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#676
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Feeling less pessimistic than earlier. Not sure what smiley mood to pick though- I am a bit all over the place. I feel frustrated and disheartened by life and then somebody goes out of their way to do something nice for me and I once again realize how incredibly great the human race can be. Then a moment later I see someone acting like a complete ahole and I'm back to hating everything all over again.
I'm just being overly sensitive I know. Ah well. Take care all. |
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#677
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The awards ceremony was good. N2 got four awards! (So many kids got so many awards- one in particular got at least 15-20. I should've counted. Scholarships, too. She probably applied for all kinds of scholarships.) I'm tired now. I feel fat lately, too. I gotta get back to the exercising and I gotta get my diet back in order. I should take a shower tonight, but I don't wanna. I'll just get up early and do it. Go to sleep soon so I can get up early.
Nammu-YUM, sushi! (I've never actually had it as I'm allergic, but it LOOKS so good. Ok I've had raw salmon and that is delicious!)
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#678
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here, drinking an IPA
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#679
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I might need a root canal. I think I need to call the dentist tomorrow to set up something sooner. I made my appointment for Monday since that's my day off from work, but if it seems I won't be able to wait that long, then I will have no choice but to skip going. It seems like it's one thing after another lately. I had plans to finally see a friend on Friday, and we've been trying to coordinate our schedules for a long time now. Hopefully things won't get messed up, but I am not so sure now.
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#680
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Good luck and let us know how it goes ![]() |
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#681
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OMG. I just woke up to pee (its almost 4 a.m.) and it sounded like someone was in the shower so I went to investigate. Nope nobody. So I went downstairs. The washing machine was spraying water all over the kitchen! The entire floor is flooded! Even into the carpet of the living room (partially) its flooded! So I called the maintenance after-hours number and they said they'd be out in half an hour. I turned the valve off so the water is just barely dribbling out but its still not good. (Before, it was gushing across to the other side of the dryer from the washing machine.) So here I sit- waiting. I can see a nap in my future. Or maybe not. I think I can see another long day; that's what I can see. I think the hose broke or came off. I just hope they fix it and fix it quickly.
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#682
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Censored! The moderators yanked my last check-in without notice for coarse language and impure thoughts. I did 2.5 hours of landscaping, which is a euphemism in suburban Honolulu for jungle warfare. I miss the dreams that I had on lithium.
Lefty's latest tip for getting hired: Don't include your medications on your LinkedIn profile. |
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#683
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They are here. Got the water turned off. Gonna call water extraction to get the water up.
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#684
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what a wonderful thing to wake up to!!! that suxxx
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#685
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lefty what would I do without your tips ![]()
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#686
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They came and turned the water off from the inside. There's a hole on the hose to the washing machine- a big one. Now guys are coming to clean up the water. Then I need to call the office and tell them about the hole.
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#687
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Oh my, Moose. What a crazy morning you are having!
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#688
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They are here to get up the water. Boy do I want a nap!
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#689
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I know it! All I want is a nap!
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#690
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Ive gotta get my youngest off to school this morning. I hope this guy leaves before that because n2 can't be here alone with him. She's not 18.
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#691
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yesterday I heard from the bipolar mentoring service.
they found me a 1 off mentoring session at 2 PM today, but wouldn't you know it.. 2 PM today is the time of my consultation, so I have to wait for the next session. re: the consultation, it was going to be by phone.. now i'm expected to use this secure chat server, where no personal information is shared, and we just use usernames. I signed up yesterday to have a look, and ugg. I really hate the interface. oh well, it's only for an hour.. hope I can manage it is raining today. yay! lovely wet ground, and lovely relaxing falling rain |
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#692
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Regular maintenance is coming over sometime today to fix the hose on the washer and my clogged tub. I wish they could say when or call so I could nap!!
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#693
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Moose you've handled this admirably. Calm and steady. I would have been very upset.
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#694
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Feeling much better today. Sun is shining again. Watching some of the Comey hearings then heading down to the beach.
Hope everyone is ok and having a good day. ![]() |
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#695
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Well some negative thoughts HAVE crossed my mind like what if they charge me because it's my washer? Ikes! I'm still waiting for regular maintenance to come. In the past they haven't come at all. Grr. I'm just napping here on the couch waiting for them t knock.
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#696
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Stayed home from work this morning, let the bad thoughts take over today....ugggg. I was doing so good
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#697
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I'm chain smoking to
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#698
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Oh oh. Working probably would've kept your mind off those thoughts. I wish I chain smoked but I just never got anything out of smoking. Go figure.
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#699
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Your right Moose. I'm trying to talk myself into getting into the shower but that's not going to well either. Today might be a lost cause for me
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#700
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Into the shower I go....into the shower I go.......into the shower I go.......I keep singing it but I don't go in!
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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