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#976
Apr 19, 2017, 05:02 PM
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#977
Apr 19, 2017, 05:03 PM
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hope you get the help you need! be careful snorting those pills they are filled with binders and all that jazz
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#978
Apr 19, 2017, 05:43 PM
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Thanks.
Hopefully i can find something worth living for before i **** it up permanently. And yeah, its like really bad coke; Not as euphoric. Burns, but i'm used to it. |
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#979
Apr 19, 2017, 06:47 PM
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Pdoc appointment had to be rescheduled because he's sick today. I felt kind of relieved when it was canceled and I don't know why. I guess part of me still thinks I don't need help. I think living with the same symptoms for 6 months has almost became my new "normal".
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Bipolar 1 Latuda 120 mg Adderall 40 mg |
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#980
Apr 19, 2017, 07:02 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Last edited by Moose72; Apr 19, 2017 at 07:29 PM. |
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#981
Apr 19, 2017, 07:17 PM
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My day was decent. I got some needed rest. Then took my puppy for a walk. After I picked my youngest daughter up from school. My oldest daughter came over and cooked dinner.
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#982
Apr 19, 2017, 08:52 PM
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The cloudy weather slowed me down, I didn't feel like doing anything today. Had to go to the dentist after work. Another awesome visit, no cavities, just a cleaning.
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#983
Apr 19, 2017, 09:09 PM
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Well 2 things happened today:
1. Dr. Orazio changed my meds at my request. Abilify, seroquel to sleep and lamictal. I hope she lets me have the klonipin still, we shall see. 2. Saw a PT today for my hip and arm injuries. Will see him tomorrow as well. I think he is good. I am so out of shape!!!!!! I could not really do the exercises that he gave me very well. Did not know that he did adjustments. my back is very frozen.... Did some of the exercises today and anyway some progress/movement is better than none. I get tested for ADD this friday. It is on the computer and timed. So stressful for me first thing in the morning. I have 2 take home tests, one is easy and I finished it. The other one seems hard for some reason. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#984
Apr 19, 2017, 09:52 PM
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Cleaned to the beat of 90s music all day and I feel so good. It was cathartic. Cleaning the kitchen ...symbolic of cleaning out the old ways to make room for the new.
It was 12 outside so I had windows open, fresh air... Oh so good for my soul
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#985
Apr 20, 2017, 04:58 AM
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It has been an incredibly difficult day. Last night I was wild, impulsive, agitated and irritable. Despite meds I hardly slept. I woke feeling worse. The nursing staff wanted to put me in a locked ward but I managed to talk my way out of it and make arrangements to keep me safe.
What I found worked best today was hiding in bed, curled up with my pillow between my arms as a comfort. This kept me safe and gave me the rest I needed. This afternoon I felt a bit better but still feel quite agitated. It is horrible and I just want it to end. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.
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#986
Apr 20, 2017, 06:26 AM
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Just waking up... Hoping for a better day...
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#987
Apr 20, 2017, 07:12 AM
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Up and showrred, really wanted to stay in bed today but I've had so much time at home being sick I just need to go to work, sigh. Hopefully I'll perk up a little bit or it's going to be a really long day!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#988
Apr 20, 2017, 07:17 AM
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Just woke up, not feeling like going to the out patient program. I'm a fugitive and extremely tired. My future is so uncertain, i just want to curl up in a ball and watch youtube videos about the world and afterlife.
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#989
Apr 20, 2017, 11:00 AM
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Sorry I'm posting so much on this thread! Struggling at work, they had someone cover part of my work while I was out but I'm still overwhelmed with how much I have to do. I just don't have the concentration and speed I used to for my work. It makes me feel so bad, like I don't deserve to have this job anymore. I guess I'm beating myself up but I can't seem to stop
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#990
Apr 20, 2017, 12:36 PM
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No apologies warranted. We all share here. Post away!  I am sorry you have been struggling so. You have had a lot on your plate. It's important to share for many reasons. I know I don't feel so alone, although I am very sorry for your suffering.   (((((( hopeless ))))))  WC |
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#991
Apr 20, 2017, 01:39 PM
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Be kind to yourself hopeless you just got back.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#992
Apr 20, 2017, 01:50 PM
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Reading my poetry textbook and working on the computer. Did a grocery run this morning. Restlessness hit at 10:30 AM, so I tried chilling out for a while. Making a quick dinner for the family later on.
My husband was at the college doing a placement test for math. He has to go back tomorrow to see the academic advisor. He's now at the dentist looking at maybe having a couple of teeth pulled. Fun. Mood has been okay except for the anxiety. It's weird; sometimes I find a med that is good except for one thing, and it's annoying. |
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#993
Apr 20, 2017, 02:24 PM
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Feeling anxiety and frustration...
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#994
Apr 20, 2017, 02:27 PM
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New thread is here https://forums.psychcentral.com/bipo...ml#post5601317
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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