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#876
Jun 14, 2017, 02:36 PM
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Something just clicked in my head and I feel pretty good. I actually want to leave my house. But I don't know what to do or where to go. Especially since it's so hot outside and I'm low on $$$. Maybe I'll get out in the backyard a little later when it cools down. The weeds have completely taken over back there.
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#877
Jun 14, 2017, 02:38 PM
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Lately I've got energy but nothing that I want to do. At least I have some energy, I should enjoy that.
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"I would rather have questions that can't be answered than answers which can't be questioned." --Richard Feynman |
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| Nammu
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#878
Jun 14, 2017, 02:41 PM
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I'm becoming irrationally angry again over minor inconveniences. I imagine beasts growling in my head a lot, and sometimes I even growl aloud. It's so embarrassing that I haven't told my pdoc about this symptom. My brain can be so scary and odd sometimes.
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Bipolar 1 Latuda 120 mg Adderall 40 mg |
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#879
Jun 14, 2017, 03:27 PM
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N1 just took me out to eat! Nice conversation. I'd love a nap now that I'm home, but I have to go to a driver's ed. parent meeting soon. Meh.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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| Nammu
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#881
Jun 14, 2017, 05:42 PM
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Beautiful sunny day. Busy day. Home now. Exhausted!
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| Icare dixit
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#882
Jun 14, 2017, 05:43 PM
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hope everyone is well!
I'm having stess related symptoms I think so I'm not worrying about it. this too shall pass as they say
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#883
Jun 14, 2017, 06:56 PM
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I miss the energy and good mood I had a few days ago. Gone with the wind. I guess I'm still much better than I was. Noise is really grinding my gears this evening too. My son was playing the electric guitar and now he is using the blinder. Grrrr. My paperwork at work has piled up so bad, I feel like I'll never catch up. The phones just won't quit ringing. That's not altogether a bad thing.
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#884
Jun 14, 2017, 07:59 PM
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Migraine won't go away. Ouch. Can't sleep.
N2 rude to my friend. He was very upset-. I'm caught in the middle.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#885
Jun 14, 2017, 09:29 PM
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I don't know whether I can't sleep because I don't or I don't sleep because I can't. And I question whether that's even something to question. But I do.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#886
Jun 14, 2017, 10:44 PM
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So I just had a visit with my pdoc and he added a new med to my current regime. I'm on Gabapentin 300 mg. It says it is for seizures, but he put me on it for sleep. I'm hoping it helps. I have problems getting myself to bed by a certain time though. Or sometimes I just lay in bed a wake for a bit. I've had alot of personal moments to myself as well. I'm hoping it will subside rather having to talk to my pdoc about, but I know I'll have to.
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#887
Jun 15, 2017, 06:23 AM
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I had a horrible night. Couldn't sleep because I was in pain from the migraine. Vomited twice from the pain. Somehow settled down enough to sleep. Woke up a bit ago- mild pain but I think I should go back to bed to sleep the rest off. After I get N3 off to school, of course.
Edit: Changed my mind: I don't think I'll go back to bed. I think I'll go to Starbucks but get a NON-caffeinated drink. Definitely not what I was drinking yesterday! (Iced coffee and two of them. That stuff is strong!) And then I'll go to the new pharmacy and take them my current med bottles and see what they have to say. They asked me to do that. I'm not out of them yet, but a few are close. Oh- and I read that throwing up from a migraine isn't from the pain. Its from something else. Maybe the nausea? Which comes from? Will have to look that up. But usually I feel better after I throw up from a migraine but this time I didn't and threw up again and THEN felt MOSTLY better, but not until I slept all night did I feel good again.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Last edited by Moose72; Jun 15, 2017 at 07:33 AM. |
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#888
Jun 15, 2017, 08:12 AM
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Up and showered, I have my procedure this morning. Not as nervous as I thought I'd be guess cause I know I won't be awake for it lol
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#889
Jun 15, 2017, 10:01 AM
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Finished my exam. Semester is over and I am on holidays (apart from work) for five weeks!!! YEY!!! So happy.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#890
Jun 15, 2017, 10:31 AM
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#891
Jun 15, 2017, 11:12 AM
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Went on a jet ski tour with my two little birds to swim with dolphins in the wild and walk around an island looking for shells. The girls had a ball and want to go again. My mistake? Going at 5:15 when the water was choppy on a full throttle tour. I managed to stay on....barely. The girls were going so fast they wiped out hard and my daughter lost her Ray-bans(which she expects me to replace)...they thought this was the best part.
This morning I am so shaky, stiff and sore I can barely move. I did have some brief moments of fun (I enjoyed swimming with the dolphins) but I realize I'm not a young spring chicken any more. I was so shaky back at the dock that the tour guide helped me up and gave me a hug. Going again today? Uuuuhhhh....no. Hope everyone is doing well and sending hugs to everyone that is struggling. 
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#892
Jun 15, 2017, 12:04 PM
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There have been 2 incidents on PC recently that have really made me withdraw and I feel like that wariness is showing in my posts. Not sure what to do about it but I guess I'll figure something out.
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#893
Jun 15, 2017, 12:06 PM
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#894
Jun 15, 2017, 12:52 PM
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#895
Jun 15, 2017, 01:03 PM
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#896
Jun 15, 2017, 01:09 PM
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It's been a wild ride. I have three weeks left to go on my current position before I transfer over to a new building and a new department.
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| Nammu
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#897
Jun 15, 2017, 01:33 PM
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Yay! Good luck.
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#898
Jun 15, 2017, 01:34 PM
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Called the regular doctor's office to talk to them about a different migraine med and doing a "prior auth" for it. They need to talk to my dr then call me back. That imitrex is like taking children's medicine when you need adult meds!
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#899
Jun 15, 2017, 01:54 PM
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Oh yeah Imatrex did nothing for me but Frova was a miracle.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#900
Jun 15, 2017, 02:58 PM
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