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#551
Apr 17, 2017, 11:33 PM
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Got some study done despite my brain being zombified. Was relatively productive. My brain is missing the Ritalin I have been off for two weeks. Think it is adjusting to the new normal. Now I need about 8 cups of coffee a day to function.
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#552
Apr 18, 2017, 03:04 PM
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Wrote a poem
...And that's it. It's been a slow day. |
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#553
Apr 18, 2017, 03:21 PM
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Took care of some bank business, made it to work on time and I'm working through some anxiety right now
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#554
Apr 18, 2017, 04:15 PM
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Have taken my pills so far. Talked to a friend on the phone and saw another in person. I went to the gym. I'm now in my pjs- I'm tired.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#555
Apr 18, 2017, 07:42 PM
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Just a few loads of laundry today.
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#556
Apr 18, 2017, 07:46 PM
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trying to find something everyday...
went to the Dr and made my health a priority for once shut off some self defeating thoughts before they could spin out got good sleep so my mood was better today , we had great weather!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#557
Apr 18, 2017, 09:24 PM
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Take my daughter out to eat
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#558
Apr 19, 2017, 04:33 PM
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Took a shower.
Stuck to dietary guidelines for establishing a new lifestyle.  WC |
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#559
Apr 19, 2017, 05:23 PM
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did nothing I set out to do today so it's difficult
made up with my mother after an argument stayed on my diet work tonight
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#560
Apr 19, 2017, 05:25 PM
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Did nothing. Feel bad.
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#561
Apr 19, 2017, 09:46 PM
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Quote:
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#562
Apr 19, 2017, 09:48 PM
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I started spring cleaning at 10am and stopped at 5pm. I got almost all of the kitchen done. I feel great about it... but ohh my aching muscles!!
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#563
Apr 20, 2017, 04:53 AM
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Felt awful so spent half the day curled up in bed where I was safe. It helped me get through a really bad day. I rarely spend any time during the day in bed so this was unusual.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#564
Apr 20, 2017, 07:03 AM
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Doing my exercises for my weak hips, pelvic muscles....
bizi
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#565
Apr 20, 2017, 01:58 PM
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Read through part of my poetry textbook. Very interesting.
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#566
Apr 20, 2017, 02:09 PM
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We all have times of doing nothing. I'm laying in bed right now. I thought abt going to the Y but have not. It's ok because yesterday I did go to the grocery store. I'm going to get up walk my puppy and work a word search
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#567
Apr 20, 2017, 02:12 PM
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Got up, showered, came to work. I'm slow but I'm here and making a little progress
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#568
Apr 20, 2017, 02:24 PM
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I used the STOPP app when somebody was very dismissive toward me! It helped!
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#569
Apr 20, 2017, 05:05 PM
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Paid a bill this morning. Sounds stupid, but I haven't been paying them, and it's not because I don't have the money. The things depression/anxiety make you neglect.
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#570
Apr 20, 2017, 06:14 PM
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I have not ate out all day. I made oatmeal and toast to eat earlier. Then ate some fruit cocktail. I cleaned my restroom ......swept the floor and emptied the trash. Then took a shower
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#571
Apr 20, 2017, 06:41 PM
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Felt like crap. Just wanted to expire.
Bundled up and went for a 2 mile walk late afternoon. Forced myself. Was so chilled needed a hot shower. This made the shower easy.  Cooked dinner for four tonight. Changed the bed linens.  WC |
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#572
Apr 20, 2017, 07:43 PM
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More spring cleaning. I love a clean house. It makes my soul sparkle!
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#573
Apr 21, 2017, 03:31 AM
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Today my Mum took me to the beach for a swim. It was revitalising. Then I caught up with a good friend. Feeling very agitated but mood is awesome. Great day if not for the agitation.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#574
Apr 21, 2017, 04:08 AM
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Daily Calm meditation. Snuggling with my very sleepy dog.
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#575
Apr 21, 2017, 04:52 PM
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Showered.
Saw pdoc. Went for a walk. Cooking dinner. WC |
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