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Feb 05, 2017, 06:47 PM
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TRIGGER warning sorry i forgot to put the icon on!
 I am very agitated today and it is very uncomfortable I am trying everything I can think of but nothing is currently working to calm me down I am trying very hard not to SH but I feel like that is the only thing that is going to help. I feel very lost today. |
 Anonymous45023, MtnTime2896
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Feb 05, 2017, 06:49 PM
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oh wait i fixed the icon issue
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#3
Feb 05, 2017, 06:51 PM
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Agitation is horrible. I'm having it too. Please don't SH, it will only make things worse in the end. I think you need to see a pdoc asap, even if that means going to ER and possibly IP. You might need a med change to help. I find Abilify helps mine. I take it PRN as well if needed. Take care.
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#4
Feb 05, 2017, 06:52 PM
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Is there an after hours phone number you can call at your pdocs office? Mine has people who will talk with you.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#5
Feb 05, 2017, 06:55 PM
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I could try my mental health worker again but i tried him a few hours ago and he didnt answer.
also for the record i have been asking to see my pdoc for 3 weeks but my mental health worker wont get me an appointment. |
| MtnTime2896
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#6
Feb 05, 2017, 07:14 PM
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I also have no PRN
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Feb 05, 2017, 08:29 PM
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its getting worse
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#8
Feb 05, 2017, 09:31 PM
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#9
Feb 05, 2017, 09:42 PM
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Flutter maybe the er can hook u up to better worker or doc appointment faster.
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#10
Feb 05, 2017, 09:49 PM
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I will try calling one more time.....
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| bizi
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#11
Feb 05, 2017, 09:55 PM
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I have a big bean bag I put on my shoulder.
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Feb 05, 2017, 10:54 PM
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You're not alone. I feel exactly the same. I walk in circles
Because I am so frustrated and I just want it to stop. I pray you feel better |
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Feb 05, 2017, 11:29 PM
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How are things going now? I just saw this and was wondering if things improved or you got help. ((HUGS)) Please seek help at the hospital if you can't get in touch with your doctor.
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
| bizi, Flutterby11
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#14
Feb 05, 2017, 11:32 PM
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How are you ?
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Feb 05, 2017, 11:48 PM
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i called my mental health worker but he hung up on me. i have been crying for the last hour and it doesnt look like it is going to stop for a while. i am so tired and there is such a deep hurt inside of me i even tried a hotline and they told me to go away i dont know what is wrong with me why does everyone hate me maybe it is just cause i am a horrible creature i know i am worthless it is just hard when things remind you of that fact. i am sorry i just needed to vent.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, JustJace2u, Sad Mermaid
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| bizi
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Feb 06, 2017, 12:24 AM
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Wow, I can't believe they rejected you like that.
How awful I would suggest you try to reach out again. I am so sorry that you are struggling. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Feb 06, 2017, 12:47 AM
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I dont see the point anymore maybe it is a sign like people are giving me permission to go....
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Feb 06, 2017, 01:12 AM
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Please take yourself to ER if no one else can take you. Call an ambulance if you have to, but DON'T GIVE UP!! You are precious. Keep reaching out and you will find the help you need soon. Things will get better from that point. Hang in there. Go to hospital. We all care.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| bizi, Sad Mermaid
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Feb 06, 2017, 01:25 AM
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I will try to go. |
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#20
Feb 06, 2017, 03:45 AM
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The way your mental health actor is behaving doesn't make any sense. This person is the gatekeeper to your psychiatrist and every time you call to him to make an appointment, he either hangs up on you or ignores you? Are the conversations hostile?
Can you call this person's supervisor? I worry about you, even though I've only been here for a little over a month. So, FWIW, there are people out there who care. It's obvious to me though that you are in crisis and seriously need intervention. A lot of the paranoias and persecutory delusions you have been having are clear symptoms that can be and need to be treated with meds ASAP. Please do that for yourself. Please.
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DX: Chronic Migraine (mostly under control) "Bipolar, mixed moderate" (new dx after 1 insomnia fueled hypomanic episode at age 36 after 10 years on SSRI with no prior issue) --Caffeine addiction Lexapro 7.5 mg, Lamictal 100 mg |
| bizi
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#21
Feb 06, 2017, 06:38 AM
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the conversations are not hostile but i do end up crying most of the time to which he just says he cannot help me.
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| bizi, JustJace2u
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Feb 06, 2017, 02:35 PM
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It makes no sense. The P-doc should have a way to get in touch with them in case of crisis or emergency. How can they deny that to you? *hug*
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DX: Chronic Migraine (mostly under control) "Bipolar, mixed moderate" (new dx after 1 insomnia fueled hypomanic episode at age 36 after 10 years on SSRI with no prior issue) --Caffeine addiction Lexapro 7.5 mg, Lamictal 100 mg |
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#23
Feb 06, 2017, 07:05 PM
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there is no way to contact the pdoc i have tired they say they can do that because they are not a crisis service and say just go to the hospital but then when you go to the hospital they just tell you to make another appointment and to go home.
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#24
Feb 06, 2017, 07:12 PM
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My hospital does not send home suicidal patients. I don't think yours does either. Please go to the ER. You don't know what will happen.
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Feb 06, 2017, 07:16 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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