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#701
Jun 08, 2017, 01:22 PM
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 loads of anxiety today. not much else to say. one day at a time....
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#702
Jun 08, 2017, 02:03 PM
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I had ECT yesterday, thus doing fairly well today. Not much else to report. The boys are at school, so I'm straightening up the house as I wait for the anesthesia to get completely out of my system.
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#703
Jun 08, 2017, 02:19 PM
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I made it into the shower....now mums saying she wants to go vist the cemetery...it's hot out there.....I'll need another shower!
Wish I could turn back time, to about 40-45 years ago when the summers were spent on a lake. Lived in swimsuits all day long, if it got hot you just jumped in the lake to cool off. Oh for the care free days of yore before MI and puberty.
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#704
Jun 08, 2017, 03:12 PM
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anxious and paranoid. I know paranoia can come with anxiety I think so that's probably that. and stress. either way I'm going to keep an eye on the zoloft. small dose but still
I feel screwed up. hope all my BP friends are having a good day
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#705
Jun 08, 2017, 03:22 PM
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Had a decent day tho kinda feel guilty as so many of you have had a rough one.
Its so tough when you wake up not knowing what's in store...I hope and pray tomorrow is an improvement for everyone xo |
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#706
Jun 08, 2017, 03:48 PM
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Packaged the sausage that my husband cooked up this morning. Picked the chicken he roasted last night - got three cups of meat so that's good. Made a double batch of the banana chocolate chip cookies. I ate quite a few of them, they're that good.
Other than that, just reading. I need to work on discussion posts for my poetry class, but I look at the forum and my mind goes blank. Will be making dinner soon - chicken enchiladas. Everybody said they would be here for dinner so I hope they go quick. (They usually do.) Mood is rather wavy at the moment. Lots of little ups and downs. Just riding it out. |
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#707
Jun 08, 2017, 04:39 PM
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I've felt kind of spacey and lightheaded all day today. Made work kind of hard. Case and point: just went out to the kitchen to pull my dinner out of the oven. Well it turns out, I never put it IN the oven. Oh man, and I am starving!!! Idk if it's Trileptal or what today. I don't think it's the Latuda. Weirdly I now start to feel motion sick a little bit when I'm driving. I have always gotten it if I ride in the back seat but never while driving. I get it especially when stopping/going at traffic lights. At least I'm not that depressed anymore.
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#708
Jun 08, 2017, 04:58 PM
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#709
Jun 08, 2017, 05:01 PM
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Speaking of showers, I just got one because my friend is coming over to visit. I hadn't had one in a few days and even then it was just a "cat bath".
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#710
Jun 08, 2017, 05:21 PM
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Saw my T this morning. I left feeling worse than I did going in, for reasons I don't feel like putting on the board. So I don't know if I'm going to the next visit in two weeks. I'm just a hopeless cause, what's the point.
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#711
Jun 08, 2017, 06:33 PM
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"Hopeless" minus those 4 last nasty letters is "hope". I'm hoping tomrrow will be a little brighter for you 
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#712
Jun 08, 2017, 07:09 PM
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I'm so tired. (Being up at 330 didn't help). I haven't eaten today. Kids wanted pizza so I caved. When it gets here MUNCH CHOMP!! Then bed! Aaahhhhh!!!
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#713
Jun 08, 2017, 08:37 PM
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from one chic feeling hopeless to another I know where you are coming from. but we are not hopeless!!! as my dad told me today **** everybody and everything. keep on straight ahead and worry only about you at this difficult time. we will be ok
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#714
Jun 08, 2017, 09:55 PM
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I had a really bad mood swing today. I pretty much embarrassed myself around people I care about, who have no clue why I would have such a meltdown. It wasn't about anything particularly serious, but at the time, it felt like the end of the world. Hopefully tomorrow will be okay. I do have to go to the dentist tomorrow, and my friend wants to get together since it's been forever. I wish it didn't fall the same day since I don't know what will happen as far as dental work I need to get done, but I look forward to seeing her.
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#715
Jun 08, 2017, 10:06 PM
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#716
Jun 08, 2017, 10:21 PM
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Doing okay. Been feeling a bit impatient lately at work though, as my kids are acting done already and we still have 2 more weeks of school!!
Anyway, I finally went food shopping yesterday so today I cooked a yummy dinner, with leftovers to bring for Lunch tomorrow. I love having real food in the house, not sure why I have sick difficulty food shopping. Missed my support group this week bc I took a nap after work. Ah well. Take care all. |
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#717
Jun 08, 2017, 10:40 PM
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working the whole weekend and monday and tuesday, we leave on vacation wednesday. traveling to indy to visit family and friends.
be gone for 2 weeks total. drive is 2 days there spend the night in memphis tenn.to break up the trip. have a good weekend all! bizi
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#718
Jun 09, 2017, 12:45 AM
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#719
Jun 09, 2017, 03:40 AM
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Lefty, I don't know what you are saying all of the time but I like it nonetheless 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#720
Jun 09, 2017, 04:04 AM
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Jacky, it's nice to see someone else is alive at this hour.
I've been up since 2:30 AM and am not the least bit tired. I didn't sleep all that long last night either. I hope today's not going to be a really long day. Two hours of watching Friends on Netflix. Kinda sad and campy, but reminds me of a different life 20 years ago. Hope everyone has a good one today!
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#721
Jun 09, 2017, 04:13 AM
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campy shows are good when you just want the good feels. nothing heavy
hope your day is better than "ok" I hope it damn amazing bio!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#722
Jun 09, 2017, 04:27 AM
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LOL. Glad I'm not being judged for "campy."  Thanks for the well-wishes, hope your day is fantastic as well!
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement. Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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#723
Jun 09, 2017, 04:43 AM
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#724
Jun 09, 2017, 06:52 AM
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Just woke up (but I cheated and took 1/2 sleep tab last night)
Reluctant to get out of bed as sooo much to do today and it'll be such a busy weekend with grad party and visitors sleeping over. I'm giving myself til 8 am then it's go time. Ugh! Happy Friday everyone! |
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#725
Jun 09, 2017, 07:01 AM
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