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#201
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I'm so tired today. Its a rainy day, maybe that's why? I need a shower, too, for sure. Don't think I'm making it to the gym.
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#202
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Took a short rest and just got showered and dressed. Still don't think I'm making it to the gym. I have to go pick up my daughter from school.
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#203
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I wish I'd stayed in bed today.
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#204
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Feeling on the depressed side today. I have some disappointment in myself and with others too. I go back to work on Saturday after a full week being out, and I don't really think I'm ready. It's the kind of day that I want to bury my head under the covers, and that's pretty much what I am doing.
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#205
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Love that song and tori Amos!
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#206
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I am sorry you are having a tough time.
It's always great to hear from you; you've been very quiet. ![]() WC |
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#207
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Finished another piece of homework. One more thing and I'm done until next week
![]() Haven't taken the extra Artane yet. Anxiety hit around 9:30AM. Didn't sleep well because I was too hot. My husband went to the supermarket and bought a lot of stuff that I don't know what to do with. I wish he would've picked me up or at least follow the list. Thunderstorms are in again. We had a tornado land in a nearby town last night. Rather creepy. |
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#208
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I'm in a bad place today. I just don't want to do this anymore.
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Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~ Dr. Seuss |
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#209
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Having a little better day today. Kind of annoyed that I have spent all my down time in bed for a couple months. I can't seem to will myself out. I've been such an absent parent.
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#210
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Yesterday went to my daughter's house to day drove mum to my sisters' house so I've been getting out and socializing....yeah me!
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#211
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Horrible migraine today. I'm zapped. Started my monthly and zapped. Physically and emotionally zapped.
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#212
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Much Love to you. ![]() WC |
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#213
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I'm still regressing. Hearing scary voices again. I talked to my family about making a plan for addressing my mental health this summer. I'm losing my insurance soon so I need to seek low cost services.
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#214
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I went to n3s confirmation this evening. We're a lot of people. Was nice. Now I have to worry about n2 s drivers Ed Tuesday.
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#215
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Elsa, sorry you're zapped. That's one thing I don't deal with: periods. Don't know why but they've stopped.
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#216
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((((HUGS))))) bizi
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#217
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Listening to oh brother where art thou?
loving this bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
#218
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we are "twinning" today Elsa. I started feeling agitated and like bugs were crawling all over me then BOOM my monthly friend showed up. Good times ![]() ![]()
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#220
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Elsa and jacky, I hope you feel better soon.
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#221
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And the depression is back. I couldn't find my Geodon which I use to sleep and I realized I would be awake all night and it just washed over me like a wave. It probably had been building up. I hope it doesn't last long.
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#222
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we are here for you! ![]() ![]()
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#223
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Hey. Still here. I have not been on here much lately , I have been really exhausted and coming home from work and crashing. I took off from work on Wednesday. I have a long weekend coming up for memorial weekend plus not using a snow day. Had tentative plans to do something w my friend but she ended up booking a last minute flight to fla. It's probably my own fault since It took me like 2-3 days to reply to her last text message. Ah well. That sucks.
So I am thinking of going on a solo road trip, maybe drive up to New England, maybe to Maine. Idk. Was gonna just pick some random shiit to explore along the way. I really just want to drive and end up wherever but I should probably book a room since it is a holiday weekend. Or maybe I will let fate decide? The idea of singing along to the radio while driving somewhere, stopping at truck stops just bc I can, And then sitting on a balcony drinking coffee and reading a book looking at the ocean sounds nice. Seeing street signs that say "thickly settled". Eating lobster rolls. I think this is my plan. Maybe I will get a real paper map from aaa and map out a route with stops to see weird shiit like the largest rotary telephone and stuff. Idk. Maybe this is a dumb idea but I think if I stay here I will freak the fuuck out and end up in the same clothes all weekend and not move from the couch. So. Off I go I guess. Happy memorial weekend everyone. Sending you all good thoughts. Take care. Keep fighting the good fight. |
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#224
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Naynay: I hope you have fabulous adventures on your trip and a wonderful memorial weekend!
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#225
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Naynay that sounds like a wonderful time and a great plan!
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