Continued from here https://forums.psychcentral.com/bipo...ml#post5656569

[Wild Coyote]

Elsa, I read your last entry on this thread. I do not know how to transfer it to this thread continuation.

I would like to tell you that I feel you do an amazing job in your life.
I also remain hopeful for your healing.

You are such an amazing person, so open-hearted and loving. Truly outstanding.

You deserve a break, one which lasts a lifetime.

You have my love, my appreciation and my admiration.

WC

[hopeless2015]

Doing good so far today. Hugs to everyone!

[Wild Coyote]

It's a beautiful sunny day.
The birds are out and singing all day long. I love to hear the birds sing!
A quiet day here. Resting some after a long and busy day yesterday.
I hope everyone is finding some joy today!

WC

As an observer and occasional participant, I can't help but feel that many important questions went unanswered in the closure of Bipolar Check in thread #17. I am adrift without closure.

[Moose72]

I'm hungry! I'm waiting for my daughter to be done with her makeup and hair already!

No shower, no shave, kept up with meds today but definitely have heard voices, even conversations, in my head.

[Unrigged64072835]

Moods have been okay, except for the anxiety of course. Went to the supermarket and was trying to keep my cool, but it was hard.

Studying for next week. Told the instructor one of the links didn't link so he supplied another one.

Making dinner soon. Making a ham casserole because my daughter is picky about fish.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by neodk

No shower, no shave, kept up with meds today but definitely have heard voices, even conversations, in my head.

Do you ever have arguments with the voices in your head? I do. Its frustrating to say the least.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Moose72

I'm hungry! I'm waiting for my daughter to be done with her makeup and hair already!

She's done. I dropped her off at her friend's house. I hope they get back here safely after the prom!

[gina_re]

I've slept a good chunk of the day away. I've stopped the Wellbutrin and the buspar, they weren't doing anything anyway. At least it's cooler today since my a/c now needs to be fixed. My mom stopped by and I'm letting her watch tv in my living room as a thank your for bringing me the chocolate ice cream I asked for (she doesn't have tv at home for financial reasons). Right now the anxiety is low, maybe because I just ate that bowl of ice cream! Time for nap number two.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by gina_re

I've slept a good chunk of the day away. I've stopped the Wellbutrin and the buspar, they weren't doing anything anyway. At least it's cooler today since my a/c now needs to be fixed. My mom stopped by and I'm letting her watch tv in my living room as a thank your for bringing me the chocolate ice cream I asked for (she doesn't have tv at home for financial reasons). Right now the anxiety is low, maybe because I just ate that bowl of ice cream! Time for nap number two.

I should take a nap. I have to stay up late. I've heard that buspar doesn't do much. I do like Wellbutrin, though. I'm not sure exactly why pdoc put me on it last Fall, but I must've been showing depressive symptoms. Ice cream and a nap! That would perk me up, too.

[Daonnachd]

I could go for some ice cream, too.

My T always emphasizes exercise to combat depression, so today I went out on a short bike ride. Twisty descents are always fun, but now that I'm showered and dressed in street clothes again I need to take the dog out for a walk. Can somebody else do this for me? He's a very mellow greyhound. He loves everybody. Any takers?

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by vertigo

I could go for some ice cream, too.

My T always emphasizes exercise to combat depression, so today I went out on a short bike ride. Twisty descents are always fun, but now that I'm showered and dressed in street clothes again I need to take the dog out for a walk. Can somebody else do this for me? He's a very mellow greyhound. He loves everybody. Any takers?

I will! I love greyhounds!

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by Moose72

I will! I love greyhounds!

Well, we've been out for our walk now, but here's a picture of him: https://forums.psychcentral.com/albu...ictureid=60936

Originally Posted by vertigo

Well, we've been out for our walk now, but here's a picture of him: https://forums.psychcentral.com/albu...ictureid=60936

Wow, he has a beautiful coat!

How old?

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by bluebicycle

Wow, he has a beautiful coat!

How old?

He's two and a half. We rescued him from the racetracks. He never did very well, so they didn't want him taking up space, I guess.

[scatterbrained04]

Didn't do anything today other than lay around and catch up on my favorite TV show. Depression is hard, and I'm so very tired.

[fishin fool]

Still alive and well, still alive and well, every now and then I know it's
hard to tell but I'm still alive and well.

[Faltering]

I'm experiencing weakness and orthostatic hypotension today. Mood is still okay, I think. I seem to have trouble describing how I feel. I'm not happy, but I'm not really depressed either. My paranoia in public is improving. Yesterday I went out to dinner and to the mall with fewer thoughts that people were about to harm me. My visual hallucinations have also decreased.

[jacky8807]

long day of kids basketball and all that
started zoloft at 25 mg yesterday. so only took a total of two doses. today I feel a little extra "jovial" and a little paranoid at the same time. but since it's only two doses of a tiny dose I'm guessing it's not the med. just me being jovial and paranoid. wouldn't be the first time lol

[Lifeischallenging]

Hey all...
So things are getting difficult again. Has anyone ever been interrupted by their family? It is really annoying when that happens, especially when you're trying to talk and no one will listen. I'm also going back to doing something that I do not like. My medication has been helping with the suicidal thoughts. I am no longer depressed or anything like that, but when I'm being ignored, I feel liked I am not important to listen to. Or when I am always being interupted. Well, I'll be ok. Until next time.

[bizi]

I cut my abilify in half on my own. I take 10mg now.
bizi

Originally Posted by bizi

I cut my abilify in half on my own. I take 10mg now.
bizi

Did something bad happen?

Originally Posted by TheHPEnthusiast1987

Hey all...
So things are getting difficult again. Has anyone ever been interrupted by their family? It is really annoying when that happens, especially when you're trying to talk and no one will listen. I'm also going back to doing something that I do not like. My medication has been helping with the suicidal thoughts. I am no longer depressed or anything like that, but when I'm being ignored, I feel liked I am not important to listen to. Or when I am always being interupted. Well, I'll be ok. Until next time.

When I'm very symptomatic and delusional, my mother always cuts me off and redirects the conversation to something more pleasant....she means well but it hurts so badly I have no words! I'm so sorry you are being interrupted...you can talk here and we will listen. I know it's not the same and it's m truly sorry this happened to you. (((Hugs)))