really hard to trust people but i just dont i cant everything is hurting so much i am scared all the time and i just i cant take this anymore.
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| anon12516, Homeira, xRavenx
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Sep 18, 2016, 03:58 AM
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You've been through a long journey and you've come a really long way.
Your new psychiatrist is there to help you. That's all. They're on your side. Please let your psychiatrist know how you feel. |
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Sep 18, 2016, 04:33 AM
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Sep 18, 2016, 05:17 AM
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Try this one on for size: You are not going to be able to figure it out on your own. Not in your present state of mind. If you don't trust anyone else, and go back to the road you were on, you're going to end up back in the hospital or worse. We on this board have nothing to gain or lose by your actions. The only thing you have found here is love, acceptance, and support. If you don't trust your doctor and case worker, at least trust the fact that we have your best interests at heart. Take the advice offered, think it over, and make your best choice based on all the information available to you.
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#23
Sep 18, 2016, 06:25 AM
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i am trying to trust other people i really am i just cant like my head wont let me i dont know why everything is so hard or maybe i do if i hadnt screwed up so bad then none of this would have happened.
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Sep 18, 2016, 08:46 AM
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eden, you did not screw up.
none of this is your fault. nobody wants to be bipolar. No body wants being ****. If we take ownership of our conditions and work to better ourselves then we have a chance at fitting into society. This takes much work on your part. You are worthy of this effort. talk to people and take your meds. bizi
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#25
Sep 18, 2016, 10:07 AM
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Please trust your psych. At this point you are suffering so much, what do you have to loose? It is hard to sort this out and to trust, I fully understand that. But sometimes we just have to trust someone, no matter how hard it is. And maybe you should ask for an adjustment of your meds?
And I add this on account of what you write about angels not being there for you: If these beings truly do exist, they surely never abandon anyone. No matter what you think you have done. Ever. Last edited by Homeira; Sep 18, 2016 at 10:53 AM. |
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