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I am so sorry elsa that you are struggling so. ((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi

Oh honey, please go to the ER right away. You are not making sense and you sound like you've been drinking; you also sound like you're in a mixed-mood episode. You need help ASAP!

I'm worried as well. I hope you went to the ER.

I'm fine so don't worry. No alcohol, too many pills and stress. Unfortunately I woke up again today. Sorry to disappoint

That's a dangerous thing to do, please ask your support group to help with this stress at this time.

Sending a big hug your way!!

Please contact your doctor/therapist to let them know what happened. That was very frightening to witness and very dangerous for you. I'm glad you are okay, but please follow through with your T or pdoc.

I'm glad you are still here. You didn't disappoint. I think a lot of people care about you and were worried about you. I hope you start to feel better.

ElsaMars,

Whatever you think our motivations are (I am sure it is different for everyone, we are all so different), we are truly happy that you are safe. I will forever be grateful about all of the kind things you have said to me. You picked me up when I was down a few times--there is a sensitive kind side to you that I admire. You really have touched many people at PC. I am sorry that you are still feeling so badly.

It's a relief beyond words to see you post this morning.

I hope things get smoothed out soon for you.

Sending safe hugs
Please, please contact your treatment team and cue them into what's going on. They'll help you, and you clearly need it right now.

Elsa, in looking at your other posts today, you still do not sound well at all. Your posts still show effects of the meds you took and you sound in great distress. Please contact your therapist or doctor and let them know what is going on. I think you need further help right now.

I'd still strongly recommend you go to the ER, or at least call your Pdoc. Taking so many pills that your cognition is affected is never a good idea.

Your thinking is stink'n, you really need people on the outside of you to help right now. Can you just for today allow someone outside of you to keep you safe? It is important to a great many people that you stay safe and stay here. (Hugs) (hugs)

Elsa, you didn't disappoint.
I am glad you woke up this morning (selfish reasons).
I can understand how maybe you weren't too thrilled with waking up this morning. Sounds like you are having a very tough time.

You are a beautiful person and have shown us just how beautiful and loving many times.

My heart aches for the pain you are going through.

Please get through this safely -- for yourself, your family. Your Presence in important and is needed. Your life is precious.

You are loved and deeply appreciated.

Stay safe, please.



WC

I'm sorry for making everyone worry. I am a mess right now and will reach out to my doctor tomorrow to schedule an appointment. I took too many OTC sleep meds, mixed with seroquel and Ativan and it didn't mix well with my already very low but agitated mood. It's very hard for me to admit I'm not ok....it's very hard for me to reach out and ask for help. I feel like I SHOULD be able to handle all this on my own, but I obviously can't. I'm so embarrassed and sorry. I'm so ashamed for being needy and not being able to handle my own chit. I don't want to die but some part of me does not care about that fact and wants to kill me. I'm dealing with so much in my life right now and I feel my threads of sanity are fraying swiftly. Please forgive me. Thank you to everyone who showed me kindness and support. I've been crying reading this thread. You made me feel cared for and I can't tell you how much I needed that right now. I want to get better so badly....to not be so sick and in so much pain all the time. I really feel like a lost cause and I really don't trust that anyone can help me. I hope that something changes for me in that regard. XOXO

(((((( ElsaMars ))))))


WC

I was worried about you. I'm glad you posted and start feeling better soon.

This is a peer help psych site. We are not well and are here to help each other.

What you are going through are symptoms of your disorder, triggered by stress.

It's good that you post during these times. And it's good that others point out you are not making sense. I know it's hard to know what is real and who to trust at those times.

Lots of people care about you, ElsaMars!

Oh sweetie, it is SUCH a relief to hear you realize you're needing some help right now! I know it can be so hard to ask sometimes (I struggle with that too.). Recognizing is huge. It is ok to let others help. You help others and others help you. Gotta have that complete circle. Half a circle doesn't work so well.

You are NOT a lost cause!!!!! You've just hit some bumpy road. It happens. It's ok. Not your fault. Not a weakness. You will come back around. It's hard to see in the moment, but reaching out highlights your knowing this, the cyclical nature. Your phoenix is already beginning to rise, simply in that moment of recognition.

Much to you, ElsaMars!

I'm so glad to see that post. Please take care.