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Old Apr 22, 2017, 10:16 PM
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i dont think my psychiatrist is helping me and i dont think a psychiatrist in general will help me drugs dont help and i think i want to go down the path of natural therapy i am even doubting weather or not there actually is something medically wrong with me or if i am just a sensitive person. so for those reasons and more i have decided that in a few weeks i will stop seeing my psychiatrist and i wont start seeing a new one. i am also considering tapering myself off my meds i know this wont be easy but i think it is the right path for me.
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Old Apr 22, 2017, 11:38 PM
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Maybe, first see your pdoc this week and let them know what is happening and take it from there. It is a big decision to go off meds and try to treat whatever is going on based on often un-tested natural methods. You are placing yourself at great risk but I do understand where you are coming from. I often want to go off all my meds and hate psychiatry. In the end you need to be safe and right now you are not thinking rationally (based on your previously stated paranoia). Be careful Flutter. See your pdoc, give them one more chance by being completely honest, including your desires to go off meds, and take it from there.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 12:11 AM
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Maybe, first see your pdoc this week and let them know what is happening and take it from there. It is a big decision to go off meds and try to treat whatever is going on based on often un-tested natural methods. You are placing yourself at great risk but I do understand where you are coming from. I often want to go off all my meds and hate psychiatry. In the end you need to be safe and right now you are not thinking rationally (based on your previously stated paranoia). Be careful Flutter. See your pdoc, give them one more chance by being completely honest, including your desires to go off meds, and take it from there.
i have given them so many chances though so so many and things always end up going bad i dont think doctors can help me anymore i really dont. i will see my pdoc maybe once or twice more but then i am leaving and i am not going back to psychiatry they have done more harm to me than good.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 10:48 AM
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Based on what you've been posting lately, you sound quite symptomatic. I don't think going off meds is the right decision to make on your own, without consulting your doctor. I can totally understand the desire, because I get that too, but the safer thing would be to work with your pdoc towards a med regimen you can live with.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 11:24 AM
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While I understand your frustration with illness and with the limitations of psychiatry, I agree with Wander and with Franz Kafka. Sound advice out of concern for your welfare.

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Old Apr 23, 2017, 11:34 AM
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While I understand your frustration with illness and with the limitations of psychiatry, I agree with Wander and with Franz Kafka. Sound advice out of concern for your welfare.

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I agree. Please run this by your pdoc. I'm worried about your welfare. I get where you're coming from. It took 10 years for me to be diagnosed correctly with many doctors and many medications along the way.

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Old Apr 23, 2017, 06:51 PM
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Medication doesnt work and i kind of dont feel like i need it anyway i know i have been dealing with a lot but it is all real stuff and all real concerns how is medication going to help get rid of something that is real. besides pdoc doesnt understand me at all they dont get it plus how can i ever truly be free while on medication. i cant and i also think that maybe i am not sick at all and what if everyone is just trying to control me and they are using medications as a way to do that. i need to be free and i cant do that unless i am med free.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 07:10 PM
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You've been sounding very symptomatic lately. I think it would be best to consult your doctor about this.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 07:21 PM
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i dont see it that way i think i have just come into a new way of seeing the world the last 2 days i see it for what it really is besides i cant trust my doctor they will just try and take everything away from me and i cant have that happen. also i am supposed to be seeing my doctor today but i dont really want to plus i have been really angry and irritable and i think i will end up yelling at them which i dont really want to do but anyway i really dont think i need meds.....
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 07:24 PM
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Medication doesnt work and i kind of dont feel like i need it anyway i know i have been dealing with a lot but it is all real stuff and all real concerns how is medication going to help get rid of something that is real. besides pdoc doesnt understand me at all they dont get it plus how can i ever truly be free while on medication. i cant and i also think that maybe i am not sick at all and what if everyone is just trying to control me and they are using medications as a way to do that. i need to be free and i cant do that unless i am med free.

I felt EXACTLY the same way three years ago. That my husband and everyone else was just using medication to control me and that they all just couldn't handle the real me.

I was manic and ended up a psychotic mess a few weeks later. I believed that people could read my mind and would hurt me once they figured out what a terrible person I was. It was terrifying.

I get where you're coming from. And ultimately it is your decision. But what you have been posting recently is concerning. They are not the writings of s well person.

I hope you find peace, whatever you choose to do.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 07:44 PM
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i dont feel unwell i feel like people dont understand how serious things are at the moment especially with the person watching me nobody seems to believe me but i know they are i saw them hiding once i know they are watching me. and the doctors are trying to control me they really are i am not making this up. i dont know how to explain it but i really dont think i am sick i am stressed but not sick.
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Medication doesnt work and i kind of dont feel like i need it anyway i know i have been dealing with a lot but it is all real stuff and all real concerns how is medication going to help get rid of something that is real. besides pdoc doesnt understand me at all they dont get it plus how can i ever truly be free while on medication. i cant and i also think that maybe i am not sick at all and what if everyone is just trying to control me and they are using medications as a way to do that. i need to be free and i cant do that unless i am med free.
I have found the wrong medication does not work. When the meds are right life is good. I wish you the best in whatever you choose.
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 09:36 PM
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I have had the "OMG everyone is trying to control me with meds! " thinking. When I look back I know it is what was furthest from the truth

if you were well right now and decided to work out a safe and healthy plan about going off meds I wouldn't be posting this. Trust me I am not one to push meds

but you are very symptomatic at the moment and a small part of you must realize that as you post here. Can you atleast talk to a family member/close friend who you can speak to and figurfigure something out?
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Old Apr 23, 2017, 10:30 PM
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I have had the "OMG everyone is trying to control me with meds! " thinking. When I look back I know it is what was furthest from the truth

if you were well right now and decided to work out a safe and healthy plan about going off meds I wouldn't be posting this. Trust me I am not one to push meds

but you are very symptomatic at the moment and a small part of you must realize that as you post here. Can you atleast talk to a family member/close friend who you can speak to and figurfigure something out?
there is one friend i could talk to..... i dont see how it would help though i really do not feel unwell though i dont know what to do anymore i just want to cry right now but earlier i was so happy and so sure and now i just feel so low and i am sorry i am bothering everyone maybe i am just stressed i dont know anymore and everything feels weird like not real it is scary. but i still cant stay on these meds i cant they are hurting me.
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